i put in 3 days of relaxed Full Tilt Nl25 6max just having a bit fun
went pretty good . I even run above EV ! which is rarely happening to me at all in my poker carrer.
edit + won 2 FPP on stars for 21.34 $ profits
+59.30$ so far for the month.
Well i could go back to Nl100 HU now but i somehow have no motivation at all ....
my months have been so swingy and i really think i need some smooth steady income for my mental health
dont know ...
maybe u see me at the NL100 HU tables tomorrow >-<
maybe not.
well on sunday i had a monster horror session on NL100 HU ....
it started out extremly nice and i was up 310$ after 2hours and 600 hands of play ....
would this actually be the first sunday i make decent profit ?
Well ofc i was wrong .... i never profit on sundays
the next 600 hands were horror and every villians just always hit every hand ....
I lost 340$ and was down - 30$ .....
I started evening session and it started out nicely ... after 200 Hands i had profit of 210$ was up 180$ for the day
should have called it a session ....
Unfortunately i continued and lost 330$ in the next 300 hands to total fish who with sick setups ...
like flopped nutstraight vs flopped flush and stuff ...
ended the day - 150$ and was pretty pissed ...
I felt liek throwing my poker career completely away and just grind NL25 for the rest of my life without ever having any intention to move up again.
Monday = i played 700 hands of Nl25 6max 6tabling and made an easy +55$ doing 42$/h ^^
Today = well i concentrated mostly on MMA and just played 100Hands Nl100 HU vs 20-35$ shorties and made +75$
Overall for the month i am down - 55$
should be no problem to turn that into some nice green ^^
since even at lowest levels i will play ( Nl25) thats doable in 2-3 h
^^
edit it recived 15$ rakeback on FT and turned it into 55$...
updated month = - 0 $
A good Nl100 HU session might put me 300 in the green within 2 hours
So i am confident i can still profit good this month
Some may ask = why Nl25 6max and Nl100 HU ?
why not NL50 or Nl100 6max all the way .
Answer is easy
I suck at 6max and HU is my best game.
+ i dont enjoy 6max.
However i cant always play HU cause when i am Tilted at Nl100 i lose too much money.
Well after my 5th > - 10BI day in the last 5 months ... i am kinda clueless if i should even continue poker ...
Its always the same .....
When i run good -> win average 3-4 BI session
when i run normal -> win average 1-2 BI session
when i run bad -> lose average 7 BI session
i am well aware of that problem but i somehow didnt manage to fix it even though i know of that leak for many months ....
Its always : Okay i am down 3 BI i run like shit i will quit session ....
I do quit but 15 minutes later i am at the tables again >_<
losing another 3 ....
I know i should quit but i am so pissed that i contine to play
and lose another 2-3 BI
I think i am probably in some way Neilly Nr3 here on this Forum ( NeillyAA , Crown is Neilly#2 , and i am Pplusad=Neilly3)
I just lose like 1/3 of my roll on 1 day far too often ...
Yeha ... really not my day = - 7 BI in 1,3K hands HU Nl100
I could have avoided some ...
but not much.
ALways when i had something villian had outfloped or outsucked me on turn ...
Month profit ~ close to zero
i should have learned from casmirodaza though ...
guy is the biggest winner at Nl100 HU stars ...
hes up 16 K the last 3 month ...
Hes not really good though
he just avoids playing people he sees no edge on ...
I could have saved 3 BI if i didnt 2 table regs when running bad...
Not that i think they were better than me ...
but its not good when u run bad and play vs people ure edge is maybe only 55%
rest i lost was ridiculous coolers vs fish ...
Edit
- 10 BI
Lol i simply cant quit
thats the fucking worst problem of my poker carreer
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