I'm a pokerstars slave WBCOOP
gawdawaful, Oct 03 2007
well...
gawdawaful, Sep 30 2007
In my last blog (Friday) I was really tilted and depressed having just started up again after my break and dropped 1.1k immediately. I cashed out around 4k and made myself go down to 50NL until I win $1000 before trying 100NL again.

If only I can run this good when I just came back, I wouldnt have made such a big hit to my bank roll
This is a combination of ppls at 50NL (over the weekend) suck huge ass and me running good.
Will be back to 100 starting next month. Peas
Just cant do this anymore...
gawdawaful, Sep 28 2007
Today was another nightmare day. I was up a solid 5buyins playing 6 max, ended that session up just over 2buyins. I think the key hands were KK vs AA for 140bbs, bottom set vs over pair vs nut straight in a 3 bet pot, and something else.
After that I took a shower and fucked around for a bit and played a bit of heads up before dinner.. bad idea. Card rack at .5/1 hu beat me for 3 buyins. Some key hands, flush over flush, trips lost to kicker (168bbs deep), 3 bet pot, runner runner flush for him.
The 200NL heads up went no better. Some random fish I stacked at 50NL (very weak tight but semi crazy with bluffs) wanted to play. After grinding him down, he 3 bet me against my QQ and I called, flopped AXT. Flop went check check, turn another T, he bets something like $15 into 40+ so I called. He shoved river and showed 24 or some random shit after I tossed. So by this point I knew hes retarded. We ended up getting it in all in preflop JJ vs his A3, and he flops a straight. End result heads up? -363
After dinner, came back for a 6max session. 351 hands, down 325. 2 pair lost to 2 pair, set over set the very next hand (same guy) and he leaves within an orbit after. Then AA lose to QQ in a 3 bet pot. QKdd flops TdJd and random rag, get it all in vs AJ, no help came. Same monkey beats my KK with QK later for another small pot. This is my graph for today

This is the graph for since I've been back (3 days total)

This month I'm down about $2600.
Plan? I'm going to cash out whatever amount I have over say, $2000. I'll leave $1000 just sitting there as safety and grind 50nl. When I score $1k profit from 50nl, I'll come back to 100.
Another beat? USD is deflating and I wont even get $1:$1 on my cashout.
Sick fucking life.
update
gawdawaful, Sep 28 2007
ended my poker ban 2 days ago and I'm down $613 in 4k hands of 100NL (bulk of it = 6max)
I'm trying to decide whether I should drop down to 50 to regain some confidence or just figure out where I'm leaking at 100...
gg UB BJ
gawdawaful, Sep 22 2007
I was doing the strategy where you double your bet everytime you lose (Martingale I later learned) and ran 120 up to 140, then busted on a series of bad run 
dealt AA on a $8 bet with dealer showing... dont remember. Anyways I split like any sane person would and scored 21 and 19, dealer got 21, gg me.
ps: Mr. Brooks was good, so was Fracture. But The Royal Tenebaums sucked. Need more movie suggestions/recommendations while I push through the next week of my poker abstinence
edit:
I have 99cents on UB left, anyone want to send me a penny so I can go buck to wagering $1 on bj?
I learned one thing from movies
gawdawaful, Sep 17 2007
Watched Disturbia last night, surprisingly good.
Common theme between that movie and The Girl Next Door: If you check out your neighbours in a voyeuristic nature, you score yourself a hot blonde.
Sample blondes you might score:


Even though my neighbours consist of 1 Korean family, 2 Chinese families and 1 Vietnam family, I'll keep trying
In other news, I bought a pair of binoculars today...
PS: Looking for movie suggestions
I'm done
gawdawaful, Sep 16 2007
Done for the rest of the month. Dropped another 540 today at 100NL, so about 2k in 2 days. I'm at about -$1560 total for the month with razz + tournies factored it. Cleared a $1500 bonus, so I can roughly call it even. In the next few days, I plan on cashing out of FTP completely (about 2k some there) and just play completely on stars when I come back. I think I'm roughly 38k VPP away from 200k, so I'll get there (about 13k a month) and clear that bonus by end of the year no problem.
Heres my final for September

I can honestly say, I have never been this crushed before, to stop for a month when its just half way through. At the start, it was just me running like shit while I kept my cool and kept grinding it out. The last couple days, I've been tilting a lot easier and spewed away a few buyins. But fuck... I dont even know anymore.
Not too sure what this means, but it makes me feel a bit better

For staying to the end of my whine, and in preparation of the new Resident Evil movie...

I dont even know anymore...
gawdawaful, Sep 15 2007
September 1st, lost $1436.90 spread between 100 and 200NL in 2.6k hands
September 10th, lost $1236.40 in 2.2k hands of 100NL
Today, stuck $1469.95 in 600 hands of 200NL
...I'd like to think I'm running bad, but I dont even know anymore. I'm stuck about 1k for the month. Just seems like every time I dig myself out, shit hits the fan again...hard.
the lollervator goes down
gawdawaful, Sep 10 2007


PokerEV is largely considered as crap, so I wont bother.
Anyone have cure for rectal bleeding?
gawdawaful, Sep 07 2007

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