On December 18 2012 08:30 DaEm0niCuS wrote:
You moved half way around the world to another country to live with some girl you barely knew. What could possibly go wrong? You got owned bro. Woman be crazy. Druggie partier turned out to be a liar.. ohh snap.
Any ways enough of that. I feel some life lessons have to be learned through experience, this is likely one of them. Consider things a bit more carefully next time and look at a person more thoroughly before you decide to make such a large investment. Be a bit more objective and ask people who you respect for their opinions. Basically treat relationships more like poker.
fuck that, even if it failed it was a good move, better to do things and fail than not doing and live wondering "what if"
yea i tend to agree more with player999 and zachvac because even if shit turns out terrible, you can still make a good situation out of everything
Yes... indeed. We can sing while sinking. Or play the violin:
fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccount
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PandaSaurus Australia. Dec 19 2012 06:22. Posts 1651
Dude, fuck poker! You're only here two more months and Australia has so much more to offer than Sydney.
Take the next two months off and rage around the country. Poker will be there when you get home; Australia won't!
I guess he probably used MDMA/XTC since he partied a lot this summer, and has been quite depressed afterwards.
Anyway if you used it for the first time this year it might just be the drugs(I was quite depressed for a long time aswell the first time I used anyway).
Just start working out some and eat properly and dont use again before you feel normal.
I loled
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DooMeR United States. Dec 20 2012 00:13. Posts 8546
definitely sounds like love to me the way you described it. its really cool that you shared it joey. Brought a tear to my eye because you're obviously pouring your heart out. Definitely sounds like love to me and though it sucks and you got deceived. Don't be results oriented! You made a decision based on what you knew at the time. It all felt right and you had no obligations holding you back. And if your not going to act on something as strong as that, when you're in the position to take chances and not get too hurt by it not working out. Then your just playing scared money with life. Some people are just too scared to take risks especially with emotions. This will end in a positive way in the end though. And after this experience you now probably know a lot more about yourself and what you want in the future. Its gonna take some sorting out but i think you'll be more than fine .
I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance, by running away from the scene of an accident.
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Joeingram1 United States. Dec 20 2012 03:20. Posts 943
On December 19 2012 06:49 ReDDcaFFe wrote:
What drugs are you using?
this. You cant jsut say ur using "drugs" and not mention it dawg. And werent u living in chicago? what happned
i was just visiting back home for about a month, was alot of mdma and k with some others mixed in
On December 19 2012 15:17 Pinda wrote:
I guess he probably used MDMA/XTC since he partied a lot this summer, and has been quite depressed afterwards.
Anyway if you used it for the first time this year it might just be the drugs(I was quite depressed for a long time aswell the first time I used anyway).
Just start working out some and eat properly and dont use again before you feel normal.
Using actually made me feel quite alive for the first time and certainly didnt bring on any depression. This whole ordeal here combined with losing lots of money has brought on bits of it but I wouldn't say I am depressed about life right now, Im still in a great position, but moreso upset by what happened
Using actually made me feel quite alive for the first time and certainly didnt bring on any depression. This whole ordeal here combined with losing lots of money has brought on bits of it but I wouldn't say I am depressed about life right now, Im still in a great position, but moreso upset by what happened
Well I guess only time will tell then. You wont find all the answers fast, took me a long time to figure what I really wanted to do in life anyway.
Here are some tips that helped me with getting my life back on track while still using drugs:
try to only use MDMA once every 2 or 3 months and weed/hasj once/twice a week max.
And work out and eat good like I said, it really helps, even mentally.
If you use any other drugs look on the web for some info sites, I only have dutch websites so they prolly wont do you anygood.
Just make sure you dont abuse them and fuck up your life :D
On December 18 2012 08:30 DaEm0niCuS wrote:
You moved half way around the world to another country to live with some girl you barely knew. What could possibly go wrong? You got owned bro. Woman be crazy. Druggie partier turned out to be a liar.. ohh snap.
Any ways enough of that. I feel some life lessons have to be learned through experience, this is likely one of them. Consider things a bit more carefully next time and look at a person more thoroughly before you decide to make such a large investment. Be a bit more objective and ask people who you respect for their opinions. Basically treat relationships more like poker.
fuck that, even if it failed it was a good move, better to do things and fail than not doing and live wondering "what if"
yea i tend to agree more with player999 and zachvac because even if shit turns out terrible, you can still make a good situation out of everything
Yes... indeed. We can sing while sinking. Or play the violin:
I like the sinking titanic idea b/c we all are sinking into non-existance. I guess this is where we still disagree though. I see nothing wrong with the distraction of violins. Maybe we have gotten to where we realize you don't mind either. Certainly sitting alone with your thoughts for too long on the titanic would be quite daunting. Maybe I am just writing this b/c I'm fresh off of an amazing night of sleep after a night shared in good company on a belly full of exceptional fresh breads and coffee and an earful of stimulating, uplifting, deep, progressive house music and am here to say I know the ship is sinking, I know the full, vibrant balloon flying high in the sky will lose air and one day become shriveled in the corner not even able to hold up it's string (-Seinfeld), I may even become bored and nauseous at 2:30 today but that's ok.
"Death is so terribly final... life is full of possibilities" -Tyrion Lannister
(The quote is more bad ass in context but I held off on going into more detail for people who haven't watched but fuck it if you haven't watched Games of Thrones and are a bit low on life that's a fun ride to ride for a while too. Then there are the books... then there are other books... life is full of possibilities)
Just felt like coming on here in a good mood and putting pen to paper and see what happens.
Happy Holidays LP
RiKD
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Joeingram1 United States. Dec 23 2012 10:34. Posts 943
RIKD that last comment, you must be on some good shit
Using actually made me feel quite alive for the first time and certainly didnt bring on any depression. This whole ordeal here combined with losing lots of money has brought on bits of it but I wouldn't say I am depressed about life right now, Im still in a great position, but moreso upset by what happened
Well I guess only time will tell then. You wont find all the answers fast, took me a long time to figure what I really wanted to do in life anyway.
Here are some tips that helped me with getting my life back on track while still using drugs:
try to only use MDMA once every 2 or 3 months and weed/hasj once/twice a week max.
And work out and eat good like I said, it really helps, even mentally.
If you use any other drugs look on the web for some info sites, I only have dutch websites so they prolly wont do you anygood.
Just make sure you dont abuse them and fuck up your life :D
Have been maintaing the working out/semi okay eating part well and so far have been able to avoid an obsession over them. This last weekend though was fucking intense and kinda makes me want to put a stop to things for a bit. Thanks for the comments and most likely it will take me some time as well to really find the answers im looking for
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Joeingram1 United States. Dec 23 2012 10:34. Posts 943
On December 19 2012 01:57 PuertoRican wrote:
Regarding your note taking, have you heard of Evernote?
Video, voice, picture, text, etc., in the form of notes. http://evernote.com
I use it for school, but it's pretty good for anyone who's on the go.
Mate, if your still feeling crap me and a friend live in Perth and always go here to grind (all him i just fuck around doing nothing) for a couple of days.
If we go in Jan again for a bit ill let you know and get a flight to Perth come relax. Ps house is free my dad owns it and its 1 hour drive from perth city.
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United States. Dec 23 2012 09:35. Posts 8534
