Back to dating: I don't think many women want to eat out at chipotle or a diner. They want the restaurants like the hip gastropub, the italian with ambiance, or maybe whatever place but I would think few are looking forward to a date at panera bread. It is part of the reason why money matters. It would be nice if she is into thai food and indian curry but you can't just take a girl for some ethnic food unless she has mentioned that she like/loves it.
Oh well, I am going to run some errands, meet up with a friend and "start my week off sober" at a meeting. I am 3 years sober today. I don't feel any different. I am grateful. There is no graduation, there are no happy endings. Even if I have some happy moments or a happy day I go to sleep and start it over again. It feels like I was doing better about a week ago or a month ago but who really knows I am doing ok today. |