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Gawuss Poland. Nov 13 2007 16:50. Posts 2336 | | |
omg, why am I so lazy ? I'm too lazy to play poker, I'm too lazy to write a new entry here, etc. GOD I must play more poker finally ! I was going to play at least 1k hands/day this month but after my ps3 arrived I haven't played at all (nah, maybe like 500 hands but that's like nothing). I have to find a way to motivate myself to play more, and to stop being THAT lazy ! Any suggestions ?
So I promised I would post details from my conversation with psychologist. I'm bored right now so I decided to write something here.
So basically during this conversation I managed to tell him 3 reasons of me being pissed/upset/screaming/swearing. Here they are:
Being in arrears (dunno if it's right sentence) -> self irritation (here too, I dunno if I wrote it correctly) + pretext = explosion (anger "discharge" )
Dissagreement with defeat -> profit avidity + risk of losing my winnings = agression
Other people's stupid mistakes -> high adrenaline level + disappointment = frustration = anger
So I asked him what should I do to "discharge" my anger. Should I buy myself some training sack to beat its ass (lol)? He told me that if I bought something like this, only to discharge my anger after losing at poker, I wouldn't learn not to get angry and I still couldn't control my emotions. He also told me that the age of 16 - 18 is the time of learning to control my emotions and time of 'improving' my brain.
Basically I'm an addict (it's a 3rd of 4 addiction steps, lol) and there are 2 options - I stop playing poker (he told me he knew I wouldn't choose this one ) OR I control the time I spend playing (i.e. 2 hours of poker 4 times per week MAX. - it could be less, but NEVER more) + he suggested me to start reading more books/focusing more at school on every lesson just to build up my brain (more neural connections), what is going to help me to learn how to control my emotions and be mentally strong.
He told me to read some book for teenagers. I fell asleep while reading it for the first time lol and haven't read more since then  but I think it's quite interesting and I will read it for sure (it's Sean Covey's book, called "7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens" )
I still don't focus at school on every lesson but I'm testing a new option - I'm trying to stop thinking about money as money but as just BBs or 'points', which I play poker with.
I don't have anything interesting to write about how am I doing at poker this month and how I did last one, except that my cousin won a seat in EPT Prague I'd love to go there with him but they wouldn't let me in the casino lol.
Ok, so that's all today. I gotta start fighting with my laziness
good luck to everyone
Gawuss
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| When people ask: What nationality is this guy raking in all the pots? The answer invariably comes back Poland, Poland. Again and again - Karma | Last edit: 13/11/2007 17:01 |
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Gawuss Poland. Nov 13 2007 16:55. Posts 2336 | | |
btw. if anyone find some grammar or lingual mistakes, plz let me know |
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| When people ask: What nationality is this guy raking in all the pots? The answer invariably comes back Poland, Poland. Again and again - Karma | |
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Bejamin1 Canada. Nov 13 2007 17:01. Posts 7042 | | |
So your therapist told you to play less and you plan to play more? |
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Fayth  Canada. Nov 13 2007 17:13. Posts 10085 | | | |
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Gawuss Poland. Nov 13 2007 17:33. Posts 2336 | | |
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lol, what ? [ yea, I know it's all weird.. ] |
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MiPwnYa Brasil. Nov 13 2007 17:33. Posts 5230 | | |
ask your therapist how much he earns/month. Period |
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lachlan Australia. Nov 13 2007 18:52. Posts 6991 | | |
highly effective teens... haha my parents used to love those stephen covey books... probably alright if u want to turn ur life around |
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Svenman87 United States. Nov 13 2007 21:43. Posts 4636 | | |
wtf ur not lazy...
if u are truly lazy you wouldn't have made such a long post
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haha, I think maybe I should put up limits or something too, lol. I'll hit you up on msn some day. |
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Venrae United States. Dec 07 2007 12:42. Posts 1545 | | |
| | On November 13 2007 16:33 MiPwnYa wrote:
ask your therapist how much he earns/month. Period |
I'm betting it's a lot. Shrinks can charge some major bank/lesson. |
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