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locoo   Peru. Aug 11 2011 01:51. Posts 4561 | | |
First days of august were shitty, especially that day where i lost a bunch, i fucking tilted, i'm not supposed to tilt but I did. It was such a pathetic tilt too, basically that day I had my glasses fixed and I borrowed my dad's for a couple days while they fix mine, not great but I can see ok at least for driving, promised myself I wouldn't play poker until mine were fixed... yeah right.
At night even when my head hurt from using glasses that didn't belong I had the amazing idea of playing "for a bit", what's the worse that can happen. So i open 10/20 PLO (even more genius from me, play a game i barely know) and start playing like a crazy maniac and not even thinking about any spot, just shoving and shoving, whenever I tried to think my head hurt a bit, sometimes more, so I probably unconciously decided not to think. But I don't stop, because after 10 mins im already down like 10bis or whatever, tilt comes and my head hurts even more. Bah this is retarded I'm just gonna stop, fucking stop. I stopped... for a while. After 30~ minutes I come back, I'm thinking well I'm in the hole already, might as well go deep, so I open 25/50 PLO and try to actually play good, ofc I still have no idea wtf I'm doing but I get lucky, and I win like 10k right away... cool... Not, I start running badly and lose all my profit and then some more... Finally I see what's going on, im tilted and it's retarded to keep playing, i'll make it all back when i'm sober.
Took me a couple days to get back my mental state, I'm so ashamed because this can't happen, not anymore. My tilt wasn't primarily because I was losing money, of course that didn't help either, but because I didn't listen to myself when I perfectly stated that I wasn't gonna play before I get my glasses back. Fucking glasses, my sight is shit I should get surgery, prob will.
Oh, this helped me a lot to get back to my mental state, you guys have heard for sure about Penn & Teller, I watched their whole show Fool Us on youtube, highly entertaining if you like magic, maybe even if you don't but who the fuck doesn't like magic.
<iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/xlwkHiuDNTo" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
There are better and worse than that, but for some reason I really like that one. I also watched some Eps of their Bullshit show, but most weren't that good to be honest..., seemed kinda rushed. Most of their shit is pretty good tho.
Looking forward to see their show in Vegas if I ever make it there.
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whamm!   Albania. Aug 11 2011 01:54. Posts 11625 | | |
can i borrow this graph?
yours truly,
DIH
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Mariuslol   Norway. Aug 11 2011 02:02. Posts 4742 | | |
Imagine how much you'd make if you were on a stake when you tilted, and on your own money when you won!! |
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locoo   Peru. Aug 11 2011 02:04. Posts 4561 | | |
I always wondered, would you tilt more, less or the same if you are on a stake compared to playing with your own money?, most of my tilt aren't because of losing money but because of making bad plays, getting mad at myself etc, so maybe it would be the same... |
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Mariuslol   Norway. Aug 11 2011 02:15. Posts 4742 | | |
I can answer that lol, I play micro at home, but on holliday, 10-20 live, on a stake, and it's much much higher than what you're used to. You really really think about the hands you lose, you go through them, ask about them, write them down, and you never do the same mistakes.
I think you also think more about "how am I feeling, am I playing good, I need to pee, ill go right away, I havent eaten in 3-4 hours, food, but not too much". Atleast I think like that.
When I lose on a stake, I get much much more affected than if it was my own, one night I lost 2000e, which is a lot to me, and I felt so down and sad I didn't want to go back home to the apartment we rented, I just went by the lake and sat for 20 minuts, trying to analyze why I felt so down and gloomy. Didn't want to affect my friends. And when I win, I don't get that happy, more like "could I have played better, and like. Have to watch, so I don't slip up".
So in summary, I won't tilt or spew on purpose, or play when tired/fatigued or not feeling it for sure, but on the downside, the emotional distress when things go bad, are x10 worse. Atleast for me.
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nolan   Ireland. Aug 11 2011 02:44. Posts 6205 | | |
typical norway person making serious decisions with other people money |
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On September 08 2008 10:07 Baal wrote: my head is a gyroscope, your argument is invalid | |
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traxamillion   United States. Aug 11 2011 03:08. Posts 10468 | | |
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nFo   Canada. Aug 11 2011 03:25. Posts 69 | | |
Also the fact that a bad beat or bad play at micros loses you much much less than one at 10-20 |
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r0mx0   Slovakia. Aug 11 2011 05:10. Posts 1580 | | |
perfect vid , that is what i dream of seeing when i come to Vegas once - those entertainers ... |
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kingpowa   France. Aug 11 2011 06:25. Posts 1525 | | |
Why not featured blog ? I guess both are coming if you go on making nice entries like those last two.
Btw did you recover and more with PLO or NLHE ? |
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NeillyJQ   United States. Aug 11 2011 06:45. Posts 8947 | | |
you're so good its sick, respect sir |
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Just remember you need to be god damn sure about their tendencies. -Artanis11 http://www.pocketfives.com/profiles/neillyaa/ | |
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el_tilon   Canada. Aug 11 2011 07:15. Posts 296 | | |
teach me holdem david |
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qwerty67890   New Zealand. Aug 11 2011 08:07. Posts 14026 | | |
I find theres huge variance in magic, sometimes i find the whole 'build up' is just incredibly boring.
that guy was really amazing. Seems like the show is flawed if he cant progress after his performance, but whatever.
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longple   Sweden. Aug 11 2011 08:24. Posts 4472 | | |
solid stuff =)
i have a friend whos been choosing stake over a year now basically cuz it makes him feel safer and tilt less
on own money he feels more afraid and plays worse/takes degenerate shots etc
with a stake he has bounderys and rules, and plays more diciplined/better
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EvilSky   Czech Republic. Aug 11 2011 14:32. Posts 8915 | | |
Bullshit is a great show dude, it has a good combination of entertainment and knowledge imo. |
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| On August 11 2011 13:01 samillionaire wrote:
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It's locoo, loco is someone else |
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how can u shove the river, he cant possibly call with worse -TalentedTom | |
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locoo   Peru. Aug 11 2011 15:32. Posts 4561 | | |
| On August 11 2011 13:32 EvilSky wrote:
Bullshit is a great show dude, it has a good combination of entertainment and knowledge imo. |
Yeah i was entertained by it, I just didn't like some of the facts and stuff they said because I found out some were actually taken out of context and not exactly accurate for what they were trying to assert. Not a horrible show by any means, it seems that the quality of the eps vary a lot. |
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Casamada   Mexico. Aug 11 2011 17:07. Posts 1 | | |
nice CB locoo xD if you dont go next summer to vegas im gonna go to lima and drag u there |
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