God

To the christians:
before you try to talk to me about bible quotations and stuff ... dont bother
I havent read 1 single page of bible since that event happend in april.
And i dont really care.
To me from my limited experience Jesus is about getting free from fears and you dont need no bible and rules and religion for that

To the guys who want my drugs:
Sorry to dissapoint you.
I dont have any. I was a drug addict in the past but havent taken any drugs for years

I am just telling what happend and that is all

<3

did god speak to you in german or english?
what kind of voice did he have? id imagine he has a steve wynn kind of voice
wantin to beat someone up in a church wasnt a particularly smart plan if i may say
nice blogpost tho

On June 22 2012 05:49 PplusAD wrote: (...) Jesus is about getting free from fears and you dont need (...) religion for that

You don't need religion for Jesus? That's a pretty massive contradiction right here.
What if it was him who stabbed you several times in the church?

German and well it sounded kinda like my own voice with a bit of mixed effects in.
I dont know.
Chances of making this sound logical are 0 So i dont care about trying to make it logical

Well as i said i was a non believer and i am a very sceptical person
First few hours after that stuff happend i thought shit ! I may have braintumor or something like epilepsy or a mental breakdown ?
that to me was the most plausible reasoning for that happening.

But well i have checked my brain and its totaly fine ! I could fight MMA
Epilepsy looks totally different from what my GF told me (And i had never ever had anything to do with epilepsy before in my life)
Mental breakdown is possible but highly unlikley.
I mean i was in a mental state of : How boring ! lets get out
Not the typical state for a mental breakdown ? (Allthough i admit their was some tension from the plan of punching someone... not that much though since i have punched people all day for the last years and that typically is not enough for a mental breakdown <---- must admit i am not an expert here)

Well and the fact that so far this "Jesus" guy only told nice things

I decided to go with the for me most logical point of view.
Something supernatural happend to me that i cant really explain. It calls himself jesus and so far it has only done good to me

On June 22 2012 06:08 Kapol wrote: Show nested quote + On June 22 2012 05:49 PplusAD wrote: (...) Jesus is about getting free from fears and you dont need (...) religion for that You don't need religion for Jesus? That's a pretty massive contradiction right here. What if it was him who stabbed you several times in the church?

I wont argue with anyone over what i experienced
I see no logical reason for doing so ?
I am just telling what happend

make the conclusions for yourself

What i always found so annoying about christians is that they try to convince people into following Jesus with absolutely irrational arguments
Not gonna jump on that train ever
I dont want to convince anyone to anything.

Do what makes you happy

Edit: concerning the "stabbing"
Thats just what other people told me.
What i feld and saw when that stuff happend was absolutely zero ... i was unconcious ...

My advice more selling less eating... dog food that is :D

Jesus is an highly enlighted being that belongs to an alien race from the Pleiades.
The one main goal of the Pleiadians on earth is to free us (earth humans) from the reptilians. Human negative energy, mainly fear, is what feeds the reptilians, among other things.
Crazy.

So u failed to KO a priest because he stabbed you to death in the first place and then somehow ressurected you to not look like an evil person in front of many people. Gogo church!

where were you when Jesus talked to you?
Seems like a huge waste of a revelation, he even told you something incredibly generic... Did something change in your life?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia

well it's probably not schizophrenia
but your brain is a wonderful and mysterious tool you know ...

What you're suffering from sounds like a form of hysterical depression. You are making events real to yourself to fill the void of pain and depression from years of psychological abuse due to your childhood upbringing. You feigned a seizure in public, now you claim to hear, LITERALLY HEAR, literally as in the literal definition of the word hears, as in when someone speaks directly to you in real life and your ears process the sound waves and convert them into information for your brain, you HEAR god speaking to you. If your medical evaluations check out ok then at least you arent suffering any real physical damage to your brain, just psychological. In time you'll probably be ok, you're just having an episode right now.

LOl Well tutz point so far makes more sense than the other comments.

@ rest
I know it sounds all like serious bullshit and there is no reason to believe my words other than that i have no reason to make all that up out of nowhere
Well but i cant help it still happend.


@ lebowski
In my living room
Well not much changed except for that overall i feel a lot more happy in general since then
And i am very thankfull for that.

Unfortunately i have no super powers (was aiming at the ability of shooting chain-ligtning out of my fingers)

I have no clue what this was all about and what or if it was good for anything.
Only fact that i cant deny is that it happend.
About all other things surrounding what happend i am 100% clueless

On June 22 2012 08:35 NewbSaibot wrote: What you're suffering from sounds like a form of hysterical depression. You are making events real to yourself to fill the void of pain and depression from years of psychological abuse due to your childhood upbringing. You feigned a seizure in public, now you claim to hear, LITERALLY HEAR, literally as in the literal definition of the word hears, as in when someone speaks directly to you in real life and your ears process the sound waves and convert them into information for your brain, you HEAR god speaking to you. If your medical evaluations check out ok then at least you arent suffering any real physical damage to your brain, just psychological. In time you'll probably be ok, you're just having an episode right now.

Well there is a small chance that this is somehow true and i considerd that being a possibility
While trying to reconstruct what happend i considerd it a possibility
that in my subconscious the dissapointment of not being able to end the dangerous(possible soon deadly) religous journey of my parents right at that Jesus healing event was so big that my body just spazzed out in a despair moment to deal with the inner pain i could no longer bear.
While at the same time a godly touch would give myself a powerful position(tool) to lead my parents away from the wrong path.
Overall they follow God and you cant argue with a guy who was touched by God himself ?
Lol
Well if you really want it that way u can construct a half way logical story that would lead to pretty scary power of subconsciousness. (or me being shizophrenic for a time span of a few days ?)
As said this is just a recunstruction trying to give that shit some logic.
With my concious part of the brain at that time when events happend i didn even consider such such brilliant and crazy move the slightest little bit....

But thinking about it for quite some time i think it pretty unlikley that your subconscious can do such insane things while your concious mind is in a relaxed,rational and bored state ?
I mean you need to actually physically feel fear or pain from dissapointment to trigger such an event right before it happens ?

Its not like u are bored and relaxed and than randomly spazz out and falling unconcious ?

Well this happend more than 2 1/2 months ago and i am not thinking too much about it nowadays
Fact is nothing bad has come to me from that
I am feeling fine (not too much has changed)
all good

Just wanted to share this story since in the NeillyFT thread there was some talk about God and without aiming at anything i thought it probably is an interesting read

On June 22 2012 08:36 PplusAD wrote: LOl Well tutz point so far makes more sense than the other comments.

On June 22 2012 06:47 tutz wrote: Jesus is an highly enlighted being that belongs to an alien race from the Pleiades. The one main goal of the Pleiadians on earth is to free us (earth humans) from the reptilians. Human negative energy, mainly fear, is what feeds the reptilians, among other things. Crazy.

srsly what the fuck is happening on LP
everyones crazy
shits scary

On June 22 2012 08:46 PplusAD wrote: Show nested quote + On June 22 2012 08:35 NewbSaibot wrote: What you're suffering from sounds like a form of hysterical depression. You are making events real to yourself to fill the void of pain and depression from years of psychological abuse due to your childhood upbringing. You feigned a seizure in public, now you claim to hear, LITERALLY HEAR, literally as in the literal definition of the word hears, as in when someone speaks directly to you in real life and your ears process the sound waves and convert them into information for your brain, you HEAR god speaking to you. If your medical evaluations check out ok then at least you arent suffering any real physical damage to your brain, just psychological. In time you'll probably be ok, you're just having an episode right now. Well there is a small chance that this is somehow true and i considerd that being a possibility While trying to reconstruct what happend i considerd it a possibility that in my subconscious the dissapointment of not being able to end the dangerous(possible soon deadly) religous journey of my parents right at that Jesus healing event was so big that my body just spazzed out in a despair moment to deal with the inner pain i could no longer bear. But thinking about it for quite some time i think it pretty unlikley that your subconscious can do such insane things while your concious mind is in a relaxed,rational and bored state ? I mean you need to actually physically feel fear or pain from dissapointment to trigger such an event right before it happens ? Its not like u are bored and relaxed and than randomly spazz out and falling unconcious ?

I would consult a shrink if I was you.
It can't really hurt and it seems you've experienced a huge trauma...

On June 22 2012 09:09 waga wrote: ...... I would consult a shrink if I was you. It can't really hurt and it seems you've experienced a huge trauma...

And what should i tell him ?

Hello , i am feeling fine right now cant complain about anything
but 2 1/2 months ago was that really wired stuff happening
thats why i am here

Shrink: And what do you want me to do for you
Me : well i am fine. But this guy at LP said i should go lol

you could start to link him this thread
well .. your life not my business.