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hey guys, i know most of you feel as i had alterior motives for paying him back etc, which is definately not the case(I owed it to him and paid him) in which I can have barbieman and nazgul vouch for me. barbieman will be back in 2 days, but naz can let everyone know that i was telling him constantly i was working on getting barbieman paid back and had verbalized this via msn numerous times, as well as to barbieman.

I paid more than just barbieman back....more than 50% my bankroll, because i felt it was the right thing to do and i was sick and tired of having it on my conscious (oh ill just pay it when i have 25k) and i kept staying 15-25kish...

For the most part, the only people flaming here are people that don't know much, except heresay, which is fine, im sure i've casted judgements on other players by what was said or a mistake as well.

Only thing left to say is, well, ask anyone whos spent more than 2 days with me, really don't want to sound self-centered but i should let you guys know i am def the most generous individual irl that i have ever met, i care about everyone and life a pretty solid all around life. my downfalls are smoking way too much pot, not knowing value of a dollar until recently and some ego/self-centered issues i tend to slip into 1-2 times a week til i realize it (egoic mind is literally close to retarded, atleast mind is )

On August 15 2010 01:24 NeillyJQ wrote: hey guys, i know most of you feel as i had alterior motives for paying him back etc, which is definately not the case(I owed it to him and paid him) in which I can have barbieman and nazgul vouch for me. barbieman will be back in 2 days, but naz can let everyone know that i was telling him constantly i was working on getting barbieman paid back and had verbalized this via msn numerous times, as well as to barbieman. I paid more than just barbieman back....more than 50% my bankroll, because i felt it was the right thing to do and i was sick and tired of having it on my conscious (oh ill just pay it when i have 25k) and i kept staying 15-25kish... For the most part, the only people flaming here are people that don't know much, except heresay, which is fine, im sure i've casted judgements on other players by what was said or a mistake as well. Only thing left to say is, well, ask anyone whos spent more than 2 days with me, really don't want to sound self-centered but i should let you guys know i am def the most generous individual irl that i have ever met, i care about everyone and life a pretty solid all around life. my downfalls are smoking way too much pot, not knowing value of a dollar until recently and some ego/self-centered issues i tend to slip into 1-2 times a week til i realize it (egoic mind is literally close to retarded, atleast mind is )

lol. same old neilly. not only are you a fuck-up of a poker player, but still a delusional fuck-up of a human being too. hahahahahahaha. i'm bookmarking this blog, whenever i feel down, depressed, or sad, i'll just jump to this page and realise how much better i have it than some other semi-sane people. lol ryan. get a fucking grip. actually, don't. your trainwreck of a life entertains me, as sadistic as it sounds. keep up the good work, champ.

same ryan neilly yes

fuck up of a player?
i live a great life off of poker sir, avg a FT a day if i play more than 20 tables.

delusional?
maybe still a tad, if you went through the traumas i went through in life you would probably be the same way.

fuck up as human being?

highly doubtful, actually more of a success story fro rags to riches.
Message anyone who knows me, jlost88, gsr_01_integ, night_01, donkey (slog4pg), quocy04, etc..im forgetting many people but theres a few, ask them how i am as a human.

just answering questions
GL LP,
Ryan

despite regarding you as a delusional retard, i have to say that i do respect you answering people sincerely like this. does look good on you.

but yeah. man... get a trade, or an education. this isn't gonna work out for you...

you've probably literally written like 15+ (omg, i'm different now, i'm a CHANGED MAN!) blogs explaining this exact scenario. you are truly delusional.

ahh fuck it. i do wish you well. you probably are a decent dude in real life, it's just quite apparent from your mentality that you have issues. truth be told, hope you hit it rich, that would be fucking sweet. but realistically, not gonna happen. just gonna waste more peoples times (including yourself).

blah. whatever. gl ryan. and i do mean that

"but yeah. man... get a trade, or an education. this isn't gonna work out for you..."

ive made over 100k in the last year, theres nothing else that will pay me close to that and let me live the lifestyle I life, I also get extreme satisfaction from MTTing, winning, and have learned to not care about 85-90%+ of my loses and just take them in stride.

yeah, i have written a ton of those, during my first 3-5 yrs in poker when i had a very general vague understanding of the game and i was 100% ego driven, i accept that i was wrong in all of them and extremely disillusion.

I have changed some, I'm more mature, respect money more, and respect my friends and family a lot more. I still have some issues, nobody is perfect, but I have grown a lot in the last year, although there's a best and worst in me, and sometimes the worst does come out online unfortunately. (mb the worst 1-2 times a year too tbh)

"truth be told, hope you hit it rich, that would be fucking sweet. but realistically, not gonna happen. just gonna waste more peoples times (including yourself)."

check my pocketfives.com or opr or sharkscope (graph is dominating) and then check PTR, i don't play cashgames anymore and i dominate mtts and im top 50 on pokerstars TLB and up 32k on ftp in last 3 months (NeillyJQ and RNeilly) *Rneilly when i tried making acct for rakeback*, currently talking with them instating rakeback on NeillyJQ since I've been putting in a lot of volume around avg 60 bi) They shut down RNeilly the second i binked one and transfered funds to NeillyJQ account. Some of you may see this as shady too, in my defense, I made my FTP account 4-6 years ago before I knew what rakeback was, and found it unfair that I couldn't play there without it obviously, as many of you have went through the same scenario.

I will continue to answer any questions, and blog again in a couple days most likely.

GL as always,
ryan

maybe you explained this somewhere already since i just skimmed through these posts, but how is it that you've made 100k+ in the last year and still owe people money?

was staked alot of the time, only had ran up 1 roll on my own dime in the past year and dumped it in like a week, had to have coaching and a lot of help from lostaccount (jlost88) and andrewboccia before everything made sense

2 months off my stake i paid him as soon as possible, and have been talking to him ever since i got off stake, gave him link to spreadsheet and told him i would pay him at 25k and he said ok, although i paid him at 15k

he can confirm this when hes back in a day or two

lolol nazgul vouching for you? i seriously doubt it haha.

human stupidity amazes me, not yours, that is for granted but of some people who still believe in you after your 340th fuck up and you doing nothing to earn trust back.

Gl Ryan ^^

everything makes sense now

On August 15 2010 07:39 Baal wrote: lolol nazgul vouching for you? i seriously doubt it haha. human stupidity amazes me, not yours, that is for granted but of some people who still believe in you after your 340th fuck up and you doing nothing to earn trust back.

this
also i realy hope that nazgul will say something about this

ryan,

if you "make 100k" but owe people 30 and owe stakers 50 you dont make 100k.

work on your delusional tendencies i know saying you made 100k makes you feel better about yourself but you didnt make 100k.

welcome back neillyaa

I think you have the wrong impression of vouching. I will post that I have loaned you some amounts and have always (with time) gotten them back. This is nothing like vouching however, which is something I would only do for a very limited group of people as when I say vouch it pretty much implies I'm good for someone elses money.

wrong wording, but yes you explained everything how i meant it nazgul

On August 15 2010 13:50 nolan wrote: ryan, if you "make 100k" but owe people 30 and owe stakers 50 you dont make 100k. work on your delusional tendencies i know saying you made 100k makes you feel better about yourself but you didnt make 100k.

/agree thx for the advice