5r win + NLhe+PLO

curious what the "I believe in GOD!" note is about

up to 3.2kish pre rb going into sunday, lets robusto sunday one timeeeee

GL LP,
Ryan

i don't get into anything like that in any poker related community, its spiritual, yet not what you may think.

well all i would think is that it has something to do with believing in god t_t (not trying to make fun of religion or whatever, just thought it was peculiar b/c it was the only non-poker thing i noticed)

but fair enough, your spirituality shall remain a mystery to me

On October 20 2012 00:35 NeillyJQ wrote: ...but looking to continue to grind nl25-nl100 6max and MTTs on Hero, Think its about time I do things the way I've been taught how by LP Jlost88 and Baza88. (business side of poker)(longterm variance) (many more people too)

On October 21 2012 01:27 NeillyJQ wrote: Won $5 Rebuy - $450 won 1.6bi at NL100 6max. Won .3 bi at nl25 6max warming up. Won 5bi at NL200 PLO won .5 bi at NL400 PLO

FML!!!!!!!!!!!! U're doing this to yourself for the 6343284290 time!

Hey


What are those things on your left monitor?

Won 5bi at NL200 PLO
won .5 bi at NL400 PLO

What exactly does that mean? NL = no limit and PLO = Pot limit omaha. I'm confused, I assume you mean 1/2 PLO and 2/4 PLO

Id stay far away from PLO if I were you.

Good to see you learning from your mistakes and being diciplined Neilly.

On October 09 2012 11:32 NeillyJQ wrote: no? i quit ploing after talking with my boss a few days ago why show you games that i sucked at lol

On October 09 2012 00:51 NeillyJQ wrote: my plo graph is down 200 and swingy as shit - i don't play much plo ne more

On October 10 2012 10:50 NeillyJQ wrote: Truth 1 - I quit PLO down 200. I was up 100, lost 300, quit PLO Truth 3 - I suck at PLO Goodluck Ryan

Stop excusing every terrible decision you make as "Oh i only decided to do it tonight, had a feeling to gamble"

Every fucking blog post youre playing some game at a stake you cant beat and every time you try to validate it with some lame excuse.

Youre one of the few people on this site who regularly receives good, honest life advice from top players like longple and nolan, and you just throw it back in their face everytime because they arent telling you to take a .75 BI shot at a game you have no idea how to play.

Fuck youre a mess. I look forward to the upcoming blog that contains no PLO results because "theres no point in uploading it"

You got handed a golden fucking get out of jail free card and 2 days in to your clean break and youre throwing everything you have on the line.

Good luck.

yea byrne nailed it :|

Lol neilly r u thizzin?

http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/989130

3betting that hand vs a short stack, not a very good idea.

3betting that have vs anyone not a good idea.

Why bother playing the first 1250 hands ? just play the 60 last ones.

leave PLO alone plz. MTT is what brings in the money for you.

byrnesam is the only reason I read neilly blogs.

Byrnesam +1. Welcome inside a degen's mind

Why do people continually try to help him? I read his blogs and can only thing that he needs to consult some serious mental health professionals. This is only going to get worse...

Neilly go see a professional...seriously

i loved posting this, cuz i knew how i won the money was (ALL WRONG) and i was super happy that my lil 1.5bi degenspree paid off on my quest #forbuildingrollzasap

What would LP be without small time degen players like Neilly. 5 stars

Holy cow...

On October 21 2012 10:04 SpasticInk wrote: What would LP be without small time degen players like Neilly. 5 stars

that's what i used to think too, but it's pretty clear it's ruining his life. idk..despite the entertainment value i'd rather just see him get actual professional help as someone else here suggested.

No self control whatsoever

jesus christ, you are so stupid

He is doing this because he feels like he has a safety net due to all the people willing to stake him when he goes broke. Because of this he can continue being irresponsible and not have to face the consequences of his actions.

fuckkkkkkkkkkkk
day started out good
took down the .60 100 man for a cool 18 dollars (#shipittowhipit2012)


which meant taht i owed breezybrah21 -(17x *e^12y) with x being the days until 2014 and y the sum of the binary representation of the chinese presidents first name. still figuring out whether chinese characters or english ones should be used but my backers my buddy so i think it should work out

since i was only -(17x *e^12y) away from having no money i decided it would be a good idea to sit at 10/20 huplo and well...

( i played 1.5k hands but decided to take out a few because they were swingy imo)

just gotta steady myself and grind th grind with steady hand and a clear mind. added 3 more .txts to my desktop so i should be playing my A+ game for the next 6 months

chipfully yours.
ryan

^nicely done A+

On October 21 2012 10:04 SpasticInk wrote: What would LP be without small time degen players like Neilly. 5 stars

Except hes not a small time degen.

He got extremely lucky to get out of his spiraling MU and still owes $18,000 to people from years ago.

Every time Neilly posts some bullshit like this, its just another person on his long debt list not getting paid their money.

On October 21 2012 16:19 Rinny wrote: since i was only -(17x *e^12y) away from having no money i decided it would be a good idea to sit at 10/20 huplo and well... ( i played 1.5k hands but decided to take out a few because they were swingy imo) just gotta steady myself and grind th grind with steady hand and a clear mind. added 3 more .txts to my desktop so i should be playing my A+ game for the next 6 months

Well he sure as hell aint gonna pay the bills at 5/10cent

byrn, everytime i post something like this, its one step closer to everyone getting paid back duh!

I havent done anything like this in a while, now im just grinding 6max etc;

Sundays were fcking terrible

won a few bucks in nl50 and rakeback to help tho

tons of nl50 / nl100 and mtts this week

GL
Ryan

also - when i was in mu - multiple times i tried getting brad to pay off my debts and offered him x2 the amount for it (right when i moved to costa - right before about 35 + 45k *80k* was made)

but mu was at 40k before that was happening and i was paying 2/1

and he wasnt willing to pay any of them

i havent had any of my own cash really for the last year other than living expenses.

now that im playing again on my own, ppl should feel like those ppl that are waiting for money from FTP. Elated that they are MOST Likely going to be recieving everything they have been owed for a while. And its easily forgotten that I paid off 20k of 27k/*54k won @ vancouver* just to make it so its 11k + PTP *6.4k*

not ez diggin out of holes that you can make yourself
do what u gotta do or get to doing something else, obviously you guys know pokers what I'm going to (gotta) do.

I only posted this on LP to stir up the forums etc, I don't play PLO at all, I was pissed, in the mood, 1 tabled and ran like god. What can I say

I am a poker player that has a ton of gamble to him and as long as im rolled for the games I like to play, I don't mind taking risks.

GL,
Ryan

On October 22 2012 01:47 NeillyJQ wrote: I am a poker player that has a ton of gamble to him and as long as im rolled for the games I like to play, I don't mind taking risks.

if you can't quit poker i would at least try to disassociate "gamble" from whatever romantic notions you seem to have of it.

im a little riskier of a player, thats all i was trying to say

if my br ever hits (x) amount, and I move down etc and grind up, although if I'm doing something, I give it my all

I rarely ever do this kinda stuff, about 3-9 times a year, depending on the games/br/etc. The games are game selected etc.

I feel daddy hit mommy but mommy keeps saying she fell...

lol stick to mtts cause plo you have no idea

On October 21 2012 12:36 bigredhoss wrote: Show nested quote + On October 21 2012 10:04 SpasticInk wrote: What would LP be without small time degen players like Neilly. 5 stars that's what i used to think too, but it's pretty clear it's ruining his life. idk..despite the entertainment value i'd rather just see him get actual professional help as someone else here suggested.

Thing is, the level of self denial he shows would make the act of getting professional help very difficult. And it wouldn't be very effective even if he did somehow end up there if he kept the level of self denial up in his head. But hey man. Being in 'debt/makeup' or whatever it is for 58358935 years and managing to travel to Costa Rica...talk of moving to Canada and etc...pretty impressive. In a twisted way.

On October 22 2012 10:25 iakim322 wrote: Show nested quote + On October 21 2012 12:36 bigredhoss wrote:   On October 21 2012 10:04 SpasticInk wrote: What would LP be without small time degen players like Neilly. 5 stars that's what i used to think too, but it's pretty clear it's ruining his life. idk..despite the entertainment value i'd rather just see him get actual professional help as someone else here suggested. Thing is, the level of self denial he shows would make the act of getting professional help very difficult. And it wouldn't be very effective even if he did somehow end up there if he kept the level of self denial up in his head. But hey man. Being in 'debt/makeup' or whatever it is for 58358935 years and managing to travel to Costa Rica...talk of moving to Canada and etc...pretty impressive. In a twisted way.

i quit poker in 2010 or w/e when black friday hit for 6 months.

i was 40k in debt.

baza88 found me and backed me for MTT's.

I paid off 20k of debt on my first trip to vancouver.

my 2nd go around w/ brad i got deep in makeup fast, and couldn't really get out of it to finish paying my debts, but do not get me wrong, it was always my intention to get all my debts paid before i start stackpiling cash.

haters can hate, say all the idiotic remarks you want.
I've been doing this for all the right reasons for the poker industry and my own name, and the name of LP since this is where I learned..

i went 40k in LOAN Makeup by OTHER peoples decisions to OK it and back it, and they were all aware it could take a very long time to pay it back, which is why the debts are to ppl with over 100k br's etc.

1 of them have asked me for the money (Lee) and is OK with when Im going to pay him, and everyone else doesn't care, since they are robusto as shit, which gives me time to make it and not worry, esp since they know I am working my ass off to get this square.

GL LP lOL,
Ryan

btw - your guys opinions on it ruining my life is the farthest from the truth.

I am a very happy person thats working hard to rectify my past, an avid skiier, love my friends and family, and have traveled the world.

Personally, I really like my life a lot.

I feel like it's not hate coming at you but rather disgust by the same decisions being made by you over and over again. From the looks of it, people still try to help you once in awhile then you post hands from a game you said you weren't meant to play, then you quit, then go again, then quit. Being 40k in debt from something other than school loans, a house loan, maybe even a car loan, seems a bit odd and makes me question said person in debt. I hope everything goes well for you but it is just silly to me seeing you play NL hold'em .50/1$, 1$/2$ PL Omaha, and all those pricey MTT's and expecting a steady income. It's like playing random professionally in SC 2, pretty $#%#^^ hard to do.

ynot, whynot? im a freakofnature! jk - that was a one time thing, i know how terrible I am at PLO.

I've played 2k hands of NL50/NL100 6max yesterday, and had to run NL25/NL50 this morning cuz not enuf NL100 tables going, and don't like to play 3 limits.

Suprised how little of players there are on NL50-NL100 @ Heroz

you did this "one time thing" about 3 weeks ago.

You actually ran it up to $1k (according to your graph, from that blog post). Which would have paid off quite a few people, but you're a degenerate so you gave it all back and then some, and then tried to claim that you were "up $100, finished down $200"

Then you said you quit

Now youre playing again.

Same pattern, same result, every time.

You always talk about "how much you've learnt" but you exhibit the same behavior in the same sequence. Its to the point that most people here can probably guess the contents of your next blog post.

On October 22 2012 11:53 NeillyJQ wrote: everyone else doesn't care, since they are robusto as shit, which gives me time to make it and not worry, esp since they know I am working my ass off to get this square.

Theyve probably read your blog and consider it as good as gone, you made an analogy of yourself to FTP post black-friday, youre actually more like Ultimate Bet.

On October 22 2012 11:57 NeillyJQ wrote: btw - your guys opinions on it ruining my life is the farthest from the truth. I am a very happy person thats working hard to rectify my past, an avid skiier, love my friends and family, and have traveled the world. Personally, I really like my life a lot.

Because you're traveling around the world with money from 2:1 loans, in the blissful belief that you'll run up a big score, get even with MU, pay everyone back and have enough left over for yourself.

I'm sure it was fun being in Costa Rica and sprinting down to Western Union to collect some funds that someone had sent you out of the kindness of their heart, so you could eat some food for the first time in 3 days.

This isn't normal behavior for a 27 year old.

Seek help.

On October 21 2012 16:19 Rinny wrote: fuckkkkkkkkkkkk day started out good took down the .60 100 man for a cool 18 dollars (#shipittowhipit2012) which meant taht i owed breezybrah21 -(17x *e^12y) with x being the days until 2014 and y the sum of the binary representation of the chinese presidents first name. still figuring out whether chinese characters or english ones should be used but my backers my buddy so i think it should work out since i was only -(17x *e^12y) away from having no money i decided it would be a good idea to sit at 10/20 huplo and well... ( i played 1.5k hands but decided to take out a few because they were swingy imo) just gotta steady myself and grind th grind with steady hand and a clear mind. added 3 more .txts to my desktop so i should be playing my A+ game for the next 6 months chipfully yours. ryan

ROFLOLOLOL haha this should be in the rofl thread.

plo? o shit