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anon Lithuania. Sep 13 2007 15:14. Posts 5965 | | |
August
And now my current situation just sucks, i am so pissed of, lost, confused and worried that i have no clue what to do next with my life. So 3 weeks ago everything was just perfect. I bought an apparment, for 100K$ thou i took 60K$ loan from a bank, i had left my self 14K in br and 15K+$ for reconstructions in flat. I felt very secure at this point, since i only need to pay 400$ a month for the mortage, but then everything started, since first of the september everything went wrong poker whise. Since then i don't think i had atleast 1 winning session, just like half year ago on UB, where i was on a huge downsing for 3 monthes, but i was lossing slowly and playing a lot i lost half of my roll back then, and i managed to lose my half roll again dropping from 14K to 7.5K$ in just hm. like 20K hands?, everything just goes wrong, i can't win a single coinflip, my high PP don't ever get action pf, my pockets don't hit, i get sucked out constantly and set ups are my friends too. So basically now i sit at computer being so lost and not knowing what to do futher, should i keep on playing poker or should i just cashout and find a normal job so i would be able to pay mortages, i simply don't know what to do. Why this shit had to happen right now..... coudln't it wait for few month or happen few month ago? T_T that's poker i guess.
Damn it just kills me inside the way i feel now, so unsecure about my future, today i even wrote an application for the job i think the salary is like um 500$? w/e i could give a try for i guess, that could bring confidence back to my life.
I think i have made a mistake buying a flat, while i still have 2 years to study and depend on poker, these kind of spots can just kill you mentally.
Well i have thise weekend competely free, so i will give a last try for poker (100nl probobly) before i will make any important decisions.
Also i considering to change the software, just i don't know where i should go, i was considering to move my entire roll to battlefield, any comments on that would be appreciated.
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I feel for you man. I think you should maybe try out a new site or something, get a good bonus to grind out to get a goal. I think if you continue running bad should get a small job just to be able to pay for stuff and feel more secure so the unstable economy wont affect your poker play. Don't quit poker cause you obviously crush it and ur just running bad. |
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DooMeR United States. Sep 13 2007 15:21. Posts 8551 | | |
sux man =( good luck though, you'll come back big time ;D give it a little time |
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locoo Peru. Sep 13 2007 15:29. Posts 4561 | | |
if u depend on poker just Full ring it for a while. |
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duh, getting in to such a bad circle as you have is veeeeeeery dangerous. hope ull make it through anyway, gl! |
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PplusAD Germany. Sep 13 2007 15:46. Posts 7180 | | |
Hm GL dude.
never give up !
could u not do both and do just a little poker ?
like 15K hands month ?
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Zorglub Denmark. Sep 13 2007 16:19. Posts 2870 | | |
it is dangerous to give up everything and even buy a flat while depending on a game where you can run bad for a long time, but I guess you found that out, anyway good luck on the tables |
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Balzamon Sweden. Sep 13 2007 17:04. Posts 2868 | | | |
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Balzamon Sweden. Sep 13 2007 17:05. Posts 2868 | | |
its not hard to make like 2k+ rakeback even on nl50 a month |
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sawseech Canada. Sep 13 2007 17:11. Posts 3182 | | |
now u know not to sink large %s of your equity unnecessarily
take a break and don't play until ur sane again ie u can laugh when u get 2 outed with money in on the flop
gl |
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morph1 Sierra Leone. Sep 13 2007 17:59. Posts 2352 | | |
gl man !
i'am on a bad run also.. it's suck..
hope you beat it  |
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FoolsPlay Canada. Sep 13 2007 18:02. Posts 1335 | | | |
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Best of luck Anon.
Sorry to hear that but I hope you start raping balls again. |
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Baalim Mexico. Sep 13 2007 19:03. Posts 34252 | | |
i dont get the bitching and that graph... contradiction ftw? |
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okyougosu Russian Federation. Sep 13 2007 19:28. Posts 963 | | |
Pics pls.
Also how could you even think about taking a bank loan when u're being a poker player lolz.
Grind the $ first, buy items after; thats my only point of view. You just slowing down your moving up limits cause u have to do monthly payments now.
Well gl, but thats what I'd never do. |
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anon Lithuania. Sep 14 2007 03:02. Posts 5965 | | |
you must be stupid then Baal, This first picture called graph, is from previous month called august, which the 9th month of the year, showing that i was able to win without any problems. Then bitching is about this month stating that i have lost half of my bankroll due to huge downswing which hit me and where i lost 7K+$ seven thosands dollars ok?
If you have any futher problems Baal do not hesitate to ask, i will try to explain you once more. |
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Bejamin1 Canada. Sep 16 2007 10:46. Posts 7042 | | |
Good luck Anon, I'm sure you'll find a way to get on a winning cycle again. |
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P1mpdaddy Austria. Sep 16 2007 11:26. Posts 1370 | | |
since when is august the 9th month of the year? |
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