terrybunny19240 United States. Dec 22 2009 18:41. Posts 13829
Starting to feel hopeless and depressed.. I just can't win for any period of time greater than 2 weeks. The worst regs always destroy me with run good or nonsensical play... the worst fish always make me their bitch somehow... or I make a horrible, deeply shameful blunder somehow.
At this rate I will never get anywhere near any of my goals in my life or even be remotely successful.
I can't accept being an nl100 player any longer because of this fucking VARIANCE. Yeah I make mistakes during these shots, I know I'm not perfect, but why can't one of these shots ever go right?
I guess I just really can't afford to take any shots at fish. I have never allowed myself to pass up humongous EV before and it has cost me WELL over 15k this year just in losses (let alone EV of playing my normal game....). I've NEVER, EVER had a successful shot at a higher stake, I always get massively coolered or run bad. NEVER have a shot resulted in +more than 1 buyin, and they usually end up -8bi at my normal limit.
for the lols.......
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d.Apollo United Kingdom. Dec 22 2009 18:47. Posts 741
head up nerd, check pm
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terrybunny19240 United States. Dec 22 2009 18:52. Posts 13829
lol
hmm well I have 6k left in my account, $500 in rakeback will come in on friday if I continue to grind....
I guess I will just go back to nl100..............?
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Sicks Macks United States. Dec 22 2009 18:56. Posts 3929
I know how you feel mang. It's like no matter how many hours and how much effort you put in you just end up going nowhere. You feel like you should be beating the games and that the players at the limit are retarded and just keep stacking you by doing the most retarded shit. And that you're just wasting your time. I feel it too.
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terrybunny19240 United States. Dec 22 2009 20:05. Posts 13829
I a mfeeling a lot better after a little cooldown period ...
I withdrew 2.5k so I have 3.5k+ some rb on friday and I will see if I Can put in mega volume this last week (well, between holiday stuff )
Keep plugging away! As for the shot taking are you sure you aren't overadjusting or anything? Maybe not but still something to think about. Running bad while taking shots sucks -_-
Naolan wrote: for $25 i will make a new account. Liquid`Meat: for $0,- i ban your account.
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United States. Dec 22 2009 19:02. Posts 3554
. Actually that will just make you want to /suicide! jkjk
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