Mind Control - Page 9

fwiw on many more times than once in my life i have convinced myself that life isnt what it seems in one way or another. I still feel like most all things that happen in my life are too coincidentally dramatic and plannned perfectly to create the perfect amount of tension in dull moments and sadness at peaks of happiness. My life with women is equally perfectly laid out for entertainment and the time that I spend with friends is spread in a way that if it was documented could be looked @ like they are hired to do it seasonally or something.

that's really just the tip of iceberg but I just assumed that everyone is pretty fucked up and perspective is broken for everyone and their narcissism creates an aura that makes lifes purpose seem all to close to home.

A lot of the time i'm convinced and concerned that people can hear what I'm thinking or that I have woke up to myself in a different dimension and my past is only what i have been briefed and i'm not that person in reality asfdsfdi i have no idea man. I just get drunk and all of it goes away and i am not trapped within the jail cell of my brain. I cannot smoke weed because it amplifies the power of those thoughts to an extent that I realize everyone is fake and nothing is real except for the power of sex and reproduction.

my brain feels like i'm constantly looping with ideas hitting deadends and there is no answers to the questions that i want

BUT, i am convinced that...

i havent had any spectacular coincidences or ghostly experiences, the nearest ive come to being "convinced" about spirituality is when i done DXM 3rd plateau a lot, and when i read about the 5th plateau (people all claim to see white light/aliens), and when i consider the possibility of some form of soul after reading about quantum and various other things and claims

a LOT of people believe in spiritual or paranormal things because of certain experiences, like going to see a psychic who tells you about something specific no one else could have known (my friend claims this is the case - of course i am doubtful and think it was some sort of scam nomatter how good the intentions).

until i actually experience something myself i logically can't be pursuaded, only interested.

some people say "well thousands of intelligent and respected people, and others, believe, so there must be a truth to it".

apart from all the lies and misconception and motives and lack of education in the world, even if you have a weird experience it can (and increasingly is) attributed to simply chemicals in your brain (drugs).

although people always claim that the drugs etc work by making your mind/brain/conosciousness more "in tune" to spirituality things....

really theres no physical evidence of it other than "someones experience" and "what we dont understand about quantum science".

On July 16 2010 02:48 fira wrote: The related but distinct idea of exogenesis (Greek: ἔξω (exo, "outside" and γένεσις (genesis, "origin") is a more limited hypothesis that proposes life on Earth was transferred from elsewhere in the Universe but makes no prediction about how widControlling my feelings for too longespread it is. Because the term "exogenesis" is more well-known, it tends to be used in reference to what should strictly speaking be called panspermia.

You realize this idea has nothing to do with aliens except by random people. Exogenesis is a theory that amino acids and other building blocks for life came to earth from asteroids and comets that crashed into Earth. This is not saying that they came from Aliens or even that they came from another star but that parts of the Asteroid belt could have brought Earth Amino acids.

Also go see a psychologist to get yourself checked. If you won't do that then go see Inception, that movie will mindfuck back to normal, or into a coma.

On July 16 2010 14:37 palak wrote: Show nested quote + On July 16 2010 02:48 fira wrote: The related but distinct idea of exogenesis (Greek: ἔξω (exo, "outside" and γένεσις (genesis, "origin") is a more limited hypothesis that proposes life on Earth was transferred from elsewhere in the Universe but makes no prediction about how widControlling my feelings for too longespread it is. Because the term "exogenesis" is more well-known, it tends to be used in reference to what should strictly speaking be called panspermia. You realize this idea has nothing to do with aliens except by random people. Exogenesis is a theory that amino acids and other building blocks for life came to earth from asteroids and comets that crashed into Earth. This is not saying that they came from Aliens or even that they came from another star but that parts of the Asteroid belt could have brought Earth Amino acids. Also go see a psychologist to get yourself checked. If you won't do that then go see Inception, that movie will mindfuck back to normal, or into a coma.

I believe that life is being harvested on earth by super-evolved aliens.

Whats teh reason for harvesting? what do they do with humans?

oh I dunno

what do we do with the things we harvest?

tl dr.

mybe they can control my mind and help me find the patience to read threw this

we can conclude that the information age isn't for everyone ........................

On July 17 2010 04:47 fira wrote: oh I dunno what do we do with the things we harvest?

If intelligent life aliens exist, they are most likely very, very, very VERY far away from us.

Our galaxy has a diameter of 100 000 light years, and if there was actually intelligent life form somewhere in our galaxy our scientist most likely would have noticed it. And if aliens lived outside of our galaxy, even if they somehow managed to travel at speed of light it would take them 100 000 years to reach us......

i think baal,s theory is a lot more likely, so how about you check that out first? some people live very well with shizoprenia, its not that big of a deal

Even if for some very weird reason, aliens lived close to us but managed to have an invisibility shield (wtf), i don't see why they wouldn't have put us in slavery lol

On July 17 2010 14:21 Floofy wrote: Show nested quote + On July 17 2010 04:47 fira wrote: oh I dunno what do we do with the things we harvest? If intelligent life aliens exist, they are most likely very, very, very VERY far away from us. Our galaxy has a diameter of 100 000 light years, and if there was actually intelligent life form somewhere in our galaxy our scientist most likely would have noticed it. And if aliens lived outside of our galaxy, even if they somehow managed to travel at speed of light it would take them 100 000 years to reach us...... i think baal,s theory is a lot more likely, so how about you check that out first? some people live very well with shizoprenia, its not that big of a deal Even if for some very weird reason, aliens lived close to us but managed to have an invisibility shield (wtf), i don't see why they wouldn't have put us in slavery lol

maybe cuz they realized it didnt work for us? if they were so incredibly intelligent they would know better than we did, and obviously not make the same stupid mistakes we did. alien 101 dude. come on.

ya the key in floofys post is the nearest star is 4 years away if you travel at 300 million metres per second :/

(if i got that right)

it takes approximately 496 seconds to the nearest star if you go by that speed.





edit: and you had ~2820 seconds to fix your mistake so no excuses now

edit2: but yeah. other than the fact that the star you meant is nowhere close to being the nearest it is somewhat correct.

edit; retract

this thread should be closed already
he's already acknowledged he might have a mental disorder, i don't see any reason for it to be open anymore besides entertainment -.-
plus he requested it to be closed

no one is being offensive here, i dont see why it should be closed
if he wants it to be closed he can pm one of the mods

On July 17 2010 22:55 Raidern wrote: no one is being offensive here, i dont see why it should be closed if he wants it to be closed he can pm one of the mods

I PM'd daut to close it, but he didn't respond

anyway I don't care anymore, this can stay up in fact I want it to stay up

the reason I wanted it closed is because I no longer agreed with the reason that I made it in the first place, but now that is all passed and it is not a big deal. however for those who are contacting me wanting to find out more about my experience, I'm afraid I can't really tell you much, because a lot of this is rather personal. besides it hasn't much to do with me specifically anyway, if you wish to further your research maybe look elsewhere.

life is boring imo
definitely need some super intelligent aliens harvesting humanity to spice things up a bit imo
although, unless the nature of the universe is entirely different than what we know now i think harvesting a relatively tiny population of organisms on a different planet/solar system would be wildly inefficient

Fira, dont do drugs while your in the state your in, period.
Don't stay up late for a while. I'm talking about 2 weeks minimum.
Get into a sober, rested condition and then do your best to look at yourself from an objective perspective.
You don't want to get sucked into a "psychotic vortex" which is what you seem to be drawn into right now.
I've had a friend experience the same kind of thing and he was pretty close to just disconnecting from reality before he finally got admitted.

The way you are typing with the random interjections reminds me heavily of the way this friend talked in real life at some point.
You don't want to go where he went (he's on meds now) and only YOU can stop/step out of your personal vortex, that is, before it's too late.
It's your choice, between bearing the weight of the world (like all of us), or bearing the weight of your own tiny, insignificant, personal reality.
This choice will affect you for the rest of your life so I suggest you choose wisely.