What do you want to see!?

that bitch wont be purged fer sureeeeeeeeeee, i had a huge winning streak, good reminder lololol fuck

unlucky
Although $600 isnt really a NL25/NL50 roll, for you I'd say NL10 max

back when i was christian, my Pastor would describe hell and eternity for me. it's when a single bird picks up a grain of sand from the east ocean, and takes it to the west ocean. and when all the sand is gathered in the west ocean, the bird picks up each grain of sand and takes it back to the east ocean.


neilly, you make think lp's comments are harsh and condescending, but some of these people care for your well being, much more than they should. and i'm sure you like, enjoy, appreciate the more sarcastic and more funny comments, about you blowing up your roll being no big deal, these people are having a laugh at your expense.

you've played this game 5+ years? what do you have to show for it? one of my friends flips burgers. had poor, uneducated parents. couldn't afford college. worked at a grocery store for 4 years in high school as well as a burger joint. and yes even though it's flipping burgers he's manager now. get a fucking clue. get rid of your pride. you are not above any job or any class.

are you some random redneck, where your current lifestyle is still above the one you had before poker? i know the norm is a lot of bright kids giving up school, and foregoing certain future advancements for poker, but are you different? this is the only theory i can come up with that could possibly explain your behavior. somehow this lifestyle is still greater, and preferable to the one you had before poker...

U have no shame

where the hell is there to have shame wobbly.

its not like P2P transfers are aloud on hero and i didn't have enough to cashout and keep grinding nl50-nl100.

mnj - im just pissin around waitin for spring to take poker to the roof again (when i move back to canada) - obviously i didn't want to lose 3k last night lol

im pushing myself really hard, because well, if i don't, then i'll be sitting back grinding mtt's 15 hours a day again minimum.

I'm working on earning the freedom that cashgames offer, if I don't get it, who cares, MTT's are always there waiting for me in any country outside the USA.

10 buyins? I overestimated how much you had left lol.

NP ONE TIME FOR LP YEAHHHH

looks like a no brainer 1shot at plo600

On December 02 2012 12:34 NeillyJQ wrote: where the hell is there to have shame wobbly. its not like P2P transfers are aloud on hero and i didn't have enough to cashout and keep grinding nl50-nl100. mnj - im just pissin around waitin for spring to take poker to the roof again (when i move back to canada) - obviously i didn't want to lose 3k last night lol im pushing myself really hard, because well, if i don't, then i'll be sitting back grinding mtt's 15 hours a day again minimum. I'm working on earning the freedom that cashgames offer, if I don't get it, who cares, MTT's are always there waiting for me in any country outside the USA.

You're a degenerate. Plain and simple. You have a mental disease and need to get help.

Constantly lying to yourself and everyone else just makes it worse.

eta: double

neilly im bored on havent slept in 20 hours lets play!

i am a degenerate. i love poker more than anyone here.

we all know this, this your first rodeo girls?

degening in the right way, is the only way. i slip sometimes, degening the wrong way, degening lower limits will be fine

sittin on 8 bills with like 45k in rakeback comin!

positives - i made it a while month without degening!
i proved i can lose 3k in 1 session

the hh's and just 1 turn of a card for so much on that br was sick, expect me to play long degenerate hours, that was my first slip - i recovered some already and will keep grinding er up

LOL

whats the problem then? 45k should be more than enough to pay off all your debts and finally play cash free the way you want, right?

you wnt to 400 iwth 3.5k? worse than i tought...

but he has 45k in rakeback comin (lololol)

!!! REMEMBER THIS !!!

On December 02 2012 12:29 wobbly_au wrote: U have no shame

On December 02 2012 12:42 TheTrees wrote: You're a degenerate. Plain and simple. You have a mental disease and need to get help. Constantly lying to yourself and everyone else just makes it worse.

what u talkin bout?

i know im a degen.

i just gotta degen my limits.

On December 02 2012 12:58 Naib wrote: whats the problem then? 45k should be more than enough to pay off all your debts and finally play cash free the way you want, right?

i don't think the 45k is a real tangible thing that exists. he's just saying what he thinks will be forthcoming. because, you know, he believes in himself.

A+

http://www.helpguide.org/mental/gambling_addiction.php

Gambling addiction, also known as compulsive gambling, is a type of impulse-control disorder. Compulsive gamblers can’t control the impulse to gamble, even when they know their gambling is hurting themselves. Gambling is all they can think about and all they want to do, no matter the consequences. Compulsive gamblers keep gambling whether they’re up or down, broke or flush, happy or depressed. Even when they know the odds are against them, even when they can’t afford to lose, people with a gambling addiction can’t “stay off the bet.”

why am i the only one laughing thinking this is funny not caring that im grinding out nl25-nl50 and moving to nl50-nl100 in the very near future.

i'll be at nl100 by the end of tonight if i degen for another bunch of hours, u guys know its true.

Dude your such a fucking idiot.

look at my last months spreadsheet.

look at hours played per day.

tell me if theres any correlation between that and gambling addiction.

ty, come again.
Ryan

also you guys are a bunch of fucking hypocritic hyenas

admit the joy, no shame, look at yourself

On December 02 2012 13:15 NeillyJQ wrote: why am i the only one laughing thinking this is funny not caring that im grinding out nl25-nl50 and moving to nl50-nl100 in the very near future. I believe everyone is laughing(except the people you owe money to) i'll be at nl100 by the end of tonight WHY WAIT!!! go halfstack NL1K

U know I'm right stop making excuses!

truthfully in my defense of my retarded degen move, i've been given thousands to play with daily for quite a long period of time, to run 3-5k worth of mtt's a day etc. losing 3k to me really doesn't seem like much, and i've been through it alot.

the causality is the only thing that is annoying me right now, and obviously the effect.

im actually working really hard on this one to not happen again, which i imagine it may, but i will do my best to make sure it doesn't (contradictory enough for you?)

I just need to mass degen nl25-nl50 and move up to nl50/nl100 and ceiling there with mtt's.

i got away with too many winning days in a row at nl200, false sense of confidence, but seriously, the hh's were fucking epic and i was like 93.33% everytime

BAN this idiot!



User was temp-banned for this post.

On December 02 2012 13:39 moJito wrote: BAN this idiot! User was temp-banned for this post.

bahaha lol wp mod (whoever it was)

Stick it all on Red

Well now this comes as a surprise ...

lol

Solid nl50 roll.
I was about to say busto within 1 month but I realized you're already busto, and playing/spewing for others people money :S and you don't even give a fuck

solid

On December 02 2012 13:32 pinbaLL wrote:

LOL

If I may... Um, I'll tell you the problem with the gambling power that you're using here, it didn't require any discipline to attain it. You read what others had done and you took the next step. You didn't earn the knowledge for yourself, so you don't take any responsibility for it. You stood on the shoulders of geniuses to accomplish something as fast as you could, and before you even knew what you had, you patented it, and packaged it, and slapped it on a plastic lunchbox, and now... you're selling it, you wanna sell it. You were so preoccupied with whether or not you could that you didn't stop to think if you should.

On December 02 2012 17:31 NewbSaibot wrote: on the shoulders of geniuses

thanks man

this might be it

Just a bump in the road..

for someone who's put in so much time into poker, im surprised you're not like joeingram yet.

On December 02 2012 13:19 NeillyJQ wrote: look at my last months spreadsheet. look at hours played per day. tell me if theres any correlation between that and gambling addiction. ty, come again. Ryan

The spreadsheet that contains NL1k, PLO400, NL400 and NL200?

There are plenty of correlations between that and gambling addiction:

1: You said you sat at NL400 because there werent any lower games running. You were unable to control your impulse to gamble. A normal person would have looked on a different site, or done something else. You knew it was stupid, you knew you couldnt afford to lose the money, but you still sat.

2: Your graph contains what is obviously a short-stacked "hope i get even" flip at PLO400 and multiple other instances of sitting in games you couldnt afford to sit in that were almost 100% RoR (please dont try and make out like this was "aggressive BR management"

3: You have absolutely no issue with stacking off your dads money, and have made it clear on more than 1 occasion that you consider this money yours and excuse your gambling losses with a "theres plenty more where that came from" attitude.

4: Poker is preventing you from working a real job or getting any qualifications, even at minimum wage would yield you a higher income than poker is.

5: You continually gamble "no matter the consequences" - case in point, your $18,000 debt to multiple people. You went from 1 person to the next to get money to continue to gamble and now youre taking it right out of your fathers pocket.

6: Youre broke as fuck and have a 1 way ticket on a freight train to rock bottom.



Gambling till the day you die, at this rate it wont be long. Get some help.

Out of curiosity, if you were to be completely cut off and went busto, what would you do Ryan? Would you apply for jobs? Would you take the first one that hired you, and keep applying for better paying jobs until you got the one you want? What are your alternatives to poker anyway? Like what is the single best paying job you could probably get right now?

On December 02 2012 23:18 NewbSaibot wrote: Out of curiosity, if you were to be completely cut off and went busto, what would you do Ryan? Would you apply for jobs? Would you take the first one that hired you, and keep applying for better paying jobs until you got the one you want? What are your alternatives to poker anyway? Like what is the single best paying job you could probably get right now?

This question is very similar to hypothetical stuff like "What would you do if you had a billion dollars?" There is no point in answering it since he does not have a lifestyle that would allow this to happen, ever.

On December 02 2012 13:07 NeillyJQ wrote: what u talkin bout? i know im a degen. i just gotta degen my limits.

You clearly dont know what a degen is.

A degenerate is a self destructive person addicted to gambling with no self control, that is you.

On December 03 2012 00:10 Baalim wrote: Show nested quote + On December 02 2012 13:07 NeillyJQ wrote: what u talkin bout? i know im a degen. i just gotta degen my limits. You clearly dont know what a degen is.

but maybe he does

byrnesam = i don't have 18k in debts, i paid off a 1.6k debt and 1k debt and paid rent til january.

i don't care if im a degen, i always have been, it pays hard in mtt's - just gotta play more valueown poker in cashgames and stay with my limits, it is a possibility.

newbsaibot - i have like 50 people that want to stake me for MTT's. I have no worries and I'll be playing poker forever lol.

You guys all act like this is the worst thing in the world, yet I laugh it off.

Does 3k mean that much to you guys?

Or is it because it takes most of you 2-3 months to make that?

I average 20k a month MTTing, I'm pissing around, i did tilt, and I do want to win, but mostly just trying to become a cashgame monster before spring which I already stated.

I'll play poker til the day I die, ur def right Byrn! and I'll make about 50x more than you LOL

I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You?

Yeah, I has a few debts, and Bullshit is the only one who has asked and he knows hes getting it very soon. Thats my business, not yours.

See, I have the balls to post the truths etc, you sit in a corner and just bash on others, whos the real man? The cynical asshole that always wants to put people down, or the player that makes a mistake, and makes it public immediately to get advice, berated and learn from his mistakes?

imo, byrn, you think 15k is alot of money?

9k in debts and 6.4k to PTP, thats not shit for an MTTer thats been staked since black friday when the debts accrued before black friday, and i've paid off 27k of the debts. *was 30k in debt*

Maybe, just maybe, you should focus on giving constructive critisism, instead of trying to put down someone who is just working on there cashgames over the winter.

You guys all know I own the living fuck out of online MTT's, and just got 3/171 in my first $1k 3 day main event, do you think I care at all?

I have a thousand in the bank, bills paid, greenery, a br to build, good friends, new skis, a great family, and a ton of fun.

I love to degen poker, its fun as can be man, long ass sessions of battling with people, I play for the mindgames, I play for the fun of the game, I play cuz I fucking love this game.

I believe, 100% whole heartedly that I'll have numerous scores over 100k.

I've told all my friends IRL that I consider myself broke til I have 50k.

Idk why I even post so you guys can actually understand, its more fun the other way, honestly, I just don't give a fuck. (by the way - which is what it takes to make it to the fucking top)

anyways,
I'll degen 18 tabling NL25-NL50 and have fun with that til I'm back 1500-2k, then NL50-NL100 cuz I don't have time to piss around making $6/hr. I want to make 10k a month on hero. Last month was only 3.35kish. Thats unacceptable.

I'll push myself til I'm making 10k a month there or til spring comes, who cares either way.

Awesome that I have so many haters / fans / ppl in the middle

I love my lifestyle, I have fun, I'm a very stress free relaxed guy most the time, I play because I LOVE the game, you guys play to make sure you never lose a penny and grind out hours as a job.

I play because I make 3-20k a month (hero or stars) having fun, using new lines, constantly learning new games, having a blast at what I do.

You're guys understanding of me is like 25% right. You all take me serious on internet forums, which is really, really fucking stupid

Let me tell you one thing, I only post shit on here to stir things up, or when things go uber bad / uber good / when I'm helping or looking for help.

I post on here as a Joker for a reason, if I wanted, just as most of you insecure kids, I could only post life stuff or a tiny bit about poker, but what kind of fun is that? none, unless ur name is spets.

So, have a field day, I'll always be me, you guys can always be you.

Btw byrn - my dad has staked me for 1 mtt, HE wants to stake me for every fcking MTT, its not me thats asking him. He plays slot machines a ton, he loves to gamble, and taking small risks for huge returns on his son who has played tournaments for a living for years, isn't really a bad investment. I also pay back 25% of the buy-ins if I lose, to make it more worth his while, theres more stipulations, but thats no fun to talk about.

HAVE FUN!
Ryan

On December 02 2012 13:32 pinbaLL wrote:

OMG I LOVE IT!

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Does 3k mean that much to you guys? Or is it because it takes most of you 2-3 months to make that? I average 20k a month MTTing, I'm pissing around, i did tilt, and I do want to win, but mostly just trying to become a cashgame monster before spring which I already stated. I'll play poker til the day I die, ur def right Byrn! and I'll make about 50x more than you LOL I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You?

do u coach?

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I average 20k a month MTTing

i think it would be really neat if you posted evidence of this. that would really make the haters feel dumb.

Still have $15,500 debt
Dad had to pay your rent
Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents
Dad had to stake you in a tournament
You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400
Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again)
Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance
$600 Bankroll

UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR

On December 03 2012 01:41 byrnesam wrote: Still have $15,500 debt Dad had to pay your rent Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents Dad had to stake you in a tournament You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400 Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again) Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance $600 Bankroll UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR

lol

don't let the haters discourage u neilly. you have the talent no one else has. i expect to be playing with you in the near future

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: byrnesam = i don't have 18k in debts, i paid off a 1.6k debt and 1k debt and paid rent til january. i don't care if im a degen, i always have been, it pays hard in mtt's - just gotta play more valueown poker in cashgames and stay with my limits, it is a possibility. newbsaibot - i have like 50 people that want to stake me for MTT's. I have no worries and I'll be playing poker forever lol. You guys all act like this is the worst thing in the world, yet I laugh it off. Does 3k mean that much to you guys? Or is it because it takes most of you 2-3 months to make that? I average 20k a month MTTing, I'm pissing around, i did tilt, and I do want to win, but mostly just trying to become a cashgame monster before spring which I already stated. I'll play poker til the day I die, ur def right Byrn! and I'll make about 50x more than you LOL I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You? Yeah, I has a few debts, and Bullshit is the only one who has asked and he knows hes getting it very soon. Thats my business, not yours. See, I have the balls to post the truths etc, you sit in a corner and just bash on others, whos the real man? The cynical asshole that always wants to put people down, or the player that makes a mistake, and makes it public immediately to get advice, berated and learn from his mistakes? imo, byrn, you think 15k is alot of money? 9k in debts and 6.4k to PTP, thats not shit for an MTTer thats been staked since black friday when the debts accrued before black friday, and i've paid off 27k of the debts. *was 30k in debt* Maybe, just maybe, you should focus on giving constructive critisism, instead of trying to put down someone who is just working on there cashgames over the winter. You guys all know I own the living fuck out of online MTT's, and just got 3/171 in my first $1k 3 day main event, do you think I care at all? I have a thousand in the bank, bills paid, greenery, a br to build, good friends, new skis, a great family, and a ton of fun. I love to degen poker, its fun as can be man, long ass sessions of battling with people, I play for the mindgames, I play for the fun of the game, I play cuz I fucking love this game. I believe, 100% whole heartedly that I'll have numerous scores over 100k. I've told all my friends IRL that I consider myself broke til I have 50k. Idk why I even post so you guys can actually understand, its more fun the other way, honestly, I just don't give a fuck. (by the way - which is what it takes to make it to the fucking top) anyways, I'll degen 18 tabling NL25-NL50 and have fun with that til I'm back 1500-2k, then NL50-NL100 cuz I don't have time to piss around making $6/hr. I want to make 10k a month on hero. Last month was only 3.35kish. Thats unacceptable. I'll push myself til I'm making 10k a month there or til spring comes, who cares either way. Awesome that I have so many haters / fans / ppl in the middle I love my lifestyle, I have fun, I'm a very stress free relaxed guy most the time, I play because I LOVE the game, you guys play to make sure you never lose a penny and grind out hours as a job. I play because I make 3-20k a month (hero or stars) having fun, using new lines, constantly learning new games, having a blast at what I do. You're guys understanding of me is like 25% right. You all take me serious on internet forums, which is really, really fucking stupid Let me tell you one thing, I only post shit on here to stir things up, or when things go uber bad / uber good / when I'm helping or looking for help. I post on here as a Joker for a reason, if I wanted, just as most of you insecure kids, I could only post life stuff or a tiny bit about poker, but what kind of fun is that? none, unless ur name is spets. So, have a field day, I'll always be me, you guys can always be you. Btw byrn - my dad has staked me for 1 mtt, HE wants to stake me for every fcking MTT, its not me thats asking him. He plays slot machines a ton, he loves to gamble, and taking small risks for huge returns on his son who has played tournaments for a living for years, isn't really a bad investment. I also pay back 25% of the buy-ins if I lose, to make it more worth his while, theres more stipulations, but thats no fun to talk about. HAVE FUN! Ryan

you sound so mad lol

Success at anything in life, is mostly and quite simply the result of sustained effort. You seem to have the motivation to put in very long hours and I believe that success at poker is almost inevitable when that's the case.

Clearly your decision making however is quite poor. I'm all for aggressive shot taking but there needs to be a method and a strictness to it, otherwise it becomes quite detrimental to your poker progress. If taking a shot and losing means you have to move down from your normal game then clearly the shot shouldn't have been taken. Clearly in this case you were just being a stupid fish.

Judging by the fact that your now trying to play NL cash instead of tournies (where your actually winning) id venture to guess that your starting to become a bit burnt out. Perhaps you should try and maximize your hourly rate/balance life a little more.

Your discipline seems to be almost zero when left to your own devices. Maybe your better off playing on a loan/stake with a set of rules, if you can't control yourself without there being consequences.


NL6 max is a very old game at this point, the players with decent winrates at 5/10 or even 1/2+ are not only good players but very well disciplined and comfortable at their stake. How exactly do you plan to beat them over a large sample with your current skill set/mentality?

On December 03 2012 04:39 DaEm0niCuS wrote: Success at anything in life, is mostly and quite simply the result of sustained effort. You seem to have the motivation to put in very long hours and I believe that success at poker is almost inevitable when that's the case. Clearly your decision making however is quite poor. I'm all for aggressive shot taking but there needs to be a method and a strictness to it, otherwise it becomes quite detrimental to your poker progress. If taking a shot and losing means you have to move down from your normal game then clearly the shot shouldn't have been taken. Clearly in this case you were just being a stupid fish. Judging by the fact that your now trying to play NL cash instead of tournies (where your actually winning) id venture to guess that your starting to become a bit burnt out. Perhaps you should try and maximize your hourly rate/balance life a little more. Your discipline seems to be almost zero when left to your own devices. Maybe your better off playing on a loan/stake with a set of rules, if you can't control yourself without there being consequences. NL6 max is a very old game at this point, the players with decent winrates at 5/10 or even 1/2+ are not only good players but very well disciplined and comfortable at their stake. How exactly do you plan to beat them over a large sample with your current skill set/mentality?

how have u guys still not given up on what is effectively trying to teach particle physics to a dog?

yea, couldn`t care less about this pathetic blog...

Who is she?

On December 03 2012 01:41 byrnesam wrote: Still have $15,500 debt Dad had to pay your rent Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents Dad had to stake you in a tournament You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400 Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again) Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance $600 Bankroll UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I average 20k a month MTTing, I want to make 10k a month on hero. Last month was only 3.35kish. I'll push myself til I'm making 10k a month there or til spring comes, who cares either way. I play because I make 3-20k a month (hero or stars) I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You? See, I have the balls to post the truths

On November 06 2012 19:34 NeillyJQ wrote: if u call making 130k+ in the last 12 months a problem, then you're an idiot in my eyes sir.

Weird how you are making 20k/month (maybe 3-20) but someone had to buy you a car and a new computer. 100k (maybe 130k+) in profits but can't pay off a paltry 15k (it was 12.5k in the last lot of blogs) and had to badger your backer to drop you and let you off the 25k makeup. I'm sure this is all super legit because nothing you say ever contradicts itself but it doesn't quite sound right?

At least by making 20k this month you will be able to pay off your debt...right?

No one can believe anything neilly says. He is probably lying about his dad backing him so he can hide the money he won.

lol
100k profit
20k a month
600 BR
how is it possible?

Actually I worry more about how 99% of us said "Don't do it, you're gonna just degen it away" and he's like "nah i got this, my BR management and game has improved tons."

Couple weeks later, what do we see...


but then again, it's not like this exact thing hasnt happened repeatedly over the last couple years

spoiled brat and nothin more than that,
addiction is not a problem - people who are making this possible are, 50 people wanting to back You up, since You are struggling with debt making over 100k a year ( which is not - possibly ) - those are idiots who need help!

On December 03 2012 06:43 suited_mess wrote: yea, couldn`t care less about this pathetic blog... Who is she? Show nested quote + On December 03 2012 01:41 byrnesam wrote: Still have $15,500 debt Dad had to pay your rent Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents Dad had to stake you in a tournament You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400 Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again) Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance $600 Bankroll UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR

I think that's Jennifer Lawrence.

The response and gif...A+. This blog. Also A+.

On December 03 2012 13:09 iakim322 wrote: Show nested quote + On December 03 2012 06:43 suited_mess wrote: yea, couldn`t care less about this pathetic blog... Who is she?   On December 03 2012 01:41 byrnesam wrote: Still have $15,500 debt Dad had to pay your rent Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents Dad had to stake you in a tournament You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400 Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again) Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance $600 Bankroll UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR I think that's Jennifer Lawrence. The response and gif...A+. This blog. Also A+.

You think eh, you're not sure? Said coolly like a man who hasn't fapped to her twice today. We're onto you!

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: i don't care if im a degen, i always have been, it pays hard in mtt's - just gotta play more valueown poker in cashgames and stay with my limits, it is a possibility.

it can't possibly pay to be a degen in mtt ... the mtt just doesn't allow you to degen because you can only lose your buy in. a degen is someone who gambles above their means/ability.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: You guys all act like this is the worst thing in the world, yet I laugh it off. Does 3k mean that much to you guys? Or is it because it takes most of you 2-3 months to make that?

i lost 8500 over the course of 35 hands 2 weeks ago. i made 3k 18 times over in 2 weeks last month. it's not a lot for me ... but for someone who needed to grind 100nl in order to move up it's a disastrous amount to lose. maybe u don't get that u need to build confidence in cash games by sustained winnings rather than just keep moving up at every opportunity until you hit the jackpot or go broke. it seems u just don't get that.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I average 20k a month MTTing, I'm pissing around, i did tilt, and I do want to win, but mostly just trying to become a cashgame monster before spring which I already stated. I'll play poker til the day I die, ur def right Byrn! and I'll make about 50x more than you LOL I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You?

i doubt this is true. if u averaged 20k a month in profits that's 240k a year. wheres the other 140k? it's likely what u did here is u had one 20k month, or maybe 2 at the most, then you used that as what u assumed the minimum u could make is. i would know, i used to do the same thing ... i made that assumption ... i didnt go around like an asshole telling people i could or did make that much though. nowadays that number is actually pretty close to the truth for me.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Yeah, I has a few debts, and Bullshit is the only one who has asked and he knows hes getting it very soon. Thats my business, not yours.

how can you claim to have a bunch of money and be in debt? i don't want to say you're as big an asshole as byrnesam but you are damn close if you both owe people money, and sit here bragging about losing 3k as if it wasn't a big deal. you talk about being a "real man" ... so pay your debts if you can afford to. if you can't, don't act like you are some kind of boss. it just makes u look like a clown.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Maybe, just maybe, you should focus on giving constructive critisism, instead of trying to put down someone who is just working on there cashgames over the winter. You guys all know I own the living fuck out of online MTT's, and just got 3/171 in my first $1k 3 day main event, do you think I care at all?

you've been given TONS of constructive criticism. you seem to ignore it and just want to tell people how good u r at mtt's and that u don't care about the money u lost. u do realize money is how we keep score right? u constantly post graphs where u r losing and showcasing your inner degen. this is not what a winner does. a winner doesn't have debts ... a winner doesn't need to justify himself for losing money, he often isn't even going to bother telling people when he lost because it matters that little.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I have a thousand in the bank, bills paid, greenery, a br to build, good friends, new skis, a great family, and a ton of fun.

a thousand in the bank, weed and some new skis huh? sounds like u r rollin in the dough! lol i don't know how old you are but i hae to assume you are about 26, and this is what you have to show for all of your time and effort on your career? ... pretty pathetic.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I've told all my friends IRL that I consider myself broke til I have 50k.

ya but you don't actually believe it. this is probably the closest thing to the truth you've said. 50k isn't shit.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I'll degen 18 tabling NL25-NL50 and have fun with that til I'm back 1500-2k, then NL50-NL100 cuz I don't have time to piss around making $6/hr. I want to make 10k a month on hero. Last month was only 3.35kish. Thats unacceptable.

if it's within your means, IT'S NOT DEGENING. the dumbest strategy anyone could use would include 18 tabling micro limits. it's completely counter-productive to the learning process and is a total waste of time. if you really wanna learn and improve ... go play 4-6 tables and focus on building a roll by sustaining a long term winrate at each limit. prove u can beat 25nl by winning 50 buy ins there .. then move up and prove u can beat 50nl by winning 50 buy ins there, rinse and repeat all the way up. you'lll never have sustained long term winnings in cash games any other way.


...sigh ...


why did i just waste 45 minutes of my life reading this stupid blog and helping an asshole like u?

Ohhhh chick from Hunger Games, I knew i know this face... hate the movie though - flat and boring like this blog

On December 03 2012 13:09 iakim322 wrote: Show nested quote + On December 03 2012 06:43 suited_mess wrote: yea, couldn`t care less about this pathetic blog... Who is she?   On December 03 2012 01:41 byrnesam wrote: Still have $15,500 debt Dad had to pay your rent Had to borrow over $1000 from your parents Dad had to stake you in a tournament You wanted to punch a wall because you lost $400 Cant afford a new car after totalling the last one (again) Bragging about having your rent paid a whole 2 months in advance $600 Bankroll UP OVER $100k THIS YEAR I think that's Jennifer Lawrence. The response and gif...A+. This blog. Also A+.

just feel like being a part of this thread.

contributions?

not sure.

jennifer lawrence is pretty fierce. i feel like just about anytime would be appropriate for that gif but that post was like exceptionally appropriately appropriate.

been listening to kanye recently. chk out the song "Gorgeous"

google: "American Apparrel girl in just tights"

sample:



her name is faye reagan. she gets naked and fucks for $ on film if you are into that sort of thing.

if you wanna just be really chilled the f out in your crib sip some pinot and listen to portishead.

random bits of info and hopefully not derailing too hard but not much more to say on topic at this point imo.

Seems like what he's doing is counting all the tourneys/pots he wins, and none of the losses. I mean you do realize that if you bink a 20k tourney, but spent 19k getting there, you cant say you won 20k last month.

^i believe "but how much did you lose?" actually applies here. he's mostlikely not counting alot of the mtt BIs -,- which is retarded

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: byrnesam = i don't have 18k in debts, i paid off a 1.6k debt and 1k debt and paid rent til january.

The rent must be really high if you could only pay 2.6K in debts of your 20K/month

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: i don't care if im a degen, i always have been, it pays hard in mtt's - just gotta play more valueown poker in cashgames and stay with my limits, it is a possibility.

No it's not possible , atleast not if you keep doing the same thing that failed 100 times already

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: newbsaibot - i have like 50 people that want to stake me for MTT's. I have no worries and I'll be playing poker forever lol.

I don't think there are 50 people that are willing to stake you, who would want to stake someone who has been in debt for over 4 years anyway

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: You guys all act like this is the worst thing in the world, yet I laugh it off.

Are you laughing because you're high?

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Does 3k mean that much to you guys?

You just lost 1/5th of the money you owe other people, I would say it means alot to you

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I average 20k a month MTTing,

Over how many months is this and how many days did you purge?

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote:I'm pissing around, i did tilt, and I do want to win, but mostly just trying to become a cashgame monster before spring which I already stated.

Make 20K/month, tilt because loses $400, how are you gonna become a cg monster if you're broke huh?

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I'll play poker til the day I die, ur def right Byrn! and I'll make about 50x more than you LOL

I don't see byrn losing 150K though

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I'm still well over 100k for the year in profits. You?

How much of those 100K was actually yours though? As long as you're in debt you don't actually own that money, money that is in your head anyway but whatever

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Yeah, I has a few debts15K, and Bullshit is the only one who has asked and he knows hes getting it very soon. Thats my business, not yours.

The other people stopped asking because they consider that money lost anyway

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: See, I have the balls to post the truths etc, you sit in a corner and just bash on others, whos the real man?

Yes it wasn't you who lied about tourney results or about breaching your staking agreement :/

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: The cynical asshole that always wants to put people down, or the player that makes a mistake, and makes it public immediately to get advice, berated and learn from his mistakes?

So what did you learn about all your mistakes, because you are still making the same mistakes over and over again, then saying its no big deal

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: imo, byrn, you think 15k is alot of money? 9k in debts and 6.4k to PTP, thats not shit for an MTTer thats been staked since black friday when the debts accrued before black friday, and i've paid off 27k of the debts. *was 30k in debt*

30K-27K=15K in neilly land. So in 19 months(20K*month=380K profit) you failed to pay 30K in debts? And only have 2K to your name.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Maybe, just maybe, you should focus on giving constructive critisism, instead of trying to put down someone who is just working on there cashgames over the winter.

Maybe you should listen to the advise you get instead of deflecting every post with your pathetic excuses.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: You guys all know I own the living fuck out of online MTT's, and just got 3/171 in my first $1k 3 day main event, do you think I care at all?

I don't think you care, but YOU SHOULD.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: I believe, 100% whole heartedly that I'll have numerous scores over 100k.

I believe you forgot to take your medication.

On December 03 2012 00:40 NeillyJQ wrote: Idk why I even post so you can actually understand

fixed the last one.

"I have a thousand in the bank, bills paid, greenery, a br to build, good friends, new skis, a great family, and a ton of fun."

what else!

On December 03 2012 20:18 k4ir0s wrote: ^i believe "but how much did you lose?" actually applies here. he's mostlikely not counting alot of the mtt BIs -,- which is retarded

bahahahahahahahahahaha you're so right

On November 28 2012 17:18 NeillyJQ wrote: you guys don't know the players i've lived with and how i've learned the business of poker and how nitty i am with my br now

Yup. Not delusional. At all.

I wonder if aliens from outer space decided to do experiments on neilly and put these thoughts into his head. now he's suffering the aftereffects.

btw that girl in tights is redic hot O_O

wow didn't look at this blog for a couple days

guess ill make a new one

awesome

eagerly waiting for the next blog


I'm also seriously confused as of how you can even think anyone would believe you profit 20k/month...?

if you had only ONE MONTH where you profit 20k you'd be rolled to play 2/4, so what the fuck dude, stop lying, nobody cares if you don't have the results you'd want to have, nobody expects you to win... nobody is going to be disappointed, just be honest

why do you play cashgame ?

U seem to do better at tourneys from what i have seen (and u also seemed to enjoy MTTs a lot too)