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NeillyJQ United States. Sep 25 2008 20:23. Posts 8947 | | |
After a few years of grinding up the limits, I have come to the realization that online poker is definitely not the right path in my life for now.
The urge to constantly be playing midstakes underrolled has taken its toll on my mind and soul, and the disapointment that I have constantly put myself through has made me a very unhappy person.
I've been putting alot of unfair pressure on myself to win alot of money, and have forgotten why I even liked this game in the first place, its become a tedious grind and battle with myself that I can't handle anymore.
I'm going to play the big tournaments on saturday and sunday and call it quits on monday the 29th, taking what little dignity I have left and pursuing a job I am more fit for.
I want to thank LP for everything, teaching me the right way to play and the support I recieved from many of the players, especially DooMeR, Raszi, Fazi, day[9], Robinson and cro)deadman.
I still have a few outstanding debts to a couple players in the community, and I want them to know that I will not forget about them and will pay them back as soon as I can.
My birthday is coming up next week (october 3rd), and I'm getting a new car (my fath,er is buying for me) as well as starting a new job at Atlantic Broadband (nov 1st). (local cable company)
I plan to work there until spring of next year, and then moving to a tropical climate and hopefully restarting online poker with a proper bankroll for atleast nl100 - nl200. (4-10k)
During this break I hope to find more stability and balance in my life.
I'll still be using LP from time to time and continuing to coach my students on my spare time, as well as having home games once a month and visiting the casino every 2-3 months for a weekend of poker.
my first student was deadman, now fenner and bmjr02 and dmcc2462 are my students **edit on ppl asking who my students were
In no means is this a goodbye, more like a cya soon and I wish you all the best of luck.
GL everyone,
Ryan (DReaMe) (NeillyAA)
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nutshot United States. Sep 25 2008 20:24. Posts 4539 | | |
first in epic comments section? |
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jase Australia. Sep 25 2008 20:28. Posts 1604 | | | |
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Ryan,I really liked reading this and I hope everything will go well with your upcoming plans.
Good luck! |
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not to be a dick here, but i dont get this at all.. u say u gonna quit but everything else u say implies u r going to play a lot |
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it implies hes trying to achive some stability in life.
Try to understand the content you're reading. |
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lebowski Greece. Sep 25 2008 20:41. Posts 9205 | | |
I didn't realise you were putting so much pressure on yourself.
By the way you handled money I thought you were just in it for the thrills
anyway try to hold on to your words gl |
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PoorUser  United States. Sep 25 2008 20:46. Posts 7472 | | |
post was nice
but you have students...? |
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nutshot United States. Sep 25 2008 20:55. Posts 4539 | | |
| | On September 25 2008 19:46 PoorUser wrote:
post was nice
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this?... |
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Loco Canada. Sep 25 2008 20:59. Posts 21020 | | |
I don't know how you guys manage to still take this guy seriously...
yeah the student part was fucking HILARIOUS |
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TenBagger United States. Sep 25 2008 21:00. Posts 2018 | | |
You have outstanding debts...
but you're buying a new car
have some integrity and forego an option or two or even get a less expensive model and honor your obligations. |
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Fayth Canada. Sep 25 2008 21:25. Posts 10085 | | | |
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Bejamin1 Canada. Sep 25 2008 21:26. Posts 7042 | | |
I give him a week until his triumphant return. |
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TBB United States. Sep 25 2008 21:31. Posts 781 | | |
| | On September 25 2008 20:00 TenBagger wrote:
You have outstanding debts...
but you're buying a new car
have some integrity and forego an option or two or even get a less expensive model and honor your obligations. |
^^my first thoughts. seriously dude, you go from saying you're going to pay people back ASAP, then you say you're buying a new car. don't lie. |
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Sennpu Canada. Sep 25 2008 21:37. Posts 1960 | | | |
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tloapc Pitcairn. Sep 25 2008 21:45. Posts 2591 | | | |
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JoeDeertay United States. Sep 25 2008 21:47. Posts 1730 | | |
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k4ir0s Canada. Sep 25 2008 21:51. Posts 3483 | | |
this is why so many people say to keep poker just as a hobby, especially if you play micro/low stakes :<
gl neilly! |
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NeillyJQ United States. Sep 25 2008 22:32. Posts 8947 | | |
my dads buying me a new car for my birthday |
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NeillyJQ United States. Sep 25 2008 22:34. Posts 8947 | | |
my first student was deadman, now fenner and bmjr02 and dmcc2462 are my students
i don't charge 150$ / hr
i charge 25$ hr |
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| | On September 25 2008 22:05 devon06atX wrote:
can i be your student?
pretty pretty please? with sugar on top? |
You shouldnt be sarcastic because I'm absolutely sure hes better then you in FR,6max and HU. |
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NerO United States. Sep 25 2008 23:11. Posts 2402 | | |
ryan sad 2 see man  hope u get all ur shit back n line n u say ur moving some place warm in a year.. hit me up for sure if u end up in florida i found a lil underground home game 1/2 max buyin 400.. run once or twice a week n its super super ez so hit me up if ur in florida |
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Loco Canada. Sep 25 2008 23:26. Posts 21020 | | |
lol @ paying this brain dead retard $25/h to teach you things, wow just wow. |
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100Large Canada. Sep 26 2008 00:02. Posts 359 | | | |
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ikc5 United States. Sep 26 2008 00:27. Posts 406 | | |
lol Deadman should coach Neilly imo, especially on br management.
I dunno though Loco, I think if he just sat down with 40 bis and put his pride away and wasn't obsessed with moving to x stake so people would think he's cool, he'd probably be a big long term winner. |
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Loco Canada. Sep 26 2008 09:19. Posts 21020 | | |
I have seen him post a thousand hands, and my take on that is... No, definitely not. |
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NeillyJQ United States. Sep 26 2008 23:53. Posts 8947 | | |
im very sure ill be a winner when i return, i have some personal issues that i need to work on before being able to be successful at this game imo |
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| Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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Feiticeira United Kingdom. Sep 29 2008 08:41. Posts 3047 | | | |
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Edjon Netherlands. Sep 29 2008 08:47. Posts 1579 | | |
Good luck and see u seen back |
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