froze for 5 min i logged of and now i cant log in for about the last 20 min, i was regged in 7 MTTS and now im just blinding out, bought in for about 210$
fml fml fml
TILT TILT TILT
friend of mine cant log into my account either, but i can observe the tables just watching my chips dissapear
last month was so fking good, down 3.5k this month, suxx...
had first winning session this month yesterday night on stars. won like 7BI at 50NL 6max
Gonna need to turn this around now again like last time i ran/played this bad
also thought alot about what loco wrote in Nights blog
I quote:
On October 11 2009 02:45 Loco wrote:
you set yourself up for disappointments when you blog about your results daily. it's something i could personally never do because it would affect my judgement way too much. it's really easy to think you're crushing the game because you run good for a while and you make it public and you start believing in it, and when it doesn't go your way you have enforced the belief that you 'deserve to win' or something, just because you've been winning. it's the main reason people tilt i think. they don't understand that there are two sides to the coin and if you are running abnormally hot it's going to come crashing sooner or later and it shouldn't affect your game because you should know it's going to happen. i don't tilt at all when i don't blog about my results and i'm never disappointed in my performance because of this, whereas i was scared to lose coming up in the low/mid limits and blogging often, and every time i had big losing sessions my play/mood was tremendously affected.
tldr; i found that playing to improve for myself and myself only, not making it too public how much money i was making was actually much better for my game and emotional stability.
really wise words imo.. that i will try to plant into my game/life.
So this might be one of the last resultsoriented blogposts of mine for a while. i need to stop being an attentionwhore about everything and just concentrate on my game.
and thats just not posting results and shit thinking im some kind of god when i run good, just my whole sight of poker as a game. dealing with beats and stuff. just not be so fucking shortterm effected all the time.
Have been getting rolled pretty hard at the tables, I have a very loose style of play so it happens but it'll still always hurt when you really tighten down for a bit to get back on your game and still get raped.
Oh well I'm sure I'll come back, just have to play through it, might play tourneys for a bit to mix it up.
Anyways, this weekend was fucking crazy, lullz gawd I love college. Beer pong + drunk girls = boobs + win. :') it's a beautiful sight to see to girls taking off their shirts and bras and then making out... (brb fap fap fap fap fap)
ok back, also a side note... It's fucking snowing in MN SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW wtf : I don't want snow for at least another month. :[ it's supposed to be like 40-50 for halloween so all the sluts can slut it up on campus and at parties.
Well I'm off to make some breakfast and then hitting the gym (gotta get my fatass in shape)
Anyways take care LP :D hopefully I'll upload a few pictures from the party.
First of all i'd like to thank you for all the support from my previous blog. It was really appreciated.
I followed Fayth advice : i was running at 5 bb/100 which was a real pain in the ass though. But i try to follow the bankroll management so i didn't have any choice.
But after i got 40$, i decided definitely to take a shot a nl5 and drop down whenever i'd lose 1 buyin.
So far i didn't lose a single buyin. But i guess it's because i'm running good ? Whatever feel pretty ok for 1 buyin shot.
This time i tried to play with my own style.
Enough talk here are the graphs. http://img62.imageshack.us/img62/8807/sanstitrebr.jpg http://img185.imageshack.us/img185/6568/sanstitrezg.jpg
Owned by Scout at 10/20 after I misclick :(by Joeingram1, October 12
Just finished playing for the day up about 3k in 100 hands when Scout decided to start loading up new tables and I got on some wait lists. I finally got sat at one of his 10/20 full ring tables and was 1 tabling it while watching some other games. Somehow while doing this I make my first fkn misclick of the year and lose the 4k flip
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***** Hand History for Game 33930248269 ***** Poker Stars
$2000.00 USD NL Texas Hold'em - Monday, October 12, 12:10:29 ET 2009
Table Dido Real Money
Seat 2 is the button
Seat 1: KAMOX $1207.00 USD
Seat 2: loosefer $2534.00 USD
Seat 3: mustanggino $1490.00 USD
Seat 4: BenyamineX $2254.50 USD
Seat 5: scout326 $6169.00 USD
Seat 6: GoMukYaSelf $2080.00 USD
Seat 7: fantasticcow $2000.00 USD
Seat 8: JoeIngram1 $2000.00 USD
Seat 9: Deldar182 $3991.00 USD
mustanggino posts small blind [$10.00 USD].
BenyamineX posts big blind [$20.00 USD].
As I mentioned in my last blog post I lost my 1 week old iphone 3gs while being too drunk in london. Today I broke my girlfriends iphone while trying to repair it (was my old iphone and the mute switch was broke so I tried to replace it but something broke when I tried to put the back case back on). So fml, now I have lost one and broke one iphone Ill have to replace.
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I'm sure I'll come back, just have to play through it, might play tourneys for a bit to mix it up.
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