golden gate bridge

Damn thats pretty sad..

"Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard. It'll leave you physically, mentally and emotionally scarred" - 50 Cent

Nothing brave about committing suicide. Life is tough, getting the willpower and motivation to do things esp that beyong your comfort zone is very difficult. These people very likely have mental illness or have given up on the game of life. Dem "niggaz on lock, doing life behind bars" are more brave then these "crackers".

On June 16 2014 16:09 TalentedTom wrote: Nothing brave about committing suicide. Life is tough, getting the willpower and motivation to do things esp that beyong your comfort zone is very difficult.

Plus the chances of surviving the fall is ridiculously low. From a fall of that height, hitting the water is like hitting pavement. In the extremely off chance that you do survive it, I doubt you have the wits about you to realise you're about to drown...

Don't know why you're trying to glorify it tbh, just disturbed (don't mean that in the negative context) people feeling overwhelmed and coping the only way they think they can.

I don't know why you keep saying you need Nembutal (sp?) to off yourself, there's tons of painless ways to kill yourself.

*And these people aren't going through 'unimaginable horrifying pain'. Well, at least the vast majority that die instantly aren't.

You constantly make posts like this, you're clearly seeking attention (which is a good thing in your mind set, I think?). Have you seen a therapist yet?

You're such an attention whore ...

Did all of these people jump on the same day?

http://www.reddit.com/r/todayilearned...than_3000_people_have_leapt_to_their/

Devon - perhaps you took my quote out of context - by willpower I meant the will to live and do new things in life, not the willpower to take your own life

Also perhaps you accidentally quoted the wrong person, it's, I suspect the latter is at least 6x more probable

yeah im seeing a counselor
I read this death account of this dude who had cancer. He described the pain like this. Putting your finger on a burning stove for weeks.
What pisses me off about life is we all will experience more pain than we can bare or willingly accept.
Fingernail getting pushed backwards is an awful feeling. A finger nail is like 1/200th of the body and it can produce this what the fuck feeling. I wouldnt will myself through that feeling. Just like the elephant that gets eaten alive by lions doesnt will itself through that feeling. Life is rediculously unfair, it just strikes me as wrong. I think all the animals should stop reproducing, all humans stop reproducing and keep this earth lifeless. I dont believe life is a good thing at all.
Man I know this is not a popular opinion but I think reproduction is fucking thing to do. Bring someone into this world when you know they are going to die and its going to be awful and life isnt close to being good enough to make it worth the insane pain of death.
I find life empty, meaningless and horrible. Why the fuck was I invited into this shit by my parents cause I can't get out the old fashion ways. Death for me is going to be nembutal or like the elephant where you are inbetween a rock and ahard place and have no choice. Fucking dying of old age because you are too afraid to suicide. Thats one horrible fate that happens to people. Theres got to be old people out there who want to die but scared to and then eventually die of old age.. And the old age death is not something they would will themselves through. Like the elephant being eaten alive.

There is a way longer documentary on the Golden Bridge jumpers, and that's where those scenes were taken from. I watched it last year, it was fucking depressing ;/

another JosephCalgary blog, ladies and gents

On June 16 2014 17:29 Defrag wrote: There is a way longer documentary on the Golden Bridge jumpers, and that's where those scenes were taken from. I watched it last year, it was fucking depressing ;/

If thats the same one I saw about an officer turning up to talk people out of jumping it was very interesting and an eye opener for me.

hey joseph do you ever do crazy shit because you hate life anyway so there's no point inhibiting yourself over it? like just going up to 20 girls a day and grabbing their ass and kissing them, or guys and grabbing their ballsack or whatever you prefer. or if someone is being a jerk at the store or some public place, just whipping your dick out and peeing on them or on their shit.

just wondering, thanks

i feel like people who have tons of sex probably find life to be okay

On June 16 2014 17:10 TalentedTom wrote: Devon - perhaps you took my quote out of context - by willpower I meant the will to live and do new things in life, not the willpower to take your own life Also perhaps you accidentally quoted the wrong person, it's, I suspect the latter is at least 6x more probable

No, I agreed with you completely. I consider it the 'easy way out'. I personally think it's selfish, but that's just a personal opinion. Suppose I should have put a page breaker in there huh haha.

The second part of my post was a totally separate context. I was responding to josephs (repeated) statements regarding the glory of suicide.

Hang in there Joseph. Science is advancing quickly, if you can survive long enough there will be a pill to fix your mind eventually.

Guy, skype me buddy. Whenever you need anyone to chat with.

On June 17 2014 07:01 Skoal wrote: Hang in there Joseph. Science is advancing quickly, if you can survive long enough there will be a pill to fix your mind eventually.

im still trying to figure out what a skoal is

There are 100,000s of people dying every DAY from alot more legitimate reasons. I have ABSOLUTELY no sympathy for a jackass who is living in USA, specially San Fran and is jumping off a bridge to commit suicide.

Growing up in a third world country I have realized that my life and time is a lot more valuable than to waste it on these people. I do care ALOT more about political prisoners and people in concentration camps in North Korea that I care about these people.

On June 17 2014 21:20 TalentedTom wrote: Show nested quote + On June 17 2014 07:01 Skoal wrote: Hang in there Joseph. Science is advancing quickly, if you can survive long enough there will be a pill to fix your mind eventually. im still trying to figure out what a skoal is

it's a brand of chewing tobacco.

there's a video of a guy i actually went to school with from ages 5 to 11, this talented gentleman demonstrates the process quite well:

On June 18 2014 01:57 capaneo wrote: There are 100,000s of people dying every DAY from alot more legitimate reasons. I have ABSOLUTELY no sympathy for a jackass who is living in USA, specially San Fran and is jumping off a bridge to commit suicide. Growing up in a third world country I have realized that my life and time is a lot more valuable than to waste it on these people. I do care ALOT more about political prisoners and people in concentration camps in North Korea that I care about these people.

I understand that you are angry. Suicide is very scary thing.

If you're going to commit suicide why not do it in a way that that is more considerate to others than jumping off a bridge and making the coast guard scoop you out of the water. I feel really bad for people who are in the place where they do commit suicide, but don't litter as your last act on this earth .

what? jumping into the ocean, you feed starving fish

yeah but the excess feed produces nitrogen, which is terrible for aquatic animals. how about they jump over a huge ass rainforest - i think it would be greener. Niggas just being lazy and dramatic

On June 18 2014 09:25 Rinny wrote: If you're going to commit suicide why not do it in a way that that is more considerate to others than jumping off a bridge and making the coast guard scoop you out of the water. I feel really bad for people who are in the place where they do commit suicide, but don't litter as your last act on this earth .

I second the shit out of this. IDGAF if you want to die, just don't ruin anyone else's life in the process. So many people want to kill others in the process. Why? You aren't enjoying life, ok whatever. Someone else might be. And a 6 yr old who witnesses the killings hasn't yet decided if life is worth living or not but you make a damn significant impression that will torture him as long as he lives watching you kill his dad or some shit.

Just for the love of god, go do it on your own time instead of impacting someone else's day/life. Go rent a boat, give the guy like 50 grand, and drive to the middle of the ocean and tie a weight around ur legs and jump. Just don't make someone else clean up your mess. It's selfish as shit.

my 2 cents.

uhh these dudes who suicide are often homeless people, jumping off the bridge is much better than jumping off a building. You jump off a building and u can land on someone. Off the bridge u dont land on anyone.

On June 18 2014 23:29 El_Tanque wrote: Show nested quote + On June 18 2014 09:25 Rinny wrote: If you're going to commit suicide why not do it in a way that that is more considerate to others than jumping off a bridge and making the coast guard scoop you out of the water. I feel really bad for people who are in the place where they do commit suicide, but don't litter as your last act on this earth . I second the shit out of this. IDGAF if you want to die, just don't ruin anyone else's life in the process. So many people want to kill others in the process. Why? You aren't enjoying life, ok whatever. Someone else might be. And a 6 yr old who witnesses the killings hasn't yet decided if life is worth living or not but you make a damn significant impression that will torture him as long as he lives watching you kill his dad or some shit. Just for the love of god, go do it on your own time instead of impacting someone else's day/life. Go rent a boat, give the guy like 50 grand, and drive to the middle of the ocean and tie a weight around ur legs and jump. Just don't make someone else clean up your mess. It's selfish as shit. my 2 cents.

I went to the engineering section of monster.com. I offered 40 grand for a days work. Lot of people were interested. When they found out it was to build a helium hood for euthanasia all of them lost interest.

how long ago did you post? what was the title of the post?

lmaooooo this fucking thread

i titled it, 40 grand for days work must break bad law
bad law because obviously euthanasia should be legal
you know how many people jump out of buildings land on someone and kill them
if they had nembutal this would never happen again.
jumping out of a building is SO hard i dont even know how to explain it.

My brother and mother found out about my ad and put me in a mental hospital. I been in the mental hospital like 4-5 times in the past 9 months

this woman is an angel, an angel of death
http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles...ng-instant-death-on-the-internet.html
they shut her down
60$ for a death, thats a damn good price

That helium hood is nasty... Probably the easiest and most surefire way to commit suicide I have seen yet. 20 seconds in you are unconscious and can't go back. Selling those should be illegal. Although that is pointless because that thing is incredibly easy to assemble yourself.

Seems like you have done a lot of research and I don't get why you say you would have already killed yourself with Nembutal but you wouldn't use this hood? Well please don't. Sounds like you are actually doing a lot better now than you were right after doing all that ayahuasca and shit. There are a lot of good meds for your condition if you see the right doctor and the medicine is improving each year. Even if you don't have a lot of friends in real life at least you have some here online. You play and computer games Warcraft 3 or SC2? Would give you something to do with me or some of the other people here.

One of my best friend's fathers jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge about five years ago. It shocked everyone. He was married with adult children. Two Bay Area homes and a vacation home up north- pretty wealthy. Drank a bottle of wine a night but nothing major other than that anyone knew about. He says nothing leaves no note and just drives off to work one morning but goes to the bridge instead. His truck is found abondoned by the bridge and 3 days later his bloated corpse washed up in Marin. It was very hard on the family. My best friend is still shook by it and there is a shame associated with suicide. When it is a suicide there is always an awkwardness at the funeral; like it is the giant elephant in the room. And spiritually suicide is just not good for you.

So if you are even on the fence at all just don't do it because you are in a phase you will come out of most likely at some point. It would be hard enough for your family to deal with the loss of you from natural causes, but as a suicide it would even be way worse. And it sounds like you are a provider in your family and protect the elders and your sister so sometimes you have a responsibility to think beyond your own needs.

Shit I impulsively slit my wrists when I was younger and on weird benzo drugs after one bad night my bro got arrested I got kicked out of my house and lost my car and laptop. I woke up down 2 liters of blood and managed to call 911 and save myself. I wasn't even depressed or anything I don't think. If I'd have used that hood I'd be dead. It's all bad to not be able to reverse that decision. You might feel 100% like you want to die for months right up until you begin the suicide act but a few seconds later once it becomes real and not an idea and your life and existence are fading away you might decide you want to live after all.

On June 18 2014 01:57 capaneo wrote: There are 100,000s of people dying every DAY from alot more legitimate reasons. I have ABSOLUTELY no sympathy for a jackass who is living in USA, specially San Fran and is jumping off a bridge to commit suicide. Growing up in a third world country I have realized that my life and time is a lot more valuable than to waste it on these people. I do care ALOT more about political prisoners and people in concentration camps in North Korea that I care about these people.

You are an ignorant prick. There are losers in every society, also in the rich western world. Life is not easy for everyone here.

On June 20 2014 11:08 traxamillion wrote: That helium hood is nasty... Probably the easiest and most surefire way to commit suicide I have seen yet. 20 seconds in you are unconscious and can't go back. Selling those should be illegal. Although that is pointless because that thing is incredibly easy to assemble yourself. Seems like you have done a lot of research and I don't get why you say you would have already killed yourself with Nembutal but you wouldn't use this hood? Well please don't. Sounds like you are actually doing a lot better now than you were right after doing all that ayahuasca and shit. There are a lot of good meds for your condition if you see the right doctor and the medicine is improving each year. Even if you don't have a lot of friends in real life at least you have some here online. You play and computer games Warcraft 3 or SC2? Would give you something to do with me or some of the other people here. One of my best friend's fathers jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge about five years ago. It shocked everyone. He was married with adult children. Two Bay Area homes and a vacation home up north- pretty wealthy. Drank a bottle of wine a night but nothing major other than that anyone knew about. He says nothing leaves no note and just drives off to work one morning but goes to the bridge instead. His truck is found abondoned by the bridge and 3 days later his bloated corpse washed up in Marin. It was very hard on the family. My best friend is still shook by it and there is a shame associated with suicide. When it is a suicide there is always an awkwardness at the funeral; like it is the giant elephant in the room. And spiritually suicide is just not good for you. So if you are even on the fence at all just don't do it because you are in a phase you will come out of most likely at some point. It would be hard enough for your family to deal with the loss of you from natural causes, but as a suicide it would even be way worse. And it sounds like you are a provider in your family and protect the elders and your sister so sometimes you have a responsibility to think beyond your own needs. Shit I impulsively slit my wrists when I was younger and on weird benzo drugs after one bad night my bro got arrested I got kicked out of my house and lost my car and laptop. I woke up down 2 liters of blood and managed to call 911 and save myself. I wasn't even depressed or anything I don't think. If I'd have used that hood I'd be dead. It's all bad to not be able to reverse that decision. You might feel 100% like you want to die for months right up until you begin the suicide act but a few seconds later once it becomes real and not an idea and your life and existence are fading away you might decide you want to live after all.

isnt that hilarious? I mean it tortures me but i find it funny. As you die, I Dont want to die, As you live, I want to die

On June 19 2014 07:10 JosephCalgary wrote: Show nested quote + On June 18 2014 23:29 El_Tanque wrote:   On June 18 2014 09:25 Rinny wrote: If you're going to commit suicide why not do it in a way that that is more considerate to others than jumping off a bridge and making the coast guard scoop you out of the water. I feel really bad for people who are in the place where they do commit suicide, but don't litter as your last act on this earth . I second the shit out of this. IDGAF if you want to die, just don't ruin anyone else's life in the process. So many people want to kill others in the process. Why? You aren't enjoying life, ok whatever. Someone else might be. And a 6 yr old who witnesses the killings hasn't yet decided if life is worth living or not but you make a damn significant impression that will torture him as long as he lives watching you kill his dad or some shit. Just for the love of god, go do it on your own time instead of impacting someone else's day/life. Go rent a boat, give the guy like 50 grand, and drive to the middle of the ocean and tie a weight around ur legs and jump. Just don't make someone else clean up your mess. It's selfish as shit. my 2 cents. I went to the engineering section of monster.com. I offered 40 grand for a days work. Lot of people were interested. When they found out it was to build a helium hood for euthanasia all of them lost interest.

why would u need to pay someone 40 grand to put a bag with helium over your head?

On June 26 2014 17:05 JohnnyBologna wrote: Show nested quote + On June 19 2014 07:10 JosephCalgary wrote:   On June 18 2014 23:29 El_Tanque wrote:   On June 18 2014 09:25 Rinny wrote: If you're going to commit suicide why not do it in a way that that is more considerate to others than jumping off a bridge and making the coast guard scoop you out of the water. I feel really bad for people who are in the place where they do commit suicide, but don't litter as your last act on this earth . I second the shit out of this. IDGAF if you want to die, just don't ruin anyone else's life in the process. So many people want to kill others in the process. Why? You aren't enjoying life, ok whatever. Someone else might be. And a 6 yr old who witnesses the killings hasn't yet decided if life is worth living or not but you make a damn significant impression that will torture him as long as he lives watching you kill his dad or some shit. Just for the love of god, go do it on your own time instead of impacting someone else's day/life. Go rent a boat, give the guy like 50 grand, and drive to the middle of the ocean and tie a weight around ur legs and jump. Just don't make someone else clean up your mess. It's selfish as shit. my 2 cents. I went to the engineering section of monster.com. I offered 40 grand for a days work. Lot of people were interested. When they found out it was to build a helium hood for euthanasia all of them lost interest. why would u need to pay someone 40 grand to put a bag with helium over your head?

When I found out about helium hoods, I found instructions to build one. I gathered all the parts. Tubes from home depot,, turkey for the bag from the whole foods, and two helium tanks from toys r us. Taped it all together. Opened the helium tanks and the gas didnt flow. So obviously Im not an engineer and apparently this is too complicated for me. So I tried to hire an engineer.

you can get super fucked up with helium hoods if somehow you survive but fuck it ill take consequences on the chance I get to die.