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Bad news.......real bad news... the worst kind of news... fuck..... fuck me...

She has a boyfriend. I was the side piece. She was cheating on her bf with me. Absolutely devastated. She went back to him, then broke it off with him (but high chance they get back together), but said all she wanted now was to be friends with me. Crushed beyond all belief. This is no exaggeration, I quit my job over this. I couldnt function. Having midday panic attacks. Just staring off into space in a sort of drunken stupor. I tried to work through it but I literally just walked off and never came back. That was a week ago. Tried to play a little poker but of course just gave it away. Nothing crazy, just 2k or so.

I have never felt pain like this before. Because I have never been loved before. She's the first to ever actually say it. Every other woman has hinted at it but for some reason those words just never came out of their mouthes. But this time it did. She was gorgeous, perfect, sexy, affectionate, passionate. Everything you want. And she actually said she loved me. I heard those words for the first time in my entire life. And now it's all gone.

I'm in a real bad spot guys. Like.... bad in a bad sort of way. Some of you might understand. I just dont know how I can survive this. The pain is too much.

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I'll keep this short and sweet; I met a girl. Thats all it took to give up poker for good. I always knew deep down inside thats all it would take. I've been single for almost 3 or 4 years, cant even remember. And then she just appeared out of nowhere. We hit it off immediately. Hottest girl I've ever been with. Boggles my mind, although truthfully I do pretty well when I set my sights on someone. Thing is I average 2.5 years of being single between each relationship.

Anyway rather than pissing away a 12k paycheck I sunk a couple of grand into finally furnishing my apartment, and now it's cozy as fuck. I refuse to risk going busto at the expense of losing this woman so I'll just grind my happy ass off at a desk. Maybe someday I'll find myself back on the felt, but to be fair every shot I've taken has ended in disaster in one form or another, and good old fashioned 9-5 jobs have given me every positive outcome in my life.

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