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I am lost. I have no hope in me right now. I just feel completely helpless and numb. I don't understand how I can just be so bad, and run so bad, and yet still be so bad, after so much time and effort.

This month I'm down 1300.

I msg'd FTP And got my complete hand history for them.
This is my YTD graph.
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And.. I'm literally down 2.5k lifetime at FTP. Up 6k with rakeback.. lawl at my life.

Annnnnnnnnnnd I'm up 1.9k lifetime at online poker, 16k with rakeback(a little more with some bonuses along the way). And way above EV too LOL!!!!!!!

I guess poker is a waste of time for me. IDK what I can accomplish at this point.

Still going to see what happens with my benchmark in august but it doesn't look bright.



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need $50 PS
have $50 AP
thx.

Also looking to trade $50 FT for $50 PS.


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So who wins? Im still with Argentina.


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1. how do i use ptr to my advantage? yea it's kinda embarassing to some and i do check out some regs, but other than that is it really all that useful? it just helps me figure out who are superior regs and so-so regs

2. i have a decent player database in hem, how do i take advantage of this?


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So today I ran my bankroll to $220 then something really tilted me and I dropped it down to $180 two tabling rush decided to try out 25nl 10nl and finally 100nl again lol here's some hands

Submitted by :

Why does it hurt so much more losing an all in shove on the flop with 16 outs vs top pair crap kicker against a complete donk fish than an extremely talented player that you admire/respect?

Same move, same odds, same pot, etc. Players may have gotten to the decision in different ways, but the situation is still the same.

Ego? Self image?

Discuss!


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Fucking GREAT Movie.

We laughed,
We cried,
We cheered.

People clapping during the movie, exciting moments.

Good Movie in a long time, well down.

Of course some over the top moments but that's ok.

Jackie Chan did great, oscar performance imo.

Movie is up there with Dark Knight, Shutter Island, Up.

Well Worth the price of a movie ticket, good movie for a date night. A remake that's actually better than the origional.


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lol hevad RAIN khan


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graphs are cool

thoguhts?

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every time I take a poker break then come back, I run like god AA vs AK all day

then when I start playing more, I run like absolute shit AA lose vs AK all day

there's no way to claim statistical significance but still,

rigged I say.

afk


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Can I transfer funds to AP and UB as painlessley as FTP and Stars now? I emailed UB a long time ago and they practically didnt accept US players, b/c they had no echeck options and half their payment processors would not accept US transfers to gambling sites like Netteller and ePassporte. But it looks like they are offering eCheck type options now, bank wires/transfers. I'm worried it's all a bunch of convoluted bullshit and if I somehow get money on there I'll never get it out. Are these 2 sites now as friendly as ftp and stars with funding options or what?


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was wondering if anyone wanted to exchange some money from FTP to AP. I probably can do up to like 500 so if anyone wants AP money let me know. thanks


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Feel like playing this with a friend and we lost the case but have the disks -.-

Anyone have any laying around? Will only use them for like a week I'd guess..

Can probably throw a few bucks if really needed. Need 1 LoD/1 Normal!


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I'm currently in china. I put in 600 into pstars a while ago, but ran bad/ on tilt and ended up withdrawing the remaining 400 because i thought i was spewing too hard. That was all the poker i played for May.

But now its June and I'm taking a vacation in china. I deposited 600 on FTP 5 days ago and now its apparently a good roll. I'm playing nl100 with relative ease and hoping to move up through the ranks. I don't really need to withdraw, so hopefully I can get to nl200 by the end of this month or so. aim high for the sky.

yall want graphs, but ur not getting any. just know that rush poker is really sick ez game. i don't play rush anymore, but its really addicting, but i find that i have like no edge at it lol.


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Seems like people are interested in those. I have a little bit over 3mil playchips on Stars.

Let me know if you want them for like $15.


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UPDATE 2: All sold out, thanks everyone!

UPDATE: Not getting into Vegas until the 27th so I've had to adjust my schedule. Only playing 3 events total now as opposed to 5. My updated, confirmed schedule is below. I've booked about 40% already and would like to sell another 10-20%, depending on interest.

PanoRaMa WSOP Schedule 2010 (updated!)

June 28th 12:00 Event #49: No-Limit Hold’em (3-day) 1500
July 2nd 5:00 Event #56: No-Limit Hold’em (3-day) 2500
July 5th/6th 12:00 Event #57: No-Limit Hold'em Championship 10000


Total BI: 14000

Hi everyone, I'm selling action on my WSOP schedule. I will only sell it in a bundle, meaning you have to buy as a % of my schedule (and total buy ins) and not pick and choose events. I'm selling at 1.1:1, which to my knowledge is slightly undercutting my value due to how soft these events are (note I'm not playing any of the more expensive tourneys that draw the better players). Here is a link to my OPR: http://www.officialpokerrankings.com/...72A9F1834667AFBB98919BF5C928.html?t=2

Some background information:
My notable cashes include placing 1st in the Fifty-fifty last year for 12k, 1st in a 23k KO gtd this year for 6k, and most recently I placed 65/4997 in FTOPS 28 in the few tournaments that I have played in recent times. Admittedly I haven't played many MTTs this year but will begin to in order to stay sharp. As far as live experience, I've placed first in a 2009 Macau Poker Cup charity event for roughly 5.5k, and have been a regular player of PokerStars Macau and PokerStars APPT tournaments beginning the middle of 2009.

Most of my expertise is in 6-max online games, where I am and have been a consistent winner. My PTR located here includes a rough detail of my results so far this year (note the dates on poker timeline). I have documented my results from the past 2 years throughout my blog so you can look through previous entries as well. I was also a regular columnist for Baller Magazine (www.ballermagazine.com) which is a print and online English magazine based in Asia, and have 6 published articles thus far.

I will be providing daily updates to my backers via e-mail (and further correspondence via aim and/or phone if wanted). The way it will work is you will pay me a % of my buy-ins (with a 10% markup, hence the 1.1:1), and I will pay you the appropriate % from my gross winnings. For example, if you buy 10% which is 1540 (14000 * .10 *1.1), and I win 20000 gross amt, I will pay you 2000 - I don't deduct anything.

If interested, please PM me or reply to this topic with your contact information and we will discuss more over AIM/MSN/or Skype. As a side note, I will be giving priority to those who buy more than 5% moreso than those who buy less than 5% (I'll probably cap it at around 40 to 60%, we'll see). Thanks!


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cliffs:

-withdrew 10k roll
-left 800 online, lost 100 to laker bet game 2 (lol) to python
-playing sattys with my fpps now and selling tourney dollars to lp ( really shouldve done this years ago)
-wife giving birth to a boy soon (finally)
-beat: i got 3 kids now lol
-crushing 25nl donks is always nice to do
-moving up to 50nl after the nba games (but i bet 636usd on lakers to win and if i lose i cant move up this week) against python again
-not really concerned with poker lately, fact is - i crush both 25nl and 50nl, i breakeven at 100nl, ill just accept those for now and make as much money as possible with these conditions
-goal is to make 20k from today up to december and quit poker next year but still lurk at lp
by quittting i mean never moving up stakes i cant beat and just print money until the well dries up


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Bleh, this month has been rough. And the past couple days I've just become overwhelmed with emotion so quickly I can't think straight for periods of time. Just trying to keep that shit away from the tables is taking a lot of strength, and I have faltered for a time and played some hands differently than I knew I ought to.

I feel weak, I am weak right now, idk.

pretty much all nl50
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