hate home

get your own place mate
im playing a lot lower than u and i have one

uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers

On January 25 2008 15:34 SolarMusic wrote: uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers

its not like i want to copy someone else
i just want to be who i want to be.. i dont want people to tell me how to be..

that sucks

motivation is good though

i could use some

errrrrrr

anyway poker has saved me from my parents
cos i know that if i did finish my medicine degree at uni and became a doctor.. i would have had no money when i finished my degree etc and for the first 5-6 years while i was working... so i know i woulda had to rely on my parents for everything therefore listened to what bullshit they had to say

lucky poker has been good for me.. and now i can just get my own place.. apply for whatever degree i want to do.. whereever i want to do it and whenever and just get on my the life i want to live

anyway its too comlplicated too explain.. im just annoyed right now

dude u can afford to move out, just go find a place with month to month rent and rent it till u figure out what u wanna do.. or something.

On January 25 2008 15:34 SolarMusic wrote: uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers

wtf has this got to do with anything

On January 25 2008 15:37 F4Zi wrote: Show nested quote + On January 25 2008 15:34 SolarMusic wrote: uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers its not like i want to copy someone else i just want to be who i want to be.. i dont want people to tell me how to be..

first time i quote something here (lol)

if you're waiting for your brothers to grow up and leave afterwards you'll have the best time of your life ruined.
if you leave now you'll have a very bad conscience (wrong spelling...whatever) towards your brothers.
so everything you do seems wrong atm as it seem....
one way is to start a new life somewhere else and forget the past, the other one is to live the life you dont want to...its really tough and i dunno what to say

On January 25 2008 15:49 sOah wrote: Show nested quote + On January 25 2008 15:34 SolarMusic wrote: uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers wtf has this got to do with anything

Seems like you're losing at the tables.

:ASDF

On January 25 2008 15:49 SolarMusic wrote: Show nested quote + On January 25 2008 15:37 F4Zi wrote:   On January 25 2008 15:34 SolarMusic wrote: uhhhh the clash of cultures.....you live in a society where muslims are the minority.....its fucking standard that you dont wanna be like them. you're not doing anything wrong. go your own way....cheers its not like i want to copy someone else i just want to be who i want to be.. i dont want people to tell me how to be.. first time i quote something here (lol) if you're waiting for your brothers to grow up and leave afterwards you'll have the best time of your life ruined. if you leave now you'll have a very bad conscience (wrong spelling...whatever) towards your brothers. so everything you do seems wrong atm as it seem.... one way is to start a new life somewhere else and forget the past, the other one is to live the life you dont want to...its really tough and i dunno what to say

yeah .. i gotta make a choice

at least your not jew with german parents

I THINK UR D4D READS UR BLOG LOL

i'd leave my parents place but it's just sooo +ev atm

Yeah living with parents is not always ez, im not totally in your situation but i can surely understand.

You must know that even if they sometimes piss you off madly, they are still trying to do their best job as parent. The fact is that they don't always know whats the best for you since you are not living the same life as they did, but do not let frustration take bad decision. You do not want to live the same way as they did and it is totally correct, But this might not be the way that they imagine you grow and it might be hard sometimes for them to totally understand you and give you the best advice, the fact is that they prolly only wants to protects you.

I know that sometimes you can get really mad about them, but keep in mind that they are still the one who gave you life.
Just take the time to think about it so you can be sure to do the right move.

On January 25 2008 16:07 Robinson47 wrote: at least your not jew with german parents

lol

thhis is just a complicated situaation i shouldnt have brought it up
nm

yo fazi, just a quick note.

its pretty offensive to people when you act like your parents are "cunts" because they wont pay for some of your school. i worked hard to pay my way through school and my parents worked hard to raise me right so i could do it.

just something to think about in the future, a lot of people struggle to get an education because their parents aren't able to assist them and you don't want to look like you take such things for granted

and your parents may be wankers, but theyre undoubtedly the two people who have had the biggest impact on your social development and may have more to do with your poker/life success than it feels like at times.

that being said,

move out you fag you're too old to be living with parents.

In my humble opinion I think you should respect your parents a bit more. Afterall they probably just want what they think is best for you. I suppose both your parents are academics and want you to go the same way. Anyway you should get some perspective after all, even tough you have big disagreements about life and how you should live they are still family and not something to take for granted.

On January 25 2008 16:07 Robinson47 wrote: at least your not jew with german parents

rofl..

Just keep in mind that Being parents isnt always easy, im not telling you to listen to them, only trying to help you so you can understand the situation on their side, anyway i dont know shit about your life so i might be totally wrong.
My dad often piss me off, and i often dont listen to him and do what ever i want, but i still know that hes only trying to help me out, even if sometimes it is totally useless and it makes me go nuts.

Anyway, sorry if what i told you was totally useless.