I was just asleep, dreaming about having sex with an 18 year old virgin... Then I wake up to my cell phone going off, it's my buddy who is apparently back for spring break.
Glen Beck I like more times than not
but compared to this guy he is just a tiny blip
Each one of these is GOLD
Part 1
Part 2
hahaha and you MUST get to part 3
Part 4 is very very important
Part 5 conspiracy theory and 9/11
Part 6 <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
No one in DC today has the balls, the insight, combined with the perseverance and intelligence of this man
He speaks the truth to the best of his ability
and what the most important (edit)thing* is his ACTIONS speak louder than his WORDS
Obama and his 24/7 every step of the way teleprompter can go take a hike
so monday was pretty good day, up 4 bi in like 1k hands and then insta quit to watch prime time tv. Today was different though, got coolered a ton throughout and it seems I still can't control my swings as my graph is going up n down n shit, I really need some advice on how to just keep profiting and stop the retarded spewments
made some changes to my game etc etc (followed edzwoo's secret formula to winning poker LOLZ)
but in conclusion, running pretty damn good
HOWEVER, within a larger scope, i'm failing horribly at life, so ecstasy and despair are only balancing themselves out right now. and i'm still lifetilted about the massive spew the other day (previous blog).
actually life is failing so badly right now even this little heater isn't making me too happy. plus, i know all this shit is temporary and i'm eventually going to lose it all. fml.
hey, in a larger, perhaps cosmic sense, nothing really matters, right?
i think i'll just look at this winrate, however ephemeral it may be, and coyly crack a smile.
Is it normal to get stacked against sets 10 times in the same day ? (Serious Question)
I feel bad, been getting this awesome cards and down 6 BIs I'd say that almost 50% of my overpairs got beat by set today and I'm not gonna even talk about TPTKs.
Now when I get QQ+ instead of YAY i can't help but think, meh here we go again.
ok so i got my xbox 360 from pokerstars not too long ago. it's just been sitting in my closet, though. I want to go buy a few games for it, though, and i was wondering if anybody could recommend some good games. I LOVE to play RPGs (I had a playstation and PS2 forever), so those are my priority but any suggestions are appreciated. Also, after you list a game if you wouldn't mind telling me what kind of game it is that would be great.
yeah i buy CD's, i don't like pirating things. i'm a freak.
anyways i got this CD today, and it's so crazy different from his usual stuff. i think he actually did it right though. i usually don't dig "experimental" albums but i really can get into this.
So I've been running good as of late. It's nice being this close to a 10k month. Still not a 100% 2/4 reg but I'm working on it.
Decided to take Spring Quarter off from school, so I am fated to continue this lonely life of grinding :[. Trying to get my life on a healthier track, but I'm still too damn lazy to get a consistent work out schedule going on. I'm playing more basketball these days though which I love, occasionally with this pretty cute girl (reboundaments??) who tells me about her 2 dollar home game SNGs that she plays with her friends lmao, bustos. Also gonna take some time in April to getting my G37 modded, so maybe in a month or so I'll provide some more pics to this blog that don't have to do with graphs that resemble mountains or animals and shit.
50nl shot and theory of taking shotsby OneInTheStink, March 17
Had a horrible shot at 50nl. sets get flusheed on, oversets twice, and various ridiculous straight rivercards anyways. im on massive tilt now.
I think we take shots at a higher limit because we are at the end of a heater, so we well confident to take a shot at a higher limit. Only to have the inevitable doomswitch get turned on once we start shot taking. amiright?
So i haven't posted a blog message in a while, but basically i've been putting in around 5k-10k hands a day at nl50 running at around 2-3 ptbb/100. It's been sluggish and I seem to be getting better as time goes on, but I'm still worried about the transition to nl100 (which i'll prob. be going to later this week or next week).
anyways, heres a graph for the whole month so far, as you can see i'm having a bit of trouble with the red line, and I can't seem to make it flatten out. Its so strange...
nl5 http://i378.photobucket.com/albums/oo228/m3gaedke/3-17-09-nl5.png
nl5 was pretty esay as well. I ran really bad for the majority of my time at this level and I know I can beat it. I got 4th in a tourny for $80 which allowed me to move up to nl10 without playing many hands at this level.
nl10 - my current level http://i378.photobucket.com/albums/oo228/m3gaedke/3-17-09-nl10.png
I'm winning, but not at the rate I would like. I'm also running pretty well so far in my stay at nl10. There is a lot less free money at this level and I generally have to work for my winnings rather than it being given to me. I'm currently 19/15 at nl10 and I'm thinking of tightening up a bit, someone with experience tell me if this is a good idea or not.
I might do another movie review post soon since I just saw Slumdog Millionare and In Bruges. Thanks for all the help so far.
Raiz's poems pretty good (a few blogs down from this blog), kinda made me want to chronicle some of my poetry online, so im gonna post a few here that i wrote in the past few months (haven't written one in a month or two), a good backup, and hopefully some people that enjoy poetry can read
Some of you might not understand these, if you do, then enjoy, keep your mind open, wrote most of these after experiencing serious love/pain/ups/downs/drugs/etc
laugh it up girls, i like poetry, write a little bit, and have some sick mc skills from time to time (not on the spot, just flows out of me sometimes when im with friends, usually when im drinking or high ), def comes from the heart (as all poetry does obv)
hrm, i posted a couple on raiz's page that related to his poem, i've seen a few other lpers post some poetry, and im not gonna be blogging often anymore ne ways about poker, since its all just an ego show (Oh i won this much today, wee!!! praise me!!! or, oh, i lost this much today! and have bashing go on, why blog about standard variance everyday, its just stupid. Literally, its just a retarded cycle that needs to be stopped, so I'm stopping blogging about most things poker related except when I move from one limit to the next, or other important things that others may need to know. Mainly, I'll just post the graphs from each limit and let the green line speak for itself)
so, ugh, i'll post 4 poems here, def not posting a few certain ones, since some are obviously for my eyes only
First off, a poem to lead to the souls enjoyment.
"Dancing with no seat belts"
Its a mission to go out, open your mind and have fun
walk through the doors, release your inhibitions and you've won
don't take too much, or try to hard
you might get kicked out, so kick back and jump around
chemicals change your reality, too much is never too good
Losing yourself on the dance floor is something only a few would
feeling free as a bird, open to see the world
seeing bob in the sky, protecting us or spreading his word
finish the night with a drum and a beer
wake up the next morning wondering what the fuck went on here
Heres a poem I wrote, mixed with poker, in search of right and wrong, Jesus, drugs, and finding inner peace.
"The Path"
Life all is but just a game
One that will drive you insane
Beyond the edge you may go
This is one place only a few know
Upon arrival you may be lost
sharper than imagined
in search of the cross
aspiring one day to be again at peace
Eyes opened to a new world unleashed
If you find the rabbit and free your mind
Learning and truth will begin to unwind
The hole implodes, Your soul is true
The journeys begins, to each a new
Heres a poem I wrote relating to a bad acid trip I had that lasted over a year, distorted my views of reality, put me in a dark place for a long time, until I understood wtf was happening obv.
"Inner Demon"
Centuries before, never seemed to Exist
Awoken in Pain, blood Filled with piss
Beginning to wonder, is this a Dream
Losing sense of morality, ethics, Self-esteem
Shadows Emerge, from each corner and hall
Finding inner light, the biggest challenge of all
A racing mind of Dark morbid thoughts
Distorting your views of who you are Not
The world seems duller now, with Eyes full of pain
Theres but one question left, will I ever Change?
hrm, one more, a good one for everyone on this forum imo.
"Destination"
To get here one must travel far
through fires and storms til you stand true
you can hear all the darkness too
ones failed in the path suffering from broken hearts
Reaching out to see the gate took forever
but forever is never in our infinite time
its time to finally sit back and drink some wine
this is a bond that can not be broken or severed
Feeling of achievement and glory now fill your eyes
Chest full of love, no more pain, no more cries
You knew it'd be worth it, Is it what you had dreamed?
Such a hard path to fullfill, so many cried, kicked and screamed..
As you can see, I'm not a professional poet, almost every poem I write, I try to use a different style and not get caught up in the same rhythm and having poems all sound the same, I've written less than a dozen poems in my life, so call them all shit, i don't care, i believe these are poems that relate well to many poker players, and many other ppl that walk a similar path in life.
Alright LP, this should be my last blog until I get to Vegas.
I'm going to be mostly a live player now, I've made way more live in a fraction of the hours in my life than online ne ways. I'm still going to spend 1-30 hrs a week playing online, but cuttin down from 20-100 hrs a week is going to be very nice and healthy for me :-)
Wish everyone the best of luck, hope atleast a few ppl that appreciates poetry reads this blog b4 it gets bumped, I'm goin to sleep, almost 11am, wtf am I doing still up
Im seriously thinking about quitting poker for a while...
I mean.... I grind up well and then I get slain by Beats for days and im at the point where I started or even below because I wasted some $ in MTTs.....
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