To clarify something

ROFL @ and if i hear another word about it im going to fucking find logiabs, pay him $4k to hunt you down and kill you.


that was great^^

Some clarification here too

I don't think I can hang yet with the best yet and I play high stakes, you haven't proved you could be a good winning player so far neilly, so humble it up and accept the fact that you're nothing more than an average poker player who knows a bit more what to do than the occasional fish....

You are not any more talented than the .5/1 or 1/2 grinders on LP.... and if by any chance you'd happen to think otherwise well you will still have to prove it

@ the only people i "owe" anything to have given me infinite time to pay them back, have never hassled me about it, and to be honest its none of your guys fucking business...

I'm not sure if this is a level, I mean from your posts you seem to be a person who is able to poke fun at yourself which is great lol


but the idea that its no ones business, well it only applies when you don't share the information around yourself...

fayth, to be 100% honest if i am as talented as the .5/1 and 1/2 grinders on LP i am extremely happy with that, i don't consider myself to be better than that, i hope and aspire to be a 5/10 reg one day, but realize this is more of a dream than something that is realistic, although its achievable

and well, kantoiki, i have a good sense of humor about 99% of the time, but todays been a very bad day for me, and after the constant flames in my last blog post i went through some previous ones and saw the reputation that lp was percieving me as, which was completely false and uninformed. I'm not going to have ppl sit there making false accusations and berating me, especially ppl that don't know me, and or have NO reason to say the things that were said.

And its not anyones business, but somehow there were more than 30 people apparently saying I OWE SO MUCH MONIES TO THE WORLD when in fact i don't owe much at all, not more than a day or twos worth of winnings.

like i said, todays been a very bad day for me, and i'm not in the mood for any shit at the moment, and after reading the blasphemy in previous posts, its only right that the people know the truth and i clear my name.

Ryan.

no it isnt the fact u owe so many ppl money, its the fact u didnt pay back all ur debts when u HAD the fucking money. u ran ur shit too10k and played raiden and correct me if im wrong but u didnt clear debts during that time which imo is fucking pathetic and scummy. IF im wrong then i apologize but i figure im not considering ppl have mentioned this before and u never protested it.

At the time I owed doomer $180, OMFG, $180 !!! WHAT WOULD HE DO WITHOUT THE $180 ON A $100,000 BANKROLL

OMFG ITS THE END OF THE WORLD SHANE! Especially because he knew he would get it, and he knows just as anyone who has EVER lent me a cent that i will do some crazy shit with it. Its part of who i am.

i didn't owe jlost a penny or robinson a penny at that time.

so, your corrected, and i might be "PATHETIC and SCUMMY" for doing it, but i didn't find $180 to be a big deal at all.

not for him, not for me.

I fail to see how owing money is justified if the person you owe it to earns 100k+. I think it speaks volumes as to what goes on in that little brain of yours and what sort of person you are.

I wont pay the bank back because they earn billions.

On October 17 2008 23:17 Funktion wrote: I fail to see how owing money is justified if the person you owe it to earns 100k+. I think it speaks volumes as to what goes on in that little brain of yours and what sort of person you are. I wont pay the bank back because they earn billions.

ya ur mindset isnt rly where it needs to be as a human.

edit: w/e man im not trying to argue, if u wanna view it that way go for it. idc rly cuz theres no convincing u otherwise. as long as ur happy w urself thats all that matters rly sorta.

how can i even respond to that

have u read the post?

doomer was my fucking teacher you retard (funktion), hes a close friend, he has over 100k in the bank, its obviously not a RUSH to get him less than $200. I have paid him close to $800 on a short roll over the course of the last year which shows what sort of person i am. He KNOWS as do I KNOW that he will get it back.

and if there was a break for even 2 minutes between my game with raidan, and it had dawned on me to pay him back i would have instantly, and he knows this.

it went like this - nl1k with 5k - down to 400 - up to 10k - change table to nl5k - lost 10k - no monies to payback

that simple
it was there quicker than a blink and gone quicker than a blink

and yes i was stupid for playing him hu @ NL5k, but i had my reasons and i felt it was a shot to make a shitton of money.

tbh, during the whole heads up run the last thing on my mind was paying back any tiny debts, i was caught up in the moment of playing my A+ game, i was running well and I wasn't to be distracted by anything, or think of anything other than "did he hit the flush?" "he bet the ace on 4th street, whys he repping the straight"

At the time I owed doomer $180, OMFG, $180 !!! WHAT WOULD HE DO WITHOUT THE $180 ON A $100,000 BANKROLL

You don't just not pay someone because you think he has enough money as it is. Or at least you would not if you had a little selfrespect

It is of course another matter if doomer said to you "ok its fine, pay when you like I have enough monies already".

k im done posting in this, ill let you guys flame yourselves retarded, i made my point, theres nothing left to say, i'm going to continue to play, and as doomer knows, and (jlost and robinson) - the newly accrued debts / both from 3-4 months ago that nobody knew about until i made this blog post, I am a man of my word and I will pay them back, just as I've paid back every debt I've had in the past.

Yes, sometimes its taken me a month, or even a year to pay back a debt, but they always get paid, and if I were to EVER be asked to pay the debt and had the money disposable they would have always been insta-paid.

I am a man that has 3 debts, oh, and i owe nazgul $10 and artanis $25, which I make in less than 20 minutes of play, so I feel it wasn't needed to post in the blog.

I'm an honest man, yes i've made mistakes, yes i've fucked up some, but i am not a liar, not a cheater, not a scammer, and definately not someone who would fucking backstack someone who helped them.

if they are so small why dont u just pay them and dont owe anybody anything?

20 mins x 3 = 60 mins

$75/hour = 3k/week or something at 40 hour/week.

how iz u in debt

doomers just 2 nice to say anything.. one day i shit in his bed AND computer chair and he didnt even get that mad..

last post in the thread - torwards you baal since i respect your opinion

a month ago my computer died, i cashed out 1/2 my roll (had 1.6k) and left 800 on, (needed to buy a new computer to be able to play obviously. I then suffered some sick beats and went on tilt really hard (was 2/10 in a $109 tournament that started with like 250 ppl or smthing, got AI AQ vs KJ on Q44 board for a 2/1 chiplead) (1st was 6k), obviously turn was a king and i got crippled from 65k to 3-4k in chips..after that i was supermindfucked and played some games outside my roll during this tilting time that i never should i have done. i ran my roll down to $20. From there I haven't been able to re-deposit because of usa credit card restrictions and i don't have a car, so i couldn't drive to western union. (although I just got a car a few days ago for my birthday as a gift from my father, first time on the road again in the last 15 months)

I've been trying to rebuild from less than $50 since then, and haven't felt the patience to sit and start regrinding from the penny tables, so i was taking shots at microstakes mtt's and $2 180 man turbos. this didn't pan out well and im as close to being bust as one can be without actually being bust.

Also, I've been fairly broke lately irl because of moving to a new city / obviously going out to meet some new friends in the new city / paying rent / food / bills / etc

I'll pay them all as soon as i possibly can though, its a main priority of mine and not an issue with myself or anyone who backed me when I needed it.

I really wish i had thought to pay doomer when I was running up the hu ladder w/ the high cashflow, the thought just never crossed my mind...

Ryan

gogo neilly show them WHATS UP

Why do you care in the first place ? Just go on that's all.
I know that you've been in lp.net for a long time, and even if you had to owe money to anyone i'd not care at all because i know that you'll grind it back and then wouldn't get any debts later on.
Just do what you think is best, then everything will be fine.

On October 17 2008 23:56 NeillyJQ wrote: last post in the thread - torwards you baal since i respect your opinion

On October 17 2008 23:20 shaneomac wrote: ya ur mindset isnt rly where it needs to be as a human.

lol

i dont think how much money a person has should dictate how important it is to pay them back. yeah if someone with $100 lends you $50 i get the point but making that kind of distinction draws the thinest possible line next to scamming. its only 1k to a person with 1billion dollars he wont miss it, etc etc

i get this isnt your intention and you arent scamming anyone, just something to think about.

H_ - i respect everyone as humanity and believe in the growth of the human soul, but you too have to recognize the amount of players that are unknown posters or rarely known posters that are berating me.


i never cared what ppl thought for years, i actually thought most of ppl calling me degen n shit was comical, but when i found out people are taking personal shots at my character with false pretenses, i felt a need to clarity the situation so ppl can understand if they choose to read my blog.

i thank those in support, you guys all know im here for the long haul and we're all gonna get rich together, i swear to god i won't give up until i make it.

the graph nolan posted really opened my eyes to how much i should be making instead of constantly chasing big wins, its new inspiration for me to have the willpower to regrind back up the limits yet again (something i've been hesitant to do lately because i was so sick of doing it over and over and fucking it up, but just realizing i can stay at nl25 and nl50 and make 4k a month is enough motivation for me. Thats enough to save 20k in fuckin 5 months!!!! also theres like no fucking pressure at nl25 and nl50, can get to NL25 in a month ez, so 7 months from now even having 17-35k i can live anywhere i want in the world. (i say 35k cuz i'm sure some weeks ill swung down as normal and up others, i do believe i'll win a big tournament soon when im rolled again) when i was a 6max reg i ran at 7.4 and i'm sure i've become better since then)

BUT EVERYONE BEWARE, IVE MADE THIS POST 347 OTHER TIMES WHEN I'VE REALIZED SHIT SO IT PROBABLY WON'T SINK IN AS WELL AS IT SHOULD (really baked at the moment)

I'll be aggressive as fuck getting there, and sure to be at nl10 / nl25 in no time, gettin started this weekend hopefully

PU, i see where your coming from, but its not the intention at all in any aspect, and in alot of the situations i literally I am the guy with $200 in my pocket and no money on stars compared to him having $100k, yes i made a mistake and didn't pay back the final $180 of the $880 loan of the debt when i had the money, but i'm 100% sure doomerface doesn't lay in bed wondering "i wonder if neillyaa is going to ship me that 180 tomorrow....i really hope so dreame can...."images of lone sheep jumping over a tattered fence""

I'll give it to him when i hit nl25, my first 5k hands or so should do it


GooDLuCk
Ryan

--- Nuked ---

ROFL NEILLY

das da spirit bohy, go getter son

On October 18 2008 00:59 PoorUser wrote: i dont think how much money a person has should dictate how important it is to pay them back. yeah if someone with $100 lends you $50 i get the point but making that kind of distinction draws the thinest possible line next to scamming. its only 1k to a person with 1billion dollars he wont miss it, etc etc i get this isnt your intention and you arent scamming anyone, just something to think about.

I think the fact he uses quotation marks next to the word owe and dismisses the amounts of money he owes as trivial shows just how little regard he has for the debts he accumulates, and how little personal character Neilly has. I wouldn't call anybody who lends him money an idiot, as it is obviously their money to lend, but why lend it to him? Once he's gambled the money it's no longer a factor worth considering to him, it's only a smal sum of money compared to what the lender actually has available to them, so it doesn't matter when they get it back!

Scumbaggery at its finest.

"BUT EVERYONE BEWARE, IVE MADE THIS POST 347 OTHER TIMES WHEN I'VE REALIZED SHIT SO IT PROBABLY WON'T SINK IN AS WELL AS IT SHOULD (really baked at the moment)"

Impressive, for the first time you realize this vicious circle you've been in and the fact that you are a delusional person. There might actually be hope after this!