fuck my life

3200 a month is doable on 200nl, what do you need the stake for? Added pressure to play well in the toughest games? meh.
Just play 3/6 imo.

gl if i had the money i would stake u..... you are a sick hero

x_x? bankroll management?

you need enough money cashed out to cover your shit well in advance so this doesnt happen

calm down, massgrind 2-4

$800/week is noooothing!

drink your head off and get to business tomorrow

i have messed up fine i am 120k+ on ftp last 5 months, and +240k in tourneys
but i dont know where my money has gone
i have spend too much and "pretend" to be a great player but down to earth i have messed up last 2 years
w/e god i have fucked up so much
this is my 3rd year and i am scared to play 5/10
literally if i just played tag i wouldnt be in this situation right now
just dont know what to do
i dont actually care anymore
i could have bought a ferrari in cash yet i am stuck in this position

On November 27 2008 18:29 pinbaLL wrote: calm down, massgrind 2-4 $800/week is noooothing! drink your head off and get to business tomorrow

QFT

Fazi u can do it easily ! Stay calm and make right descisions + never give up and believe = GG

dont know if it helps , but i always watch GSP videos when i have a hard time in my life.
This motivates me soooo much !



GL

kepp your head up

dude just go back to midstakes for a while, i had a 180k downswing in october and i'm grinding it back up..... once you hit high stakes, nothing can go wrong as long as you keep a good bankroll management.....

800$/week is no big deal at all buddy

i am trying to be like ket and be nit life
but i cant
i throw money around and dont give a shit
wtf i crush 5/10 hu and cant even afford it anymore
i should be a millionaire by now but what can i do

learn to save and spend less. no shame in that man. gl

you idiot
be glad you can beat 5/10, now go down and destroy 2/4 until you have a bankroll.
what the fuck is your problem? if you don't have money stop spending. don't go off getting $600 haircuts and whatever the fuck you do. do that when you have a roll.
right now you don't have the money and with your skills you can destroy midstakes. what the fuck is the problem?

take this advice to heart.

fuck 10% of my life

Don't know how much this means to you, but as one of my LP idols I have faith that you can come back. I'm not in a position to give any advice or anything but hang in there.

stand on your own feet imo,it's good for character.
I'm in no position to give awesome tips to someone who's made so much money through poker but I believe rebuilding is good for the mentality/getting more serious about poker-bankroll management, instead of falling back to getting a stake for ego purposes ('I can't play midstakes again' attitude etc)

dude its just like 120k, who gives a shit

On November 27 2008 18:53 whamm! wrote: learn to save and spend less. no shame in that man. gl

fuck you

make a break and restart in tourney..just an idea .gl f4zi

get a job

On November 27 2008 18:43 Silver)Z( wrote:

ROFL awesome picture.


Fazi ur rich, just chill out and stop doing idiotic shit...


and no more girly gym bags for a while ok?

On November 27 2008 19:38 Baal wrote: and no more girly gym bags for a while ok?

lmao spot on

Yeah maybe you needed that reality check so you stop throwing money out the window but you're still a huge winning player and a heck of a talented poker player no doubt. Grind nl400 and harvest huge money then go back to nl1k when you're properly rolled imo.

relax fazi, take a few days break, then rebuild.

sell some of your HD TVs that cover every rooms

It's going to be ok. You've grinded up from NL400 before, you can do it again.

Obviously you're in a horrible mental state right now. Take a break from poker and do something that makes you feel good. Have fun. And go sell some unnecessary shit (put the gym bag on ebay) so that you feel a bit more secure in terms of cash. And once you feel mentally stable again, start regrinding from NL400. Don't let your ego mess you up. The idea that you can't play below 25/50 is BS and only going to lead to you busting your role. Take a break, come back and play lower stakes and rebuild. You'll be fine.

You might have to NOT live in a 800$/week place? Now that sounds like a real disaster

i meant week obv

I agree! "fuck your life")))
hehe is this the first time you are losing or what?! fuck it...! you are gonne make it all back but this time remember to get the Ferrari.

On November 27 2008 20:58 Svetoslav wrote: You might have to NOT live in a 800$/month place? Now that sounds like a real disaster

what.. 800 per month is nothing.. it's 800 per week

I'm sure you can pull out of it.. maybe listen to some of these guy's advice.

GL my good sir.

poker is a lot of stress, you should probably look into handling it better if you plan on playing for a long time

Also renting a place for 3.2k a month is a huge spew if you ask me, but it's maybe because im a sick greedy mother fucker

at least i won best poker hair innovation

http://blondepoker.com/forum/index.php?topic=38507.45

rofl nice pic faz but the mclovin guy is awesome

your def pretty damn good, it's obv hard to drop limit I think thats the case for almost anyone, once you know your only there temporary it's not a big deal

Honestly just be thankful that you CAN beat 5/10, and just move down for a while to 2/4 or 3/6. Get your confidence back up and then go back and crush 5/10.

Dude keep being a hero balla, you don't want to be boring like ket, or 'fun hating' tom!

Who cares if they are rich and successful, just keep balling out of control, and hope the drink and drugs get you before you run out of cash

On November 28 2008 00:02 TwistedEcho wrote: Dude keep being a hero balla, you don't want to be boring like ket, or 'fun hating' tom! Who cares if they are rich and successful, just keep balling out of control, and hope the drink and drugs get you before you run out of cash

that has to be the dumbest advice i have ever seen lol

guessing it's a joke ;p

You should see where ket and tom used to live, he def doesn't want to be like them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i thought it was pretty obv joking =( However the balla stories are way more exciting than poker related stuff when it comes to fazi imo

ffs you cannot say i lived there. TOM lived there, i rented temporarily for 1 month as a favour to a friend who needed to move out early. my house is pretty nice imo!

anyhou sorry to hear fazi. i can give you some advice on what you should do over the next couple months or so, if u want to meet for lunch this morning and get some sushi let me know before 11:30 latest to meet at 12. otherwise i'll contact you when i bust the donkament. DONT PLAY A SINGLE HAND OF POKER IN THE NEXT WEEK, FORCE YOURSELF TO TAKE A WEEK OFF.

awesome pic silver

i only played 3 hours this week and live donkament
before this week, i havent played a single hand of poker for 4 weeks

On November 27 2008 19:22 tilted fish wrote: Show nested quote + On November 27 2008 18:53 whamm! wrote: learn to save and spend less. no shame in that man. gl fuck you

likewise to you, internets tough guy

I've got one that hasn't been suggested yet... EXERCISE ! go, spend some time in a gym/ have an hour swim in a local pool. I'm a roller-coaster type of player myself and this very option has always helped me to get back on track. Get an arm strap for your I-pod, slap on some good positive music on & go for it. It's not easy to start... but once U get into it... it's fkin' worth it!

Sure drinking helps from now and then (& like Baal said it makes life bearable sometimes. I like to enjoy a drink & I agree to some extend... BUT it's NEVER a definite solution to a problem....

// get a punching bad/ treadmill -> anything helps.

* GL gettin' back on track.....