Ok so my room mate is sayin that whenever he gets a regular bag of M&M's just the reg kind no PB or peanuts or anything but is saying that they all taste different(like the colors have different flavors. I just wanna start a poll and see who thinks they taste different when all the color is is just food colorin and no different flavors so help me prove him wrong LP
had a decent two months for 50nl and some 100nl, close to 7k total(inc rb) left stars coz i wanna make more.start playing then i realize software is shit, not motivated playing these shitty sites, i miss using stoplosscripts,280fpp sattys, tableninja and my telescope(sometimes), either table size is crap, unreal timebanks, loldonks but it feels worse when they win coz i feel "this site is so shit and donks still hit 2 outerz!" i also noticed missing the french/italians in euro sites, theyre a lot less juicer than before, making the whole move of transferring to eurodonks pointless. this is the time of year when i make a dumb decision and move back to stars and try to pull of 200kvpps or soemthing towards december and lose just as much as I can make in milestones and feel terrible during christmas time. imma deposit 100bi for nl100 and see if i can beat it now ( without any basis why, just coz i HAZ 100bi for it lol) ok after today im going for it. not going to post results coz its not gonna be pretty for sure lol. gl to me
-fpp pro for life
fuck winrate. it's all about the points now for me i guess
Estas jugando, y crees que todo esta bien... pero despues una cosa sale mal... y despues otra y otra... tratas de reponerte pero entre mas luchas mas te hundes... hasta que no puedes moverte... no puedes respirar
Thank you for the kindness. In a moment of darkness in which I was lost you allowed me to think and believe the impossible, specifically that everything would be ok and that good things would once again happen to me.
You gave me the strength to believe and you gave it freely and to no personal gain to yourself.
And so now I go out into the world and I pay it forward and although something tells me that you're gone know that you will never be forgotten. This is my love for you which I now speak to the wind to be passed down through time and maybe one day I will be able to help another as I was helped by you.
this is the only way that i know how to live: receptors on blast, mouth open, and driven by a massive ball of psychosexual energy. this is who i am.
they call it hypomania. it's not. for me, it is the normal resting state of my ego. it's me, in every sense of the term.
it's the guy who blasts blueprint 24/7, who likes cigarettes and loves cigars, who loves to fuck people who think the way that he thinks, who gets thirsty and chugs iced tea, and who demolishes all in his path in a socially acceptable way. the lover and the fighter. the killer and the slain through ejaculation. the battered and indignant. the victorious.
Poker is such a sick fucking joke. Variance affects this game more than people think it does. Fucking lifetime downswing in equity.... lose every flip, every 60/40, get set up, lose 3-1's, repeat.
People have no idea.
I returned back to blogging in early August in hopes of motivating the grind. My August goals were:
[ ] 2000 Games Played
[ ] $4,000 in Profits
[ ] MTT bink for $1,000+
BJLTNYK was on point in his assessment. I failed to achieve all 3 unfortunately. I ended down ($225) for the month and only got in about 747 sngs in.
Going to set my September goals in hopes of getting there. I have Borgata Poker Open coming up and I hope to play a few liveaments this month. Will keep you all updated. Best of luck to you all.
September is going to be hard to play 57k hands because the school will interfere and disturb the poker. Nevertheless I will try to play at least 50 k and also I will try to do a decent month such as this one.
And I also got to buy a car in september since im not moving back to CA, Fresno. I will stay in Estonia for this year to attend a better university.
Also lost like 8k US on some other site, but these stats are in € so it's all good. I guess I'm up about 40k + rakeback in total, which would make this one of my best months ever (at least top 3 I think). This is ridiculous considering how I only played 30-35k hands. On the other hand my winrate has been pretty good and I'm actually breakeven on 10/20 for the year now despite consistent losing for the first few months.
Will try to get stuff more on schedule as far as playing, eating, sleeping, school, BJJ etc next month. I feel that something is wrong if I can't get more then 30kish hands in a month without school and I think it has a lot do do with not being time effective. As I wrote in my last post I'm trying to get my sleeping right so I went to sleep at 11pm on Sunday, basically saying "screw turnaments, guys! I'm going home!" in my best Cartman-voice. Woke up at 4.30 since I wanted to have some food before working out, went to BJJ, came home, had another breakfast and such before going to school for some introduction crap. When I got home I felt super tired so I went to sleep at 4pm which probably was a bit to early so now I woke up 2 hours ago at 3.30AM. I think I might be on the right track but I gotta watch this.
Also thinking of starting to try for like 2 90min sessions of poker each day or 5 days a week or something just to make sure that I actually play. Gotta be productive! Also, I'll try to figure this BJJ thingy out. I still am annoyed that I suck at basically everything, but there's a couple of lights in the tunnel.
Despite bitching about working out enough I actually noticed a few days ago that I'm down ~10kg or so since new years eve. Makes me feel good and I'm really motivated to keep getting in better shape. Havn't 100% decided if I'll try to put priority on getting my body fat down or if I should try to get stronger. It'll probably be decided by how much time school takes up.
As in poker, there are also regular 'pokies' players. And, as in poker, over time they develop methods that supposedly make them winning players in their chosen game.
I don't know how many of you have been to the Casino or local club, and watched the regulars at the slot machines, but in case you haven't, I will impart part of their secret tactics to supposed win at the game.
Heres a list:
(1) First, and foremost, I call it 'Wiping the screen'. When you have time, go sit down beside a bunch of baby boomers at the pokies, and notice that when they hit a feature, they will excessively wipe the screen before each spin.
(2) Second, I call it the 'double tap'. Its pretty simple really, rather than push the spin button once, use two quick swift tap motions.
(3) Third, I call it 'tap it ti tap'. Basically, its just excessive unnecessary tapping when they hit a feature. For those of you who don't know, a feature is when you win multipe free spins, and this does not require you to tap.
(4) Fourth, I call it 'rub it'. This is less common, but is still out there. Basically its when the gambler or their companion reach to the side of the machine and give it a couple of rubs.
And theres many more, which you will discover if you keep your eyes peeled. But yeah, if you are not using any of these secret tactics, you obviously doing something wrong at it .
I am looking for a low-midstakes NL coach who can help me take my game to the next level. I want them to be a big winner over a large sample size.
I am interested in something fairly long term where I start playing at 100nl and then build up to higher stakes. I might be interested in some type of profit sharing setup. I do not need a backer or anything because I have my own bankroll. Primarily interested in identifying and plugging leaks in my play.
If any coaches are interested or if anyone has any recommendations please hit me up.
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