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I actually tilted while playing online, wow. Ran bad but obviously made it worse by tilting. Dunno what to do w/ myself atm, feeling embarassed & dejected about tilting over some nl100 buyins. I guess I will try not to grind live or online anymore today (pretty sure I'm going to fail at this as soon as I post this blog, I'll just play nl50 I guess). Really wondering why I'm feeling so emo'd out/easily tilted the last 2 days, guess its just a lot of frustration with poker the past week.. Being in such sick good games and just not having the deck cooperate in the smallest way.
I don't feel like I'm going to meet my goal for july/august and I'm probably going to have to push everything back another while. Continuing to miss my goals or expect that I'm going to miss them is slowly getting to me I guess. I definitely need to figure out a way to power back up, lol.
Bah, this whole entry probably just has to do with the *REALLY* shitty sleep I've gotten the past 3 days, as my schedule has flip-flopped every single one of those days. All of the above is probably just from my body & mind being fucked up from that.
Anyway, my mom has been in town for 7 or so days now. Today we're going to hit up craftsteak and then goto Carrot Top's show, which is supposed to be really good. I'm pretty excited to go see his show. After that I will try to get a normal sleep schedule for a couple of days and see if I can get my head back on track :D
I almost want to post this pathetic graph haha. I killed all of my online profits for the month (7 nl100 bi) so over the 4k hands I've played this month, I'm officially a rakeback pro 
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donkey   United States. Jul 23 2009 13:37. Posts 247 | | |
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remember87   Sweden. Jul 23 2009 13:46. Posts 521 | | |
anyone can tilt.. get some new energy and come back better then ever! one day isnt enough though imo if you feel really mentally exausted.. it can take many days and its better to take those days off then play semibad..
haha. also loved how you defined yourself as a RB pro after 4k hands  |
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| On July 23 2009 12:46 remember87 wrote:
anyone can tilt.. get some new energy and come back better then ever! one day isnt enough though imo if you feel really mentally exausted.. it can take many days and its better to take those days off then play semibad..
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I really hate tilting is all, and today & yesterday (when I actually won that session lol) I have been really tilting. I'm pretty sure I'm just fkd up from not having any proper sleep.. I'll just pass out after carrot top tonight.
yah, one day is kind of like.. ehh.. but I can't pass up playing live on friday/saturday/sunday. No matter how things are going after this weekend, I will probably take a couple of days to collect myself and get me some of that 'new energy' 
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Cooper83   . Jul 23 2009 13:54. Posts 288 | | |
You'll have those games man, the beauty of live is the games are pretty much like that all the time so when the deck does start falling your way you'll have one of the sickest rushes. |
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Kilay   Netherlands. Jul 23 2009 13:59. Posts 1960 | | |
Just continue and don't tilt. Take today off and have fun at Carrot Top or whatever tonight hehe. |
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k2o4   United States. Jul 23 2009 14:30. Posts 4803 | | |
keep your head up man!
don't set poker goals beyond # of hands or hours played cause you can't control much else. Or set the goal to play perfect every hand. don't set monetary goals, that's a great way to life tilt urself. |
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Syntax   United States. Jul 23 2009 14:49. Posts 4415 | | |
carrot top fail?
idk, he just doesnt seem like he would be funny
i could be wrong though |
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matdon460   United States. Jul 23 2009 16:15. Posts 1089 | | |
have mom pay for craftsteak imo  |
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I wouldn't expect carrot top to be any good either, but I've only heard good things from people here so it has me a bit enthused.
I know monetary goals suck, but I'm trying to be out of here by the end of august and I want to have a certain amount of $ when I go ><
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Patrocle   France. Jul 26 2009 13:34. Posts 623 | | |
stop calling so much preflop, especially out of position, even at NL50, ffs... |
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wat, I call with a rly tight range oop 
also poker table ratings is innacurate, I'm not down online  |
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hm, ya possibly tilting, whoops
I wonder who yo uare ^^ |
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