Hey everyone

welcome back dude, LP was missing something without you

I recall that you were banned even last week? THere was a nuke symbol. I thought u were life banned? Who allowed you to come back what with all the shady things you've done.

u've finally accepted you can't make decent money off poker so you're going into coaching?

sure steal, im terrible

HU 4 rollz?

neillyaa stars
neillyjq rneilly ftp

scope me

+150k last 12 months

im not arguing with you, your > me at cashgames, frankly im happy for you, i play mtts and its one less tough player in the field.

lol u been waitin for this day for ages, s'all gud, hf on mah blogs

playin a couple smallish mtts to finish off the nite and sleep

pc and gl lp,
ryan

http://www.pokertableratings.com/stars-player-search/neillyaa
http://www.pokertableratings.com/fulltilt-player-search/neillyjq

so what % of it was urs after paying your stakees back.. so u haven't made any money from poker?

are you going to answer for all your past actions? Do you still owe anyone money? How have u rectified each and every single time that you broke your stake contracts?

Do you not think it's unethical what you tried to do on that pokernews site? Do you not think you were not misrepresenting yourself? If so, do you not think you shouldn't coach or receive any money for videos et cetera?

in my opinion its about the information, almost all debts are paid and are rapidly being paid back, theres a link to my spreadsheet in the OP, you can see the debts page and what im doing, no need to grill yo.

my past is rectified and i've only messed up one stake contract out of 3 in my life (won for jlost88 and andrewboccia), i've paid back the 3500 and moved on sir.

i don't think its unethical at all to make money clicking record while i play and doing audio later for players learning mtts, an extra source of money and my name isn't really tarnished. I made a mistake in a stake and had a degenerate past whilst not understanding the value of a dollar

done posting in this post lol, you'll go on forever...see nothings changed

gl pc

[x] will not click link
[x] ur name is tarnished... more than tarnished

made a mistake? how about innumerable amounts of inexcusable immoral acts... whether due to degeneracy or simply bad moral fiber is irrelevant

[x] steal has done nothing with his life other than beat lowstakes games and coach the lowest stakes grinders to play nl50

[x] steals opinion is worthless in just about everyones opinion.

I have a good name in the poker community, am known as a solid mtt regular on stars and ftp and have a great repore ith many highstakes mtters and cashgame players.

maybe just not in your group of 6 people who bash people all day to make yourselves feel better.

i'll answer your questions honestly, if you can ask a question instead of making an outdated biased judgement

first off every sentence of that previous post was a lie.

i would like you to admit that you do not know about my accomplishments outside poker. And that you flagrantly lied because there is verifiable public information that I have been crushing high stakes for quite a while and mid stakes for even longer. Also this is not my opinion which i would contend is not worthless but I am not making opinions certainly at least not when asking questions... which you did not answer. Even in this blog you have misrepresented yourself.

your first 2 sentences after being back on LP

"Hey LP, been a long time since I've last posted here, long before my year long hiatus as an mtter and some sick swings, life had been pretty hectic etc

needed some time off from lp, the ego was so out of wack it was ridiculous, didn't truly understand the forum until i had an outside look for a good bit;"

Hrmmm no mention that you were banned until just now because you scammed someone and have just paid back the person that you scammed. You make it seem like you left of your free will and you're back now because you feel like it and you had the ability to come back whenever. You don't say it in black and white but I think it's pretty clear as day that you make something look different than it really is...

do you disagree? Also can you answer the earlier questions I've posed?

are your videos really worth $10/minute to a website?

that seems mental...

On August 14 2010 08:32 byrnesam wrote: are your videos really worth $10/minute to a website? that seems mental...

apparently thats there going rate for there pros doing videos and first number they told me, i didn't argue, said ok

So were you banned for the scamming / non-payment of a backer?

or did you take a break from the website with a self-nuke?

also did you pay back that person because you know LP members got you kicked off the pokernews page for aware pokernews of your misrepresentations?

Are you trying to fix your rep with LP so that other sites won't do the same?

Do you expect us to believe it was a coincidence that a few days after LP calls you out and pokernews drops you because of you bad reputation that you pay back your scam?

Did you make 150K+ in the last 12 months or in the last 24 hours... why did you wait 12 months to pay this guy back if you had the money? Where you ever not so desperate for money that you couldn't pay him back sooner?

i was banned for controversy on how much to pay back to barbieman over the botched stake deal, my life was upsidedown and i felt i only had to pay back the original 50% payback deal if stake was broken, was just being selfish though, obv paid him back and full and cleared my mind of that dillusion

can you answer every question specifically?

I asked some sensitive questions I know, but the specifics also as to why you took so long to repay your debt et cetera are pertinent I believe.

dude steal city stfu and leave neilly alone man...

On August 14 2010 08:47 Quocy04 wrote: dude steal city stfu and leave neilly alone man...

why so mad?

did you pay neilly $200 to hang out on skype and rail him at MTTs?

Neilly was banned for the whole barbieman ordeal, which he has now paid back.

If someone screws up and gets banned, but fixes it we will give him a second chance. If it happens again he's out for life. Note to everyone is that please act with caution towards anyone asking you for money, but even more so people who have made mistakes in the past.

i guess you're not responding to these quetsions? Did you go afk?

Looks like your word means 0... like i said before

im playing what do u want to know?

order a list of questions instead of ranting them please.

PLEASE QUOTE THIS POST AND ANSWER AFTER EACH QUESTION


so what % of it was urs after paying your stakees back.. so u haven't made any money from poker?

are you going to answer for all your past actions?

Do you still owe anyone money?

How have u rectified each and every single time that you broke your stake contracts?

Do you not think it's unethical what you tried to do on that pokernews site?

Do you not think you were not misrepresenting yourself? If so, do you not think you shouldn't coach or receive any money for videos et cetera?


your first 2 sentences after being back on LP
"Hey LP, been a long time since I've last posted here, long before my year long hiatus as an mtter and some sick swings, life had been pretty hectic etc
needed some time off from lp, the ego was so out of wack it was ridiculous, didn't truly understand the forum until i had an outside look for a good bit;"

Hrmmm no mention that you were banned until just now because you scammed someone and have just paid back the person that you scammed. You make it seem like you left of your free will and you're back now because you feel like it and you had the ability to come back whenever. You don't say it in black and white but I think it's pretty clear as day that you make something look different than it really is...

do you disagree? Also can you answer the earlier questions I've posed?



also did you pay back that person because you know LP members got you kicked off the pokernews page for aware pokernews of your misrepresentations?



Are you trying to fix your rep with LP so that other sites won't do the same?

Do you expect us to believe it was a coincidence that a few days after LP calls you out and pokernews drops you because of you bad reputation that you pay back your scam?



Did you make 150K+ in the last 12 months or in the last 24 hours... why did you wait 12 months to pay this guy back if you had the money? Where you ever not so desperate for money that you couldn't pay him back sooner?

ne ways im going to sleep, need to be up in 7 hrs 41 minutes

heres my stake log; and you can see my log from the OP in which i paid him back within 2 months of getting off the stake with a ton of other people.

https://spreadsheets0.google.com/ccc?key=tDc4RM5Y-gGoro17FKzzDaA&hl=en#gid=4

get off my back man.

just busted last mtt of the night, steal you haven't changed and seriously, let by gones be by gones. i've worked hard to fix everything and thats all i've done, i'm now starting my life and making a solid living playing the game and have been for a while.

it took me a while to pay barbieman back cuz i was very shortrolled for a long period of time, i should have paid him back in my february upswing but dumped the money illogically before thinking about it.

david (barbieman) and i have been in contact atleast once a month and he knew i was working hard to pay him back, costs to live and other debts are also important too, remember, i was a sick degen for years, i racked up 16k to pay back.

i have 2 debts left to very good friends who allow me as much time needed, because they know i will send pieces every win i get.

your ignorant to my situation just as i am to yours, i don't pay attention to your high stakes stuff because obviously i don't really care about how well you do at poker, and im sure its the same vice versa.

im not going to respond to any meaningless posts you make, most of them are wastes of time.

i do write the blogs very high, everything isn't always going to be so coherant at 7am when ive been grinding and smoking all day.

anyways, you keep ownin the cash ill keep on the mtts. its the only way its going to be

GL,
Ryan

wait i thoguht the way it's going to be was when 2 minutes ago you said you'd answer questions .... and now you wont?

You honestly don't think i've posed serious questions which deserve some answers. Here's a guy with a self admittedly shady past offering coaching for 2500$/week... 300$ and hour... or was on pokernews.... I mean seriously? Stick to your word for once... answer the questions like you said you would. Honestly how can you expect me or anyone to respect you when you go back on your word more often than not even minutes after you state something.

Steal seriously stfu, its not your job to police every matter on LP, that's the owners' job.

some day YOU might need and want a second chance in something, somewhere, wherever. then maybe you'll see how it feels having a prick on your back who will stop at nothing

PLEASE QUOTE THIS POST AND ANSWER AFTER EACH QUESTION


so what % of it was urs after paying your stakees back.. so u haven't made any money from poker?

i always got 50/50, i made jlost88 around 7-8k and made around 30k for andrewboccia while he was very generous and helped loan me money numerous times. (paid x2 obv). i was 18k in mu and i had cleared 10k or so in mu before that, i stopped at 20k, so we split the 2k and i started 1k and went on my own dime, was ready to focus on purely mtt.

are you going to answer for all your past actions?
i intend to, i do regret some things i've done in my past, but don't hold onto them, i have not wronged many people, and those who i have wronged, the situations have been rectified. exception is you, who is as rigid as they come and have no peace inside you whatsoover it seems, atleast in my blogs.


Do you still owe anyone money?
yes i do, artanis11 for sunday staking and jlost88 for breaking a live staking contract when i binked some online scores (last july when i won 30k, he gave me 5k cash to play live but i only went once and went on a tear online with my own $) - buyout was 2k, its at 1.5k now

How have u rectified each and every single time that you broke your stake contracts?
i have rectified the situation with barbieman and we are friends and i am very happy he was as patient with me as he was. jlost88 and i are extremely good friends and he tells me i have forever to pay him back, i actually sent him 500 today prior to being unbanned (paid back around 7kish in debts today)

Do you not think it's unethical what you tried to do on that pokernews site?
no i don't, i was watching many vids and many of the players were not impressive at all. i feel that my game is much stronger than most of the players 215 and lower there, so i emailed them with detailed opr etc seeing if i could make videos and they responded very quickly. just looking for more ways to make money. clicking record while playing and going through and doing audio a couple times a week isn't so bad.


Do you not think you were not misrepresenting yourself? If so, do you not think you shouldn't coach or receive any money for videos et cetera?

(edit misread first time) - i think the only thing that matters with coaching is obviously the knowledge and ability to teach to all levels of players.

dude, i misrepresented myself like 900 times, i was lost in this world for years recovering from drug addiction, i had no focus and my honor was at a very low point during certain parts of my early twenties. mostly stuff i put on myself from crazy shit that happened in college, and the extensive partying.

i do believe i am strong enough to make videos, i enjoy coaching and i have students that can vouch for me. i'd give you there contact info etc, but your too destructive.


your first 2 sentences after being back on LP
"Hey LP, been a long time since I've last posted here, long before my year long hiatus as an mtter and some sick swings, life had been pretty hectic etc
needed some time off from lp, the ego was so out of wack it was ridiculous, didn't truly understand the forum until i had an outside look for a good bit;"

Hrmmm no mention that you were banned until just now because you scammed someone and have just paid back the person that you scammed. You make it seem like you left of your free will and you're back now because you feel like it and you had the ability to come back whenever. You don't say it in black and white but I think it's pretty clear as day that you make something look different than it really is...


do you disagree? Also can you answer the earlier questions I've posed?

ive been telling naz and barbieman i was going to have barbie paid back within a month less than 3 weeks ago and i have him paid back, i owed naz 500 and paid him back about a month ago to start my get out of debt and get ahead plan

yes i disagree totally, i never scammed barbieman, i made a mistake in a stake deal, something a staker knows is capable of happening when staking the money (as jlost88 *lostaccount* once told me, once u give the stakee the money its gone and you just hope for return) (he also told me more than 50% of stake deals go bad), i felt terrible about degening and making the mistake of the stake, but it was over and done with, i had hit some bottoms and had to work hard to get myself back to a comfortable state where i can finally pay ppl back and have a few dollars in the bank.


also did you pay back that person because you know LP members got you kicked off the pokernews page for aware pokernews of your misrepresentations?

i told nazgul and barbie months prior that i was working to pay barbieman back and paid him back today with a group of other debts, because frankly there was no reason for me to have 15k in my acct with so many debts. ( was trying to wait til 25k but had been breaking even all month )

Are you trying to fix your rep with LP so that other sites won't do the same?

I like many players from LP and have learned poker from LP, I like to contribute to those who need help and are looking for direction. my past can help many players as well as my present. i do like a good repore on lp, because many of the people on lp are personal friends of mine from the last couple summers in vegas, also because its the bw generation on here for the most part, which most of us just lived and breathed for multiple years, making us all very like minded individuals in multiple ways.

Do you expect us to believe it was a coincidence that a few days after LP calls you out and pokernews drops you because of you bad reputation that you pay back your scam?

i don't care how you perceive it, it was going to be paid back eventually, maybe everything with pokernews made me stop and think about things again and subconciously set me on a path to impulsively pay back as much of my debts as possible.

Did you make 150K+ in the last 12 months or in the last 24 hours... why did you wait 12 months to pay this guy back if you had the money? Where you ever not so desperate for money that you couldn't pay him back sooner?

ive made alot and spent alot and lost alot, hard to believe but i did have even more debts and i did keep droppin $ in cashgames til andrewboccia sat me down and pretty much explained wut is wut to me. i do enjoy a gud live game time to time, but just for smallish stakes to hf. also many players (too many to type already tried) explained to me how specializing in one game is the only way to go and for me it should be very lucrative in the long term as long as i stuck with it, which i have and intend on doing so for the rest of my poker career/life.

hope this answers ur questions, im going to bed, some good mtts starting soon

GL
Ryan

On August 14 2010 09:09 NeillyJQ wrote: ne ways im going to sleep, need to be up in 7 hrs 41 minutes i should have paid him back in my february upswing but dumped the money illogically before thinking about it. i have 2 debts left to very good friends who allow me as much time needed, because they know i will send pieces every win i get. i do write the blogs very high, everything isn't always going to be so coherant at 7am when ive been grinding and smoking all day.

looks like a lot has changed...
i can't even count how many 'oh, now i've changed, time to do this right, i'm a different person!!' blogs from ryan. to all you people who are hating on steal.. get a fucking grip. this is ryan neillyaa we're talking about

Neilly I really hope you improve as and person find your way in the world
I don't trust you and I don't thing people should trust you just because of all the times you messed up in the past, but that doesnt mean you can't make things right again
who knows, 3 years from now you can be a sick player known in the poker circuit with a rebuilt moral and a new way (good) to look at things or you might be a even worse degen that you were in the past
It is all up to you and the decisions you make in the future, so I hope you make the right ones

Neilly is never gonna change, just read his blog, it is an infinite source of joy to everyone who has the patience to grind through 200 posts of degeneracy.
Lol, sick hustle that he is coaching now, just shows the shabby colour poker has today.

Anyway, get out teh popcorn, I missed Neilly!

On August 14 2010 08:06 NeillyJQ wrote: I have a good name in the poker community

Thought I was in ROFL thread for a second.

Great to have you back though Neilly. I love reading your, "I'm sorry, I've changed this time" posts. I don't believe for a second you have changed but I hope that this time around no one gets burned giving you your 1 millionth chance. Hopefully the big red writing is enough of a warning to people.

On August 14 2010 09:59 Funktion wrote: Show nested quote + On August 14 2010 08:06 NeillyJQ wrote: I have a good name in the poker community Thought I was in ROFL thread for a second.

LOL

wb

What a warm welcome back for Neilly

gl hope all is straightened out and everything goes better this time around

byrn the pic is fcking hilarious, i never scammed anyone, but still hilarious none the less. the image was always epic degen that borrowed tons of money and took forever to pay back. i cycled it like 3 (changed to 25+) times before i truly understood (with the help of some pros and great players)

im just here for hh's, blogs, monthlies and to give some input on forums / get some back

ok gotta sleep 4 realz nightly 162 soon gotta get up for it pc

im having a hard time letting neilly back into this community, hes acted like a first class asshole countless of times and is beyond redemption IMHO

edit: that you want to make videos for these prices/coaching gives me the impression that you have not been humbled at all and you still feel very very shady to me.

welcome back neilly. I wasn't 100% on what you did what barbie but i honestly think if your a good player and a good teacher there was no reason for you not to be able to make videos.

That obv changed if you scammed someone or were super shady. I dunno you seem to have done a lot of shady things but always seem to make it back at the end. At the end of the day I don't mind you having another chance.

P.S. - WHEN I SAY HI AT THE TABLES SAY HI BACK ...

PPS- I met your roommate sharp while i was in vegas. When he said you were his roomate I remember being shocked like hey I know that guy! ( the cash degen hehe)Me/him/Sngwizard went to the movies.This is super random info haha just letting ya know.

Too bad you deleted the blogs, i didn't bother taking screenshots of those.

man. the epicness of neilly never ceases to amaze. =)

lol wat would LP do without it's hopeless degen icon?

On August 14 2010 11:02 NeillyJQ wrote: byrn the pic is fcking hilarious, i never scammed anyone, but still hilarious none the less. the image was always epic degen that borrowed tons of money and took forever to pay back. i cycled it like 3 (changed to 25+) times before i truly understood (with the help of some pros and great players) im just here for hh's, blogs, monthlies and to give some input on forums / get some back ok gotta sleep 4 realz nightly 162 soon gotta get up for it pc

some would call this a scam.

I cant imagine anyone would willingly lend you money under the circumstance of "borrowing tons of money and taking forever to pay it back"

basically you lied to keep yourself in action and it worked out for you - and now youre doing everything you can to erase your past as a degen stakee because you have the opportunity to make money from some coaching / videos.

Its no coincidence that the day after LP gets you taken off the pokernews pros list you reappear on LP telling everyone how youve changed.

you see how bad LP community wants this blog post to be here forever when nobody has blogged anything in hours

I enjoyed all the degen posts too but i've traded money with him a few times and never lost a nickel to him so no ill-will here. gl at the tables. Also as a side-note, anyone who can beat a game over the most recent year is qualified to be a coach for that stake/game; degeneracy has nothing to do with it.

People have every right to question Neilly and be hard on him. Trust is earned and he's certainly made his share of mistakes to warrant people being cautious in terms of trusting him with anything in the future.

rofl this thread definitely is popcorn material
<3 Neilly

soo much hate, dun really care tho. if people want to stake you or get coaching from you, thats their problem i suppose. at this point its hard to imagine too many people on here arent aware of some of your difficulties in the past. and there's risk with that shit anyways, so they should look into your rep anyways and decide for themselves if you're trust worthy. gl with your shit. hope you stay on top of your shit and take care of things

really that much to make a video... maybe i need to start making videos.
sort your life out dude... i would say get out of vegas and go study! fuck poker

Didn't read the entire thread yet, but I'll definitely read it later. Welcome back to LP Ryan, I missed you man. Btw, this is Dino. =D

wb neilly ^_^

*sits back and watches drama unfold*

On August 14 2010 13:27 thewh00sel wrote: I enjoyed all the degen posts too but i've traded money with him a few times and never lost a nickel to him so no ill-will here. gl at the tables. Also as a side-note, anyone who can beat a game over the most recent year is qualified to be a coach for that stake/game; degeneracy has nothing to do with it.

disagree

im glad nelly is trying to build his respect back up. but i do find it shady that he said in his op that he decided to come back or whatever when he actually just got unbanned. seems pretty obvious he paid back some debts because of being taken down of poker news. realized screwing some people out of money might hurt possible coaching jobs or making videos.

You've made alot of mistakes.

[x] you've played a ton of mtt's

whoosel is a hippy

hey guys, i know most of you feel as i had alterior motives for paying him back etc, which is definately not the case(I owed it to him and paid him) in which I can have barbieman and nazgul vouch for me. barbieman will be back in 2 days, but naz can let everyone know that i was telling him constantly i was working on getting barbieman paid back and had verbalized this via msn numerous times, as well as to barbieman.

I paid more than just barbieman back....more than 50% my bankroll, because i felt it was the right thing to do and i was sick and tired of having it on my conscious (oh ill just pay it when i have 25k) and i kept staying 15-25kish...

For the most part, the only people flaming here are people that don't know much, except heresay, which is fine, im sure i've casted judgements on other players by what was said or a mistake as well.

Only thing left to say is, well, ask anyone whos spent more than 2 days with me, really don't want to sound self-centered but i should let you guys know i am def the most generous individual irl that i have ever met, i care about everyone and life a pretty solid all around life. my downfalls are smoking way too much pot, not knowing value of a dollar until recently and some ego/self-centered issues i tend to slip into 1-2 times a week til i realize it (egoic mind is literally close to retarded, atleast mind is )

On August 15 2010 01:24 NeillyJQ wrote: hey guys, i know most of you feel as i had alterior motives for paying him back etc, which is definately not the case(I owed it to him and paid him) in which I can have barbieman and nazgul vouch for me. barbieman will be back in 2 days, but naz can let everyone know that i was telling him constantly i was working on getting barbieman paid back and had verbalized this via msn numerous times, as well as to barbieman. I paid more than just barbieman back....more than 50% my bankroll, because i felt it was the right thing to do and i was sick and tired of having it on my conscious (oh ill just pay it when i have 25k) and i kept staying 15-25kish... For the most part, the only people flaming here are people that don't know much, except heresay, which is fine, im sure i've casted judgements on other players by what was said or a mistake as well. Only thing left to say is, well, ask anyone whos spent more than 2 days with me, really don't want to sound self-centered but i should let you guys know i am def the most generous individual irl that i have ever met, i care about everyone and life a pretty solid all around life. my downfalls are smoking way too much pot, not knowing value of a dollar until recently and some ego/self-centered issues i tend to slip into 1-2 times a week til i realize it (egoic mind is literally close to retarded, atleast mind is )

lol. same old neilly. not only are you a fuck-up of a poker player, but still a delusional fuck-up of a human being too. hahahahahahaha. i'm bookmarking this blog, whenever i feel down, depressed, or sad, i'll just jump to this page and realise how much better i have it than some other semi-sane people. lol ryan. get a fucking grip. actually, don't. your trainwreck of a life entertains me, as sadistic as it sounds. keep up the good work, champ.

same ryan neilly yes

fuck up of a player?
i live a great life off of poker sir, avg a FT a day if i play more than 20 tables.

delusional?
maybe still a tad, if you went through the traumas i went through in life you would probably be the same way.

fuck up as human being?

highly doubtful, actually more of a success story fro rags to riches.
Message anyone who knows me, jlost88, gsr_01_integ, night_01, donkey (slog4pg), quocy04, etc..im forgetting many people but theres a few, ask them how i am as a human.

just answering questions
GL LP,
Ryan

despite regarding you as a delusional retard, i have to say that i do respect you answering people sincerely like this. does look good on you.

but yeah. man... get a trade, or an education. this isn't gonna work out for you...

you've probably literally written like 15+ (omg, i'm different now, i'm a CHANGED MAN!) blogs explaining this exact scenario. you are truly delusional.

ahh fuck it. i do wish you well. you probably are a decent dude in real life, it's just quite apparent from your mentality that you have issues. truth be told, hope you hit it rich, that would be fucking sweet. but realistically, not gonna happen. just gonna waste more peoples times (including yourself).

blah. whatever. gl ryan. and i do mean that

"but yeah. man... get a trade, or an education. this isn't gonna work out for you..."

ive made over 100k in the last year, theres nothing else that will pay me close to that and let me live the lifestyle I life, I also get extreme satisfaction from MTTing, winning, and have learned to not care about 85-90%+ of my loses and just take them in stride.

yeah, i have written a ton of those, during my first 3-5 yrs in poker when i had a very general vague understanding of the game and i was 100% ego driven, i accept that i was wrong in all of them and extremely disillusion.

I have changed some, I'm more mature, respect money more, and respect my friends and family a lot more. I still have some issues, nobody is perfect, but I have grown a lot in the last year, although there's a best and worst in me, and sometimes the worst does come out online unfortunately. (mb the worst 1-2 times a year too tbh)

"truth be told, hope you hit it rich, that would be fucking sweet. but realistically, not gonna happen. just gonna waste more peoples times (including yourself)."

check my pocketfives.com or opr or sharkscope (graph is dominating) and then check PTR, i don't play cashgames anymore and i dominate mtts and im top 50 on pokerstars TLB and up 32k on ftp in last 3 months (NeillyJQ and RNeilly) *Rneilly when i tried making acct for rakeback*, currently talking with them instating rakeback on NeillyJQ since I've been putting in a lot of volume around avg 60 bi) They shut down RNeilly the second i binked one and transfered funds to NeillyJQ account. Some of you may see this as shady too, in my defense, I made my FTP account 4-6 years ago before I knew what rakeback was, and found it unfair that I couldn't play there without it obviously, as many of you have went through the same scenario.

I will continue to answer any questions, and blog again in a couple days most likely.

GL as always,
ryan

maybe you explained this somewhere already since i just skimmed through these posts, but how is it that you've made 100k+ in the last year and still owe people money?

was staked alot of the time, only had ran up 1 roll on my own dime in the past year and dumped it in like a week, had to have coaching and a lot of help from lostaccount (jlost88) and andrewboccia before everything made sense

2 months off my stake i paid him as soon as possible, and have been talking to him ever since i got off stake, gave him link to spreadsheet and told him i would pay him at 25k and he said ok, although i paid him at 15k

he can confirm this when hes back in a day or two

lolol nazgul vouching for you? i seriously doubt it haha.

human stupidity amazes me, not yours, that is for granted but of some people who still believe in you after your 340th fuck up and you doing nothing to earn trust back.

Gl Ryan ^^

everything makes sense now

On August 15 2010 07:39 Baal wrote: lolol nazgul vouching for you? i seriously doubt it haha. human stupidity amazes me, not yours, that is for granted but of some people who still believe in you after your 340th fuck up and you doing nothing to earn trust back.

this
also i realy hope that nazgul will say something about this

ryan,

if you "make 100k" but owe people 30 and owe stakers 50 you dont make 100k.

work on your delusional tendencies i know saying you made 100k makes you feel better about yourself but you didnt make 100k.

welcome back neillyaa

I think you have the wrong impression of vouching. I will post that I have loaned you some amounts and have always (with time) gotten them back. This is nothing like vouching however, which is something I would only do for a very limited group of people as when I say vouch it pretty much implies I'm good for someone elses money.

wrong wording, but yes you explained everything how i meant it nazgul

On August 15 2010 13:50 nolan wrote: ryan, if you "make 100k" but owe people 30 and owe stakers 50 you dont make 100k. work on your delusional tendencies i know saying you made 100k makes you feel better about yourself but you didnt make 100k.

/agree thx for the advice