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tutz   Brasil. Nov 29 2018 10:24. Posts 2080
Hello dear ones,
In this blog I will write my story of spiritual awakening. The intention of this is mainly to inspire others to follow the spiritual path of self-discovery.
I understand everything I write here will be dissected and analyzed by fellow LPers. A lot of what I say will be dismissed by most, but that’s ok. I have no intention to convince the rational mind, as what I’m going to describe can’t be fully understood in the level of mind. There is a deeper dimension in all of us, the one that is there when thoughts aren’t. That’s the part of you that I might be able to reach, if you have enough presence.
If what I’m about to say makes no sense to you, it means you are not ready for these words. It does not mean you are less than me, it just means you are still in a different path. But if my words resonate with a deeper dimension of your being, that could be a hint that you should look further. I would like to dedicate this to our friend RikD, and I hope my words reach him the way I meant them to.
I will divide my story in ‘Events’, as I feel I can point specific moments in my life that shifted my level of consciousness, little by little.


------Event #1: Emotional reaction to Eckhart Tolle teachings

Back in 2015 (I was 25 years old), I was in my final year of a BSc in Economics and Finance with the University of London. This was a distance learning programme, which allowed me to live anywhere while studying. I say this just so the more rational friends here at least know I have some sort of academic background, although I don’t believe having one is of any importance to the spiritual path.
In that year, I landed a 4-month long internship at the United Nations in Geneva (Switzerland). One day in Geneva a close friend of mine recommended me Eckhart Tolle’s books. He was not a friend in any sort of ‘spiritual path’, but rather agnostic, just as me, but he thought Eckhart had interesting insights. At the time I liked to go to a park near my place in Geneva to read something while smoking a joint, usually on Sundays. I decided to buy Tolle’s book called ‘A New Earth’ and give it a shot.
I remember right off the bat I thought the book was crap, since in the first pages it cites a few Christian passages and ‘esoteric mumbo jambo’, as I thought, but I had a lot of respect for the friend that recommended me the book, so I decided to keep at it. As I continued reading the book, it became more and more interesting. At one point in the book, Eckhart talked about the shift in collective consciousness that Earth is going through, and I had a gut reaction like never before. I felt choked out, wanted to cry, but I could not understand that feeling. Where was it coming from? Am I crazy? I thought… I could not yet realize, as I do today, that my higher self was waving a huge red flag trying to tell me I was reading a profound truth, something that I already knew, but was just then ‘remembering’.
This was something that repeated many times over. I would have deep emotional reactions to his books, to a point I could not ignore that there was something there and I could not point exactly what it was. It was enough for me to decide to put some of his teachings to the test. As I started little practices of awareness, ego identification, presence, I could see a shift in the quality of my life. I was at ease much more often than before. This was not something that happened from one day to the other, but a process, where I would sometimes catch my ego, my thoughts, my reaction, and put it to bed. My life got better, people around me started saying I was different, and indeed I felt different. At this point I had to recognize that something had happened, and that there was truth in Eckhart teachings. I decided to re-read all of Eckhart books, along with a couple from Osho (because Osho had similar teaching to Eckhart’s), as to get a deeper grasp on those teachings. This time the ‘esoteric mumbo jambo’ made more sense than before, so I started to think: ‘maybe there is something here…’.


-----Event #2: Heat sensations during meditation

Now we are in 2016. Until this point, I had never meditated in my life. It was something I regarded as pointless. In fact I could not stand just being still, I could not ‘stop thinking’, my rational brain would kick in and call me stupid for even trying such a thing.
This changed because, seeing the shift in my life that Eckhart and Osho’s teachings brought about, I realized I could not just ignore the part of the teachings that I felt unconformable with. I thought: “well, should I also meditate and see what happens?”. I downloaded an app called “Insight Timer” and committed myself to meditate every morning for just 15 minutes. This would be a test, so I could at least say I tried. My first trials were uncomfortable, I could not find the right position to sit, and my brain would go crazy during the whole 15 minutes. This lasted for about a month. But one thing that caught my attention was that, every time I felt like I was in a meditative state, my body would heat up a little bit. It was a little weird at first and I usually took it as a sign I was doing something wrong, that my body was in a wrong position. Eventually I realized this heat sensation was always there, so whenever it came up, I decided to hold it and see what would happen, to see if it would eventually just go away.
To my surprise, it didn’t. It became more intense the more I held the meditative state. My body started heating so much I could not just sit there. It forced me to stand up and stop meditating, because I felt very uncomfortable. As soon as I would stop meditating, my body would immediately cool down. This was so crazy to my rational mind that I decided to google about it in order to find out if other people had the same experiences. I found many answers, none scientific enough to be able to satisfy my rational mind. All explanations I could find were ‘esoteric’. More importantly, the esoteric explanations mostly pointed out that this was a form a ‘mediumship’, that is, a form of connection to the spiritual realm, which to me sounded sooo crazy.


-----Event #3: Finding a teacher: Professor Laercio Fonseca

During this search for an answer I came across the teachings of Professor Laercio Fonseca. He is a Brazilian spiritual teacher, one of the most famous and respected. He has a youtube channel with hundreds of hours of teachings. I started to watch his videos with a lot of skepticism, but this quickly changed, and I will explain why. Now we are in 2017, almost 2018.
Professor Laercio specialized in helping people get in direct contact with the spiritual world. He teaches several techniques that can help almost anyone get there. His techniques entail a lot of self-discipline. Also, the seeker must have some sort of predisposition to mediumship, which is mostly genetic, but can also be developed.

From his videos, I learned that the sensations during meditation, specially the heat sensation, is a sign of mediumship, and that this can be further developed. I learned that one of the essential things one should do in order to develop mediumship is to become a vegan. This is because plants have a much higher vibration frequency than animal-based food, and so it becomes much easier to access higher states of consciousness if you eat vegetables only. This was the hardest part for me, as I was (maybe still am) a meat lover. But at this point I was committed to finding out what exactly everything I was experiencing was, so I enrolled in a Vegan Culinary Course (lol) and forced myself to become a vegan. To this day I’m still learning to be a vegan, and sometimes I miss meat, but I can’t deny how this has changed my life, so there is no turning back. I’m vegan for life now…
After becoming a vegan, my mediumship exploded. It was so quick, just as if my spiritual guides were waiting all that time for me to stop eating meat so they could reach me.


-----Event 4#: Manifestation of my Spiritual Guide (and others)

One day, about a month after becoming a vegan, the heat sensation through my body was so strong that drops of sweat started dripping from my face. This was during a 15 minutes meditation… After the meditation I remember recording a video and sending to my family and friends showing how I was sweating at 5am from meditation while outside was 10° degrees. The next day I thought I should do a longer session, just to see how I would feel. I put the timer to 30 minutes and sat there, 4am in the morning, ready to be all sweaty again.
Then, after about 20 minutes in, my spiritual guide manifested right in front of me. I wasn’t scared at all. He was smiling and I could feel all the love emanating from him… I was the most amazing sensation I ever felt. There was no doubt in my mind, I was not questioning, I could see and feel, as if me and him knew each other from a long time ago. I didn’t say anything, I just looked, smiled, said ‘thank you’ in my mind many times over. I was so grateful for that moment… It changed my life.
From this day on, my body continued to heat during meditation, but it was not as strong as before. My guide started to appear many times during my meditation, and he started to teach me. I could write much much more about everything I have learned from him, but then this would be a much more ‘esoteric’ blog, and that is not my intention here. I know people here will call me crazy just for the things I have already said. If I start talking about Samsara or Reincarnation, chances are less people will pay attention to what I’m trying to say.
What I want out of this blog is to draw attention from those who are seeking and are ready to listen. It is my mission, as it is yours too, to awaken as many fellow humans as possible in order to help ease the shift in consciousness earth is going through. If only one person here resonates with what I’m saying, my mission here is accomplished.

Dear ones, if you have questions, I’m sure I can answer them, but please have in mind that my answer will most likely not be what your rational mind is expecting. Earth is a school for spiritual evolution. We are all here to learn. Let’s humble ourselves in recognition of our own worldly ignorance.


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longple    Sweden. Nov 29 2018 12:23. Posts 4463

Thank you for the story.

Give the first 6-10 minutes a go, if doubt arises. You're welcome! If rejection or fear or, no offence, arrogance arises, you're also welcome. Heck, whatever arises, you're welcome!

Namajst master!





 Last edit: 29/11/2018 12:24

LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Nov 29 2018 13:04. Posts 14732

it's amazing what the midn can come up with

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tutz   Brasil. Nov 29 2018 13:15. Posts 2080


  On November 29 2018 11:23 longple wrote:
Thank you for the story.

Give the first 6-10 minutes a go, if doubt arises. You're welcome! If rejection or fear or, no offence, arrogance arises, you're also welcome. Heck, whatever arises, you're welcome!

Namajst master!








10 minutes in, and everything so far is true. Thank you


drone666   Brasil. Nov 29 2018 21:16. Posts 1674

I pressed ctrl+f and searched for the keyword drugs and had no results


tutz   Brasil. Nov 29 2018 21:21. Posts 2080


  On November 29 2018 20:16 drone666 wrote:
I pressed ctrl+f and searched for the keyword drugs and had no results



hahahaha vc é BR então para você recomendo que assista os vídeos do Prof. Laercio Fonseca no Youtube.

Caso tenha interesse no tema, claro


lebowski   Greece. Nov 29 2018 21:34. Posts 9036

" This is because plants have a much higher vibration frequency than animal-based food and so it becomes much easier to access higher states of consciousness if you eat vegetables only "
up to this point I was just reading, this is when the serious started
This sentence basically makes zero sense in any definition of the words involved and I now don't see the point of reading this text wall any further. Well perhaps later when I'm not tired af I could give the rest of it a try

new shit has come to light... a-and... shit! man...Last edit: 29/11/2018 21:35

tutz   Brasil. Nov 29 2018 21:45. Posts 2080


  On November 29 2018 20:34 lebowski wrote:
" This is because plants have a much higher vibration frequency than animal-based food and so it becomes much easier to access higher states of consciousness if you eat vegetables only "
up to this point I was just reading, this is when the serious started
This sentence basically makes zero sense in any definition of the words involved and I now don't see the point of reading this text wall any further. Well perhaps later when I'm not tired af I could give the rest of it a try



I wish I could explain it scientifically to you, but I can't. The vibrational frequency of food can't be mesured by our wordly science.

I wrote what I learned and what worked for me. I'm sorry I couldn't be more scientifically precise. I made my best to be the least esoteric as possible, since I know LP is a place of skepticism.

What my spiritual guide tells me is that our food industry creates a lot of pain and suffering in animals before killing them. This energy accumulates in their body and holds down the vibrational frequency of the food. Plants, on the other hand, specially those fresh from nature, have a very high vibrational frequency, since they hold all their vital energy almost intact.

I hope you can read the rest anyway my friend.

Namastê


Spitfiree   Bulgaria. Nov 29 2018 23:22. Posts 8726

I kind of had the same reaction, everything made sense up to that sentence. Then again it would be logical to acquire "esoteric" knowledge if the sequence of actions you take is something that a very small number of people take, otherwise everyone would've acquired a higher state of mind?

Anyway I've met up with a lot of people that have claimed to have found their spiritual guide, my parents met a couple in '98 ( I was 7 at the time) and the woman claimed to have found her spiritual guide as well (they had lived in Tibet and India for quite a while and were just returning) and that he/she/it? manifests in front of her. Obviously I didn't really understand much at the time as i was a little kid, but what made a huge impression to me and is something i cannot figure out to this day is, a month after they met my parents, they came as guests to our house and showed us a picture, one half of which was their living room (in another city), the other half of it was our living room (they had never before been here) and in the middle was something like a presence, like a shape in the air almost. I don't think I will ever be able to explain this to myself, I don't think a higher consciousness would allow you to do that thing either, but that was probably the weirdest thing that I've ever seen in my life.

Looking back at them, she became Bulgaria's most famous astrologist a year later and still is to this day and thats where all of my doubts lie. Every person I've ever met that was searching for higher consciousness or has claimed to reach it has always believed in astrology which is borderline retarded in my opinion. Anyway, you're probably the 5th adequate person that recommend Eckhart Tolle so I will probably get his "the power of now".

It's not that I don't believe you, it's rather... even if all you're saying is true, so what? Whats the point of going for higher consciousness to that extent? Certainly being aware of your ego and stopping its power episodes is something everyone can benefit from, but apart from that how would it be helpful? I certainly hope that this is not the only way in which people will be good and stop putting themselves first, otherwise we're doomed as species (which we probably are anyway). The people of the forum should have developed a fairly good way to detach themselves from their ego though since we tend to view our possessions as something abstract, which could be gone any second and we'd be fine with it. It would be much harder with people though.

Feels like you're living in a good balance between your rational mind and the spiritual, so congrats to you

 Last edit: 29/11/2018 23:30

Stroggoz   New Zealand. Nov 29 2018 23:51. Posts 4236


  On November 29 2018 20:45 tutz wrote:
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I wish I could explain it scientifically to you, but I can't. The vibrational frequency of food can't be mesured by our wordly science.

I wrote what I learned and what worked for me. I'm sorry I couldn't be more scientifically precise. I made my best to be the least esoteric as possible, since I know LP is a place of skepticism.

What my spiritual guide tells me is that our food industry creates a lot of pain and suffering in animals before killing them. This energy accumulates in their body and holds down the vibrational frequency of the food. Plants, on the other hand, specially those fresh from nature, have a very high vibrational frequency, since they hold all their vital energy almost intact.

I hope you can read the rest anyway my friend.

Namastê


the statement you made is clearly empirically testable though. If vegetable diets make some sort of high level consciousness unlockable then you can just test that by comparing vegetable eaters to non vegetable eaters and comparing the difference.

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tutz   Brasil. Nov 30 2018 01:25. Posts 2080


  On November 29 2018 22:22 Spitfiree wrote:
I kind of had the same reaction, everything made sense up to that sentence. Then again it would be logical to acquire "esoteric" knowledge if the sequence of actions you take is something that a very small number of people take, otherwise everyone would've acquired a higher state of mind?

Anyway I've met up with a lot of people that have claimed to have found their spiritual guide, my parents met a couple in '98 ( I was 7 at the time) and the woman claimed to have found her spiritual guide as well (they had lived in Tibet and India for quite a while and were just returning) and that he/she/it? manifests in front of her. Obviously I didn't really understand much at the time as i was a little kid, but what made a huge impression to me and is something i cannot figure out to this day is, a month after they met my parents, they came as guests to our house and showed us a picture, one half of which was their living room (in another city), the other half of it was our living room (they had never before been here) and in the middle was something like a presence, like a shape in the air almost. I don't think I will ever be able to explain this to myself, I don't think a higher consciousness would allow you to do that thing either, but that was probably the weirdest thing that I've ever seen in my life.

Looking back at them, she became Bulgaria's most famous astrologist a year later and still is to this day and thats where all of my doubts lie. Every person I've ever met that was searching for higher consciousness or has claimed to reach it has always believed in astrology which is borderline retarded in my opinion. Anyway, you're probably the 5th adequate person that recommend Eckhart Tolle so I will probably get his "the power of now".

It's not that I don't believe you, it's rather... even if all you're saying is true, so what? Whats the point of going for higher consciousness to that extent? Certainly being aware of your ego and stopping its power episodes is something everyone can benefit from, but apart from that how would it be helpful? I certainly hope that this is not the only way in which people will be good and stop putting themselves first, otherwise we're doomed as species (which we probably are anyway). The people of the forum should have developed a fairly good way to detach themselves from their ego though since we tend to view our possessions as something abstract, which could be gone any second and we'd be fine with it. It would be much harder with people though.

Feels like you're living in a good balance between your rational mind and the spiritual, so congrats to you



Astrology is real, but not really. Let me explain. Our civilization, in it's current state of consciousness, has a tendency to take esoteric truths and transform them into lies. It is true for instance, that the position celestial bodies affect the energies of the planet. But not enough to make little changes in individual personalities, but rather big changes in a societal level. This is why we are going through a massive shift in consciousness. If I go deeper into this, you will start rolling you eyes, if you haven't already.

It is important to control the rational mind a bit if you wanna go into the spiritual path. It's not that you become a mindless believer, but rather, try to put your rational questions aside sometimes. We try to make sense of everything with our mind, but we forget we are in a flying ball rolling through the universe around a giant ball of fire, not knowing what the hell is all of this, and yet we have the arrogance of thinking our simple monkey minds can make sense of it all. It can't.

Sometimes, when I ask questions to my spiritual guide, he says: you don't need to know that right now. Other times he answers: you can't understand that yet. Either way, I just smile and accept. I'm free from having to make sense of every little thing, which is a huge blessing to me.
You made an excellent question: “Whats the point of going for higher consciousness to that extent?”
I’ll tell you what I learned in the most summarized possible way, so please bear with me. I’ll give you the best explanation our monkey mind is able to make sense. There is a cosmic intelligence that created the universe, and most people call this God. I like the Hindu word for it: Brahma. Let’s call him that. Brahma divided himself into everything there is. You and me included. We are part of the game created by Brahma, and the catch is we have to find out we are him. Brahma created the illusion of separation, the illusion that we are individuals, that is what we call the ego. The only way to remember we are Brahma is through unconditional love, denial of the ego. Why would you hate anything, if you are everything? If you are everything, you will love everything. The more love we emanate, the more enlightened we are. The more love, the less ego. When you treat a total stranger with kindness of heart, there is love. When you roll your eyes at people less fortunate than you, there is ego. If you die and you didn’t yet found out who you are, you will reincarnate again. Between one reincarnation and the other, you will be able to spend decades analyzing every action you took in your past life, and planning the next life with your spiritual guides. And as there can’t be any injustice in the Universe, because Brahma is perfect, if you used your ego to harm anyone, to create any negativity, you will have to suffer in the next life: that’s Karma. You will play this game until you remember who you are. When you finally reach enlightment in this 3D world, you will be able to ascend to a higher dimension of consciousness, to a more blissful state of being.

I think I already answered your question for the most part, but let me know if you wanna know more. I’m here as a messenger.

"I bow to the divine in you" (Namastê)

 Last edit: 30/11/2018 01:46

tutz   Brasil. Nov 30 2018 01:48. Posts 2080


  On November 29 2018 22:51 Stroggoz wrote:
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the statement you made is clearly empirically testable though. If vegetable diets make some sort of high level consciousness unlockable then you can just test that by comparing vegetable eaters to non vegetable eaters and comparing the difference.



But how would you test a higher level of consciousness? Different brain waves? Maybe that could work


Loco   Canada. Nov 30 2018 02:28. Posts 19778


  On November 29 2018 20:45 tutz wrote:
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I wish I could explain it scientifically to you, but I can't. The vibrational frequency of food can't be mesured by our wordly science.

I wrote what I learned and what worked for me. I'm sorry I couldn't be more scientifically precise. I made my best to be the least esoteric as possible, since I know LP is a place of skepticism.

What my spiritual guide tells me is that our food industry creates a lot of pain and suffering in animals before killing them. This energy accumulates in their body and holds down the vibrational frequency of the food. Plants, on the other hand, specially those fresh from nature, have a very high vibrational frequency, since they hold all their vital energy almost intact.

I hope you can read the rest anyway my friend.

Namastê


I see you're still a New Ageism white belt my friend ... the "science" you are looking for is called Kirlian photography. Used to be all the rage in raw vegan circles pre-2010. Here's your "vibrational energy"!




For every complex problem there is an answer that is clear, simple, and wrong. (Mencken)Last edit: 30/11/2018 02:31

Big_Rob_isback   United States. Nov 30 2018 08:00. Posts 196

Hi Tutz! Nothing you wrote sounded strange to me at all. In fact, I think you still have plenty of stuff to journey through.

I am a Man in need of a lot of help, maybe you can help even the smallest bit. I have chronic fatigue syndrome which was slowly developed after I had a bunch of concussions (blows to the head). I have been ill for 8 years now since 2010, with fatigue and inability to recover after physical or mental exertion. The other symptoms are just as severe as the fatigue, and just as interesting.

1) My brain feels like electricity is flowing through it, it is slightly painful, all day every day.
2) My ears ring extremely loudly because of this
3) I have severe depersonalization/derealization for 8 years now (also known as enlightenments evil twin). It is the worst symptom I would say, to feel like I don't exist and I am just watching a movie of myself interact with a world that doesn't even feel fully real. This symptom could be seen as a positive, but in my case it is entirely a pathological illness.
4) I cannot meditate, at all. If I do I just become even more severely detached from myself and the world, and more depressed and anxious. One of my mentors told me to stay away from meditation for now. It is frustrating, because I can easily sit still for hours surrendering to watching myself breathe, but I guess that is just not what my life needs. The only form of "meditation" that improves myself is when I go to nature and calmly rest with my eyes open for a few hours and just try to be as present as possible.
5) Extreme sensitivity anything that raises brain neurotransmitters. The smallest dosage of an antidepressant or the smallest puff of marijuana will make my brain feel like it is getting zapped, along with making my mind go a million miles an hour, it is torture. I do take small dosages of anti-seizure drugs from a psychiatrist and it has helped my symptoms though.

Every symptom keeps getting worse by the month. I was told by one of my spiritual mentors that there is something I am afraid of that I am not facing, and it is causing my body to be stuck in a state of fear. He told me to find a teacher, and that he was not himself qualified to help someone in my state.

I have tried a lot of energy medicine like homeopathy, reiki, and this form of acupuncture called "neural therapy". These energy medicine experiences were experiencing God, or "spirit". I came to learn you cannot come to know God through learning, but rather God is an experience.

Also, I have read all of Eckhart Tolle, seen him live and in person. All of Eckhart is 100% truth, no doubt. I have also seen around 6 shamans and have had various shamanic rituals performed that have been learning experiences themselves. One such experience it seemed as though I encountered my "demon", and it scared the hell out of me and made me cry like a 4 year old for 10 minutes in front of 3 shamans lol. I have no idea how I would be able to stand up to that demon alone, or even if it is something that is the core problem.

Anyway, I know this is a long post, but if you want to respond here thats great, you can also personal message me through the site. I wish you all the best

just playing live poker for funLast edit: 30/11/2018 08:43

Spitfiree   Bulgaria. Nov 30 2018 09:53. Posts 8726


  On November 30 2018 00:25 tutz wrote:
Show nested quote +


You made an excellent question: “Whats the point of going for higher consciousness to that extent?”
I’ll tell you what I learned in the most summarized possible way, so please bear with me. I’ll give you the best explanation our monkey mind is able to make sense. There is a cosmic intelligence that created the universe, and most people call this God. I like the Hindu word for it: Brahma. Let’s call him that. Brahma divided himself into everything there is. You and me included. We are part of the game created by Brahma, and the catch is we have to find out we are him. Brahma created the illusion of separation, the illusion that we are individuals, that is what we call the ego. The only way to remember we are Brahma is through unconditional love, denial of the ego. Why would you hate anything, if you are everything? If you are everything, you will love everything. The more love we emanate, the more enlightened we are. The more love, the less ego. When you treat a total stranger with kindness of heart, there is love. When you roll your eyes at people less fortunate than you, there is ego. If you die and you didn’t yet found out who you are, you will reincarnate again. Between one reincarnation and the other, you will be able to spend decades analyzing every action you took in your past life, and planning the next life with your spiritual guides. And as there can’t be any injustice in the Universe, because Brahma is perfect, if you used your ego to harm anyone, to create any negativity, you will have to suffer in the next life: that’s Karma. You will play this game until you remember who you are. When you finally reach enlightment in this 3D world, you will be able to ascend to a higher dimension of consciousness, to a more blissful state of being.
(Namastê)



That's my main question though. I don't need to reach higher conscousness to be good to other people, sure my ego sometimes show, but in the long run there is absolutely no reason to let yourself be a bad person. I'd rather have everyone do whatever they want to do without judging them as long as they dont harm anyone else. It feels like the only difference in my point of view and yours is that in yours, the ego is almost completely gone as far as i understand?


Baalim   Mexico. Nov 30 2018 09:53. Posts 32720




never go full newage retarded housewife

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Baalim   Mexico. Nov 30 2018 09:55. Posts 32720


  On November 29 2018 22:22 Spitfiree wrote:


Feels like you're living in a good balance between your rational mind and the spiritual, so congrats to you



what the hell are you talking about, where is the rational mind in all that dribble? its new age nonsense that nobody with an IQ higher than a snail should fall for.

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Spitfiree   Bulgaria. Nov 30 2018 09:59. Posts 8726

not really, seems like he would exactly not post something like you just posted cause he s of full control of his mind, he would make the same point using some valid arguments which would push you towards changing your mind

there s really zero reasons to express yourself with negative emotions ever if you're in control all the time (not judging you, i react like that on many occasions)

also I dont believe most of the things he s saying, but I have respect of the way he s handling himself in a topic which would receive a lot of hate. e.g. reincarnation doesn't make much sense as what would be the "architecture" of the process , we constantly have new people being born, yet animals go extinct... does the animal energy group up and reincarnate into a person or what,and thats the very basic question to begin with.... obv, the answer will probably be that our rational mind cant comprehend it, however i think everyone should decide for themselves if they can comprehend something or not, and at least give them the opportunity to

 Last edit: 30/11/2018 10:03

tutz   Brasil. Nov 30 2018 10:20. Posts 2080


  On November 30 2018 01:28 Loco wrote:
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I see you're still a New Ageism white belt my friend ... the "science" you are looking for is called Kirlian photography. Used to be all the rage in raw vegan circles pre-2010. Here's your "vibrational energy"!







I have never seen that before, thank you for the information.
I will read more about it


tutz   Brasil. Nov 30 2018 10:38. Posts 2080


  On November 30 2018 07:00 Big_Rob_isback wrote:
Hi Tutz! Nothing you wrote sounded strange to me at all. In fact, I think you still have plenty of stuff to journey through.



Thank you dear friend. You are right, my journey still is just beggining. Everything about this is very new to me.


 
I am a Man in need of a lot of help, maybe you can help even the smallest bit. I have chronic fatigue syndrome which was slowly developed after I had a bunch of concussions (blows to the head). I have been ill for 8 years now since 2010, with fatigue and inability to recover after physical or mental exertion. The other symptoms are just as severe as the fatigue, and just as interesting.

1) My brain feels like electricity is flowing through it, it is slightly painful, all day every day.
2) My ears ring extremely loudly because of this
3) I have severe depersonalization/derealization for 8 years now (also known as enlightenments evil twin). It is the worst symptom I would say, to feel like I don't exist and I am just watching a movie of myself interact with a world that doesn't even feel fully real. This symptom could be seen as a positive, but in my case it is entirely a pathological illness.
4) I cannot meditate, at all. If I do I just become even more severely detached from myself and the world, and more depressed and anxious. One of my mentors told me to stay away from meditation for now. It is frustrating, because I can easily sit still for hours surrendering to watching myself breathe, but I guess that is just not what my life needs. The only form of "meditation" that improves myself is when I go to nature and calmly rest with my eyes open for a few hours and just try to be as present as possible.
5) Extreme sensitivity anything that raises brain neurotransmitters. The smallest dosage of an antidepressant or the smallest puff of marijuana will make my brain feel like it is getting zapped, along with making my mind go a million miles an hour, it is torture. I do take small dosages of anti-seizure drugs from a psychiatrist and it has helped my symptoms though.

Every symptom keeps getting worse by the month. I was told by one of my spiritual mentors that there is something I am afraid of that I am not facing, and it is causing my body to be stuck in a state of fear. He told me to find a teacher, and that he was not himself qualified to help someone in my state.

I have tried a lot of energy medicine like homeopathy, reiki, and this form of acupuncture called "neural therapy". These energy medicine experiences were experiencing God, or "spirit". I came to learn you cannot come to know God through learning, but rather God is an experience.

Also, I have read all of Eckhart Tolle, seen him live and in person. All of Eckhart is 100% truth, no doubt. I have also seen around 6 shamans and have had various shamanic rituals performed that have been learning experiences themselves. One such experience it seemed as though I encountered my "demon", and it scared the hell out of me and made me cry like a 4 year old for 10 minutes in front of 3 shamans lol. I have no idea how I would be able to stand up to that demon alone, or even if it is something that is the core problem.

Anyway, I know this is a long post, but if you want to respond here thats great, you can also personal message me through the site. I wish you all the best



First I would like to say I'm not a healer of any kind, I don't have (or didn't develop yet) those habilities, and I don't know much about this form of esoteric knowledge yet, I'm still learning.

Thank you for your question and I'm sorry to hear about your condition.

I think I can say a few things about your case:
-Fear is indeed the 'feeling' that hinders spiritual development the most; and hidden fears are even worse I believe, since you don't know how to face them
-We must all come to the realization that there is nothing to be feared in a world where we are creation itself (I think you know that)
-I believe your hidden fear can be something from a past life that you probably need to solve within yourself in this life in order to take the next steps in your journey; have you thought about doing Quantum Hypnosis? I have heard great things about it from people that went through somewhat similar experiences, but I don't know enough about it myself in order to recommend who to look for, but I'm sure you can do a little research about it, or even ask your mentor about it.

I hope you find your answers my friend

Namastê

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