Im serious, Raegar did the exact same thing remember? its impossible for somebody to see they are hallucinating however given your claims if there is any rationality left in you at least give me the benefit of doubt and go get yourself checked man.
i know from experience (me and a friend) that if you are emotionally vulnerable (eg very depressed, lonely, reclusive, spend time thinking, exposure to certain things like books and articles) you are very very very much more inclined to feel strong significance in things and to view things in a strange manner. this doesnt mean you're wrong or crazy, just that you care more and have a greater interest in these weird things. (just dont go spending $200 on magic EMP crystals)
On July 13 2010 02:07 fira wrote:
lol, I'm not schizophrenic, but I'd accuse me of being schizophrenic too
maybe I'm crazy and imagining all of this, but that's just wishful thinking t_t
Raegar just like you out of nowhere made a thread claiming people persecuting him for his money (police mom) wanting to kill him etc etc... long story short turns out he is schizohrenic, i dont know if you are aware of this but schizophrenia usually triggers at around 19-23
my friend became one of those (apparently many) people who see the number "11:11" constantly all around them, and even said an old lady whispered it to her randomly once (creepy yes?). there are books about 11:11 , i read a bit but never connected with it.
to be honest there was a point when I thought maybe it was aliens contacting me
I consider myself a rational, intelligent being. I've never experienced weird shit like this nor has anyone suggested the idea that I might have mental problems
how does someone like me start doubting my own thoughts? how does someone like me start considering the existence of alien contact? the answer is, a LOT OF FUCKING WEIRD SHIT. but this weird shit is very hard to prove or disprove. in fact this whole deal could be one huge coincidence, but my brain refuses to accept that because it would be like rolling dies and getting snake eyes 100 times in a row. by the 10th time or so you should start to realize the possibility that the game is rigged.
I thought about this very hard and yesterday I looked up mind control and learned that I was experiencing MANY of its symptoms
this was the only explanation, so I believe it. maybe I am wrong, maybe this is all a big coincidence, maybe I'm having a 4 year long day dream, but I bet if anyone else was in my situation they would feel the same way as me.
On July 13 2010 02:23 fira wrote:
to be honest there was a point when I thought maybe it was aliens contacting me
I consider myself a rational, intelligent being. I've never experienced weird shit like this nor has anyone suggested the idea that I might have mental problems
how does someone like me start doubting my own thoughts? how does someone like me start considering the existence of alien contact? the answer is, a LOT OF FUCKING WEIRD SHIT. but this weird shit is very hard to prove or disprove. in fact this whole deal could be one huge coincidence, but my brain refuses to accept that because it would be like rolling dies and getting snake eyes 100 times in a row
I thought about this very hard and yesterday I looked up mind control and learned that I was experiencing MANY of its symptoms
this was the only explanation, so I believe it. maybe I am wrong, maybe this is all a big coincidence, maybe I'm having a 4 year long day dream, but I bet if anyone else was in my situation they would feel the same way as me.
talk to a psychologist, if you are not showing having a schozoid breakdown then you can explore other options but not getting yourself checked first and assume other things is absurd man, use your rationality.
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