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Joeingram1 United States. Jul 07 2009 19:19. Posts 943 | | |
Okay well I am a fucking idiot so I did it again. Was up 5.4k on the month before yesterday and after yesterday was down -80 dollars. How it is possible to do twice in the matter of weeks I do not know.
Words can't really describe how I felt after these 2 separate sessions. I basically played like 7k hands in the afternoon and lost 3k and was sad, hung out with a girl and then decided to give it another go and lost 2.5k more. After I finally quit I just layed in bed and contemplated what to do next. If there was ever a chance I was going to do suicide in my life, this was as close as I could have been. Luckily I didn't leave my apartment, didn't leave the bed, instead just loaded up a movie and tried to fall asleep. The feeling in my stomach was just an aching one and in my head was a feeling of doubt/wonder. Wondering if I could still win at poker again, wondering if poker was for me still, wondering if I should just quit and get a job and say fuck it. I really don't know If i can put myself through that again to be honest, and I am trying to figure out a way to fix this in the future. I have a bunch of bets still this month on me getting to 10k made at nl100 and I am still confident I can make it. After today I am up around 500 dollars total. The climb up will be harder now but it is one I think I can make and succeed at and ultimatly accomplish. I appreciate the many people posting kind words towards me through 2p2 and friends calling me to make sure I am okay. Defintly makes me feel better about the whole situation. I do thank the people that read and comment on my blog also! Until next time
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ortak Bulgaria. Jul 07 2009 19:25. Posts 83 | | |
same shit here buddy was up 2k$ now its gone |
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Benzooor United States. Jul 07 2009 19:25. Posts 630 | | | |
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SugoGosu Korea (South). Jul 07 2009 19:25. Posts 1793 | | |
seriously have a stop loss at like 20 buy-ins or something.
My stop loss is 3 buy-ins.
cut down on the tables plz or just move up in stakes. |
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bane United States. Jul 07 2009 19:34. Posts 2379 | | |
dont really know what to say but just keep it positive man. its only the 7th anyway! |
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your a sick individual
friend of mine once lost 20k, and stayed curled up in his bed for 12 hrs straight, sick game |
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ReDDcaFFe Bulgaria. Jul 07 2009 19:38. Posts 1172 | | |
Girls always make that kind of stuff happen.
Too much distraction. |
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Shenny Canada. Jul 07 2009 19:39. Posts 1514 | | |
Dude how do you keep it together? I'd be running down my street with an axe targeting pregnant women if I experienced this. |
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SIG1 United States. Jul 07 2009 19:41. Posts 651 | | | |
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wow........well stay positive and keep grinding, you've bounced back before you can do it again! |
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longple  Sweden. Jul 07 2009 20:06. Posts 4472 | | | |
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whamm! Albania. Jul 07 2009 20:08. Posts 11625 | | |
nice rakeback nomnomnomnomnom |
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Since I think you're a pretty nice guy joe and I don't have any $ bet against you I'll give you some advice: Use a fucking stop loss at like 10 buyins, then QUIT that day if you hit it.
I think you have some pretty sick potential if you kept a stoploss. Tough session but gl with hitting the 10k mark. |
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Newblish Canada. Jul 07 2009 20:27. Posts 560 | | |
i definately could never ever handle this.
i lost 4 nl200 BI's 2 days ago and i felt like shit after that. No possible way i continue playing this game after 54 BI loss. |
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Fayth Canada. Jul 07 2009 20:46. Posts 10085 | | |
are you ever going to learn how to play well instead of playing a million hands? Nobody can really have a 54 buy ins downswing on these stakes unless you're making very obvious huge mistakes and/or have tilt issues |
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how does a stoploss matter. It doesnt matter when you play its the same EV. Not like you're going to run better in the next 10 hours.
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CrownRoyal United States. Jul 07 2009 20:48. Posts 11386 | | |
i lost 40 buyins spread over nl200/nl100 last month, granted it wasnt one session but it shouldnt matter one way or another |
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