It's my birthday today - Page 2

Has anyone noticed the big ass juiceheads (or they don't have to be juiceheads necessarily) will pump up in a sweatshirt or something like that and then once they get pumped up they take it off and are in some small ass tank top. I don't ever want to be in that space.

"The way you say my name makes me feel like I'm that nigga... but I'm still unemployed"

I always wondered if Frank Ocean turned some male encounters into women encounters on Pyramids. I don't know if he is bisexual or gay. I am slightly interested if he is a top or a bottom. I don't know why but that shit interests me.

I don't have a lot of experience with gay friends. The friend i was talking to last night I think is gay. He might think I'm gay. I go to a gay meeting because it's an awesome meeting with cool people. Anyways, he was talking about going to movies and musical shows and I didn't want to give off the impression that it would be a date but rather we both like movies and music and it would be fun to go. He talked about going with straight people and that relaxed me. He most certainly has a lot more experience having straight friends than I do gay friends. There is always a tit for tat in any interactions between people. It's interesting. I tend to overthink it like I am doing here but I think it is very important to understand the tit for tat in all situations. I have missed things in the past, I have failed to escalate things when I should, and then times when I am manic I have jumped the gun and it leads to undesirable outcomes. If both parties know how to play tit for tat properly things just work out a lot smoother and there is less grief and bullshit.



I would do anything for the high. How un-buddhist of me. But, I still want the high. No low. Don't want the low. Get me the high. I almost like more of a smooth burn high. Climbing a mountain, taking the dog for a walk, decent conversation, exploring a woman's body, pushing her up against the wall, and kissing her until she's wet. Ohhhh, the clitoris. The Clitoris. Shit. I made someone's vagina my higher power once. That's stupid. Higher powers are kind of stupid. Meh. Who knows? God is kind of stupid though.

Fuck this. I need to go train.