Hm i played another session of Nl50 FR
I played not good and spew away a lot of money...
also lost some flips like FD+ AK vs KK on flop.
nevertheless i ended up 7$
After playing a shitload of Nl30 ( Nl20€) 6 max NL50 FR seems so fucking easy.
everybody is a nit without balls.
Just raise the shit outa them and give up when they repop ( which is almost never the case) ...
then valuetown them hard when u have a set or 2 pair straight or whatever when they play their AA Kk QQ ...
I will change back to 6max tomorrow but if i run bad i ll stick to Nl50$ FR for a while i guess.
I also got another role offer for a short film.
This time i accepted
Its about the dangers of misuse of powers when the staate makes people fear about things they have no need to be in panic
Recently there was a big discussion in germany about the increase of violence by our youth.
Thats where the film is set in a fictive
Scenario :
Due to the public being in fear of violent teenagers the staate decides to give the police more power.
The goal is to prevent violent acts of teenagers before they even happen.
The police is allowed to use every way they see as neccessary to operate successfully vs teenagers that are potentially being in act of doing violent stuff.
The problem is now that many of the police officers begin to enjoy their new power and misuse it.
They start to beat up teenagers for fun.
thats where i come into play
The beat em up scenes ^^
to make it look more realistic they plan to make real contact in the fight scenes. ( not full contact 100% but they actually wanna hit the person)
So they need a person whom they can beat up a bit without hurting him too much.
they needed someone who is young enough , looks like some teen rebel skater when clothed right and can take some punches without getting hurt.
So they went to the next MMA dojo and found me
Think this is gonna be fun.
ALl i have to do is stand in front of a wall with a beer in my hand and urinate against it.
the police officers come and push me against the wall and start to beat me up till i almost die
YAy
this is my outfit for the film ( me from the back)
Last night had a pretty good payout at nl500, up like $1,300 or so. I'm too lazy to make a story, but just know that it's similar to rekruls mafia story. Except this man was Venezeulenian and i didn't fear for my life so much. The tourist ended up leaving the casino around 3 and we played 5 handed till the room closed down at 5:45, they let us go a little more cuz we were having such a good game. Nice to say i won the last two pots, one of which was $650 pot against the old Venezulaina mafia man
I'm done with school and I will be on vacations until Monday 24th. Great.
I'm gonna have fun this weekend and play some intense MTT and cash sessions from next monday to next thursday, then i'll party the weekend and face my reality to go back to school.
It's good to be finally off school, this semester has been very difficult for me, subjects are hard and I haven't cared enough for them and I've failed a few months.
I'm trying to get into LAPT via steps and things have been going decent, Im in for like $150 and currently on Step 4.
Alrite, thanks for reading and see you at LAPT! :D
(thx for snap clicking on my link, tytytytytyty)
Its been awhile since ive blogged, so this one should be pretty lengthy. Not even sure where to start so ill just start rambling considering I am all jacked up on adderol/oxycodine/mountain dew mdx/parliament lights.
Poker has been extremely shitty for the most part. I ended up starting march out -1k over my first 13k hands. That, along with having to make some large cash outs, have caused me to drop to busto stakes. This past week i've been grinding 50NL, with some 100NL mixed in when I feel I am playing well. Ive been playing 6max for the most part with some FR mixed in occasionally. Every time I attempted to play HU sessions, I run god awful. I don't feel like dealing with the swings of HU with my bankroll being as vulnerable as it is right now, so I am going to put HU on hold for awhile.
I recently switched user names on Stars and FTP to help resolve my negative emotions towards my current screen names(I know its dumb, but it does help me psychologically). I played roughly 3300 hands last night on the new user names, and it actually went well...towards the end at least. I still feel I am spewing in some spots, and am having difficulty adjusting to the players at these stakes. I am experimenting with a few things, trying to adapt to the current state of the games. I think I am getting the hang of it, and really working hard to try and fix my leaks. Hopefully i'll be back at 100NL by the end of March, and back at 200NL by May. Heres my PT screenshot, and graph of the session. If you do manage to figure out my new names, I would greatly appreciate it if you didn't publicly out me. Anyways, here they are. Small sample LDO
I have been getting absolutely raped in tournaments lately. I feel like I am playing well, but the way I have been running is just getting ridiculous. Its not a matter of losing flips or races. I can handle that. Its that none of my big hands will ever hold. Aces, Kings, etc AI pf never hold. Any big hand I flop, sets, etc etc, always find a way to lose. Its pretty insane how ungodly bad i've run the past few months. Check the hands I post for further proof. Hopefully it will turn around soon, but obviously I just got on a new Mtt staking deal, so I will most likely have a big score soon as that always seems to happen when I decide to get staked... Oh well.
As far as life in general goes, its been pretty meh. School is dumb, I am getting pretty decent grades (3.66 gpa). I am talking to my ex girlfriend again, which may or may not be a good thing. We dated for a long time, and are very compatible, but I am still uneasy about the whole thing. I did end up getting diagnosed as batshit crazy by the psychiatrist. Not sure what to think about it. They didn't prescribe me adderol which I am furious about to say the least. Instead they put me on this stupid Welbutrin shit which isn't doing anything for me. I go back soon, and hopefully he'll prescribe me some adderol as this medicine isn't working. I will be starting Gaelic Football training soon, which I am pretty pumped about. I cant wait for the season to start. We have nationals in Boston this year, so that should be pretty amazing to say the least. It should be a good summer.
Thats all I can think of for now. I guess this didn't end up being a terribly long post, oh well.
Peace
Pat
I am really digging this song lately, it pretty sick
Heres my current favorite Youtube clip. How can you not love laughing babies?
Played 1k hands in the morning and up 1 buyin not much but at least an improvement from the last 5 days losing 2-3 buyins everyday. I was playing decent the whole way except for the bit at the end where I spewed a bit.
just bumping the post below cause i leave in 5 hours and if you're european and want to hang with the coolest American since Reagan you should PM me now or something.
We're done with this hotel job in mid april, I should have 1.6-2k saved up by then. I don't think im gonna go to the next job and I've been thinking about something.
I'm gonna take a maybe one month shot at being a live grinder. I miss the freedoms of being a poker player and i hate having my life scheduled. Playing live is really good for me because it takes away most all of the ways that I can tilt. When I tilt I don't start playing stupid, I can't do that because it goes against my ways. I merely chase my losses on HU sng or something stupid, variance rapes me, and i go busto.
From my 15-20 live sessions(NL200) I can only recall two losing sessions and I know it's a really really easy game at my local casino. My only real question is if I can make enough money to live off of + maybe still increase my br at the same time to move up stakes eventually.
I think something like 25bb/100 isn't THAT far fetched in this game and is prob attainable. IF i can pull that off I'm averaging a $1 profit per hand. I'm not sure exactly how many hands I can play per hour, but im gonna guess 30ish, so looking at a raw $30/h from that winrate. Gotta figure in tips too so prob like 25-26/h.
I also gotta spend ~20 on gas each day I go to the casino and spend a bit of money on food although I could easily skip around eating during sessions.
If/when I do this I'm gonna try the best I can to make it really scientific. I'm gonna take something with me to keep track of my stats, maybe like one of the things that an umpire uses to keep track of strikes/balls/outs. Instead I'd use it for hands played/# of hands vp$ip/pfr
So today on sherdog radio. TJ and Josh were talking about top 10. I called them and weighed in. At first they talked about top 5 ufc since zuffa and our list came down to something like.
randy
chuck
hughes
silva
and ? I said gsp but they were kinda half and half since he had a suspect loss to serra
I asked them about Kid but they didn't really weigh in on him. I want to give a shout out to naz/keanu they showed me the light about how godly Kid is.
Anyway here is my top 10 guys of all time. Understand we are talking about "of all time" not how they would fair today. so in no particular order.
bas rutten
royce gracie
frank shamrock
chuck lidell
randy couture
matt hughes
fedor emelianenko
big nog
wandy
sakuraba
the only one that i was semi unsure of was wandy because of his recent situation. but he was god in his prime and he's koed so many people.
guys who could take his place or are in top 20.
kid
spider
gsp
bj penn
henderson
any others you guys want to add?
if you got a problem with my list lets debate it :o
This game is frustrating the shit out of me, i can't score in an mtt except winning these shitty 4$ 180, can't win a godamn mother fucking donkament. Play str8 solid for 5 hours only to get knock out and win 50$ -_-
Cash games are frustrating as well, make profit only to lose it the next day due to massive coolers/suck out. I know i shouldn't be ranting but i swear i wish i could run good for a short period just to have some faith and confidence back, my game is not the greatest for sure and i do realize it, but i think i could ez beat my current limit if only the deck would stop defecate on my head...
Started out today down 2-3 buyins and grinded back to even after a while same as the last few days. After staying breakeven for a while I decided to stop and just as I was about to close the tables lost 2 buyins.
aside from these 3 hands I didnt win a single pot over $10 since I rarely hit the flop and never got action when I did also got raised 50% of the time I cbet
So if anyone of u is in a massive DS that affects your mood and fun in life
I really suggest to change sites for a while.
Just for psychological reasons.
I recently changed from Unibet to Ipoker cause i run like shit on Unibet.
first 600 hands on Ipoker were just lol ...
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