On October 23 2025 21:58 lostaccount wrote:
the f they only getting like a 5% roi? thats pathetic I know I can get at least 15% which would be 150k pre tax so after tax maybe 100k n you can live anywhere.
I am not confident I could get at least 15%. Maybe if that was my sole vocation but it's not so I can't comment.
I don't think I want to live in a mud hut. I don't want to be a rice farmer either. It would be cool to have a flourishing garden however. I used to help my grandmother with her garden. I wouldn't want to eat rice and vegetables for every meal. It's strange that we have all these possibilities in life but do we? Do I? I can't drive very far in this city. I have a liberal arts degree. I am somewhat limited in what occupation I can hold onto.
I want to make more money so I can do more and have more flexibility and I would like to retire at some point and not have to work until I die.
But, working so much literally hurts my back and I have no time or energy to do anything. Even on my days off there is this underlying pang that I have to work again.
I want tobacco, chocolate, and cocaine. Even if it kills me.
On October 23 2025 21:59 lostaccount wrote:
but 30k in ASEAN is king living though except Singapore and maybe half a king in Malaysia
I would bet $100k might not go very far in Manhattan.
I don't really feel like budgeting it all out in Asia but what does living like a king look like for you?
Yea you probably live okay in Manhattan with 100k.
Living like a king = 2+ girls for fun, drink as much as you want, a maid to clean your place and eat good food plus some other things I might have missed.
what's the plan for Friday Rikd? watching the playoff game? I got money on LA cuz I like money more than the blue jays lol but I would never bet against the Vancouver Canucks cuz I like them more than money though
The plan for Friday is I worked until 10 pm EST then I came home and had some dinner which included a lot of chocolate, and now I am thinking about drinking some Chinese white tea and winding down. Maybe read some poems and watch roundtable discussions on them.
On October 23 2025 21:59 lostaccount wrote:
but 30k in ASEAN is king living though except Singapore and maybe half a king in Malaysia
I would bet $100k might not go very far in Manhattan.
I don't really feel like budgeting it all out in Asia but what does living like a king look like for you?
Yea you probably live okay in Manhattan with 100k.
Living like a king = 2+ girls for fun, drink as much as you want, a maid to clean your place and eat good food plus some other things I might have missed.
I was living good in Buenos Aires by that standard then and Chicago.
Walking out of work tonight I heard the people at the local bar and I almost just walked over to get a meal. When drinking was at its best I would come home dirty from the steel mills, fill up a huge glass of wine, take a shower and the sauce fixed me. I don't have anything that straightforward these days and I don't think I can ever get that back. Today, I have dark chocolate, kiwis, mirtazapine, white tea, and music. It's not as straightforward and frankly it doesn't work as well as alcohol once did but the alcohol does not work like that for me anymore. Ever since the breaking point I drink myself into a stupor and can't stop thinking about killing myself. I throw empty bottles of wine across the room and sit on the couch crying.
To change the subject, now that I have some money coming in it could be digital drop time or electric bass time. We will see. I am mostly into poetry and reading at the moment though and living a somewhat bohemian lifestyle. I go back and forth. I mean I live in a gated community without many artists. In some ways I try to be a normal person but I have always been a bit unconventional.
This Flaubert quote really hits the mark with me:
"Be regular and orderly in your life, like a bourgeois, so that you may be violent and original in your work."
I still don't know what authentic means. There is no such thing as authentic as Baudrillard said but there is maybe something close. It's not really something to get too caught up in. I wear a uniform at work and it is freeing in a way. I have always liked the idea of crafting a uniform outside of work as well. Most of my clothes are pretty stupid, old, raggedy. I wear them because I am poor. One of the issues is most cheap clothing is shitty and does not hold up well. I could probably now afford some boxer briefs that aren't raggedy and have holes in them. I really should clean my room. Maybe I will make that a priority tomorrow.
I want to smoke tobacco. I want to eat dark chocolate. I want to snort cocaine. That would really get me going.
Georg Trakl died of a cocaine overdose at age 27.
To be honest, I have been around cocaine a lot in my life but I never tried it. Now, I am wishing that I tried it and thinking that maybe I should try it even though most people on cocaine are insufferable. Yeah, on second thought it's a terrible idea.
The thing is the mirtazapine, kiwis, dark chocolate, and white tea are not strong enough. I want something stronger.
I don't know what I want. Protect me from what I want. I am motivated to do some cleaning tomorrow. I'm glad that became clear in this writing. P E A C E.
On October 23 2025 21:59 lostaccount wrote:
but 30k in ASEAN is king living though except Singapore and maybe half a king in Malaysia
I would bet $100k might not go very far in Manhattan.
I don't really feel like budgeting it all out in Asia but what does living like a king look like for you?
Yea you probably live okay in Manhattan with 100k.
Living like a king = 2+ girls for fun, drink as much as you want, a maid to clean your place and eat good food plus some other things I might have missed.
I was living good in Buenos Aires by that standard then and Chicago.
I live like a king in Van -_-; , aka pretty freaking great.
"To be honest, I have been around cocaine a lot in my life but I never tried it. Now, I am wishing that I tried it and thinking that maybe I should try it even though most people on cocaine are insufferable. Yeah, on second thought it's a terrible idea."
I tried but its not that good for me anyways, iono but its not for u n me thats for sure. I dont know why ppl do that shit.
"The thing is the mirtazapine, kiwis, dark chocolate, and white tea are not strong enough. I want something stronger."
try or do fasting for 30 hours, I did fasting for like 3 days wasn't easy at all
On October 24 2025 23:02 lostaccount wrote:
what's the plan for Friday Rikd? watching the playoff game? I got money on LA cuz I like money more than the blue jays lol but I would never bet against the Vancouver Canucks cuz I like them more than money though
this is not true, I did hedge last year but I never bet against them in the Stanley cup, I wonder if I will see one in my lifetime -_-. I also realize fk my bets Lets go blue jays <3
I am sitting here sippin' some coffee. I don't want to drink alcohol or snort cocaine or take a bunch of benzos so that is good.
lostaccount, I think it is better to go all-in on your team meaning make a large bet on your team. Only if you can get a decent price. The sweat is much better.
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