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I self excluded for a couple of days on FTP, I didn't tilt any money off (directly, atleast).
Fucking hell, this is so bad.
I really feel like thailand is killing me for some reason. The air, or the bad sleep(it sounds like a silly complaint, but my bed +pillows are very hard and I wake up throughout the night from my arm or leg falling asleep and being extremely uncomfortable, etc.), or maybe there's something else in the environment. I always have bags under my eyes and I feel tired all day nearly every day. (I can only 'pray' a fixable health problem is the root of my worse-than-ever poker performance lately, lol).
I am enjoying seeing my new friends and everything else about experiencing thailand.
I might need some Zoloft or something for a couple of months until I can get my head back together. Dunno what to do about that, or if its really needed.. or if it'll even help. I guess I will decide at the end of the month after I try to cool off and have been grinding for a couple of days again. I will do research..
I guess I will make a to-do list
1. buy soft bed cover
2. buy pillows
3...
o wait I'm flat fucking broke, nevermind.
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I actually saved that picture as "holy shit"
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donkey   United States. Mar 23 2010 06:55. Posts 247 | | |
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i'mma get on msn son
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what is this the one time in life that you aren't on MSN? |
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JSquids   United States. Mar 23 2010 07:05. Posts 1142 | | |
i assume holy shit because she was black correct? |
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no because she is ridiculously hot |
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hellokittery   United States. Mar 23 2010 07:36. Posts 1399 | | |
hahaha wow your graph w/o red+blue looks like my month's graph |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Mar 23 2010 07:40. Posts 10422 | | |
| On March 23 2010 06:14 Night2o1 wrote:
no because she is ridiculously hot |
A nigress and hot..? :/ |
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hellokittery   United States. Mar 23 2010 07:41. Posts 1399 | | |
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lolololol fucking SWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGS
but yea dude, get better bed shit. getting bad sleep really fucks you up for the day. at least for me it does 
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hellokittery   United States. Mar 23 2010 07:42. Posts 1399 | | |
| On March 23 2010 06:40 Twisted wrote:
A nigress and hot..? :/
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nice graph kittery D:
lame black comments
/am disappoint |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Mar 23 2010 08:26. Posts 10422 | | |
I dunno they just don't do it for me. |
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Sicks Macks   United States. Mar 23 2010 08:54. Posts 3929 | | |
| On March 23 2010 07:26 Twisted wrote:
I dunno they just don't do it for me. |
pls google stacey dash playboy pics and remember she's 40 too.
Sorry to hear about the continued runbad Night, gl. |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 23 2010 08:54. Posts 11625 | | |
im completely unattracted by black girls but like chicks like beyonce, halle berry and THAT one |
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SpasticInk   Sweden. Mar 23 2010 10:16. Posts 6298 | | |
agree with whamm!
you exercise anything? might be a good thing |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 23 2010 10:41. Posts 11625 | | |
from my experience of breaking even for the last 4months and prior to that losing money like i hated it, i can truly say that getting involved in an activity other than poker was really helpful to cope with long ass swings and runbad, i got coaching bought a pet dog (which i love btw) then everything started to click again. im actually liking poker now more than ever, doesnt matter if i still breakeven or lose, i just let go of the "goals" we set on ourselves which are really unrealistic sometimes. just do something else night to get ur emotions out of poker and start treating it as a game once again.
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iop   Sweden. Mar 23 2010 10:47. Posts 4951 | | |
give donkaments a shot, they're still super super soft |
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royalsu   Canada. Mar 23 2010 11:25. Posts 3233 | | |
i said this in your previous blogs:
"quit poker, you fucking suck."
Not trying to be mean (i quit poker too and I've had 5k days at 400nl). Best decision for your mental health! |
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dogmeat   Czech Republic. Mar 23 2010 11:35. Posts 6374 | | |
| On March 23 2010 10:25 royalsu wrote:
i said this in your previous blogs:
"quit poker, you fucking suck."
Not trying to be mean (i quit poker too and I've had 5k days at 400nl). Best decision for your mental health! |
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| On March 23 2010 10:25 royalsu wrote:
i said this in your previous blogs:
"quit poker, you fucking suck."
Not trying to be mean (i quit poker too and I've had 5k days at 400nl). Best decision for your mental health! |
not yet =p |
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EscapingR   Netherlands. Mar 23 2010 14:15. Posts 2353 | | |
she is hot for sure 
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edzwoo   United States. Mar 23 2010 14:15. Posts 5911 | | |
If you really want to get better, I suggest strongly re-evaluating your game and going through your database. It would especially help if you could get your hands on a winning person's database and using HEM's filters to find leaks in your game.
I think most of the time when people talk about sd/non-sd graphs they have no clue what they're actually talking about, but in this case you are definitely leaking money in non-sd and there can be many reasons for it. If I had to take a totally random guess, I would assume you might have a leak when facing 3bets and/or turn spots where you don't barrel. |
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| On March 23 2010 13:15 EscapingR wrote:
she is hot for sure 
edit: who is she? |
I googled "ridiculously hot chick" and went through a couple of pages before finding her. I couldn't find her name exactly.. the image had a tag "meagan" though. Gogogo find her for us :D
| On March 23 2010 13:15 edzwoo wrote:
If you really want to get better, I suggest strongly re-evaluating your game and going through your database. It would especially help if you could get your hands on a winning person's database and using HEM's filters to find leaks in your game.
I think most of the time when people talk about sd/non-sd graphs they have no clue what they're actually talking about, but in this case you are definitely leaking money in non-sd and there can be many reasons for it. If I had to take a totally random guess, I would assume you might have a leak when facing 3bets and/or turn spots where you don't barrel. |
I will look for other ways to evaluate my game than what I've been doing for sure.
No idea who could possibly want to upload some massive database for me to compare with :/ not so sure I want to pay PTR for hands either (Since I don't like what ptr does and all lol). I might if I must though. |
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EscapingR   Netherlands. Mar 23 2010 17:33. Posts 2353 | | |
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NewbSaibot   United States. Mar 23 2010 18:43. Posts 4946 | | |
You could ask for a lifetime HH from whatever sites you play on. The text files they send you are usually only like 30 megs for several hundred thousand hands. |
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noface   United States. Mar 23 2010 20:33. Posts 182 | | |
She is pretty, but obviously photoshopped. Why in God's name did they not PS her hideous belly button =[ |
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milkman   United States. Mar 23 2010 20:44. Posts 5719 | | |
every time i move a long distance away from home i get this kinda like "tired all day" and like just exhaustion i dont normally have, it seems to really hit me after a meal, ill eat and pass out lol .. but it only lasts for like 1 or 2 months then it goes away lol.. probably not what you have but it could be just your body adjusting to your surroundings |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 23 2010 21:16. Posts 11625 | | |
after i went to vegas last june i had a -13k downswing. fun. lol |
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AURELIUS   United States. Mar 23 2010 21:45. Posts 32 | | |
I am sick of you RACIST FAG little boys .... Look get with the times, and keep your racist comments to yourself. For the most past none of you LIQUID FAGS no anything about PUSSY....and YEAH I AM BLACK and I BET I HAVE FUCKED MORE WHITE BITCHES THEN YOU EURO TRASH DONKEY !!! I SAID MY PEACE AND YOU CAN BAN ME IF YOU LIKE. I have held my tongue for so long and it just discuss me that such a knowledgeable site and for the most part intelligent dudes can have a BUNCH OF TOTAL RACIST RETARDS COMMENTING on shat they NOTHING ABOUT. !!!!!
Go fugg yourselfs you RACIST LITTLE DICKS (TWISTED ASSHOLE) I got your Nigress she's called YO MAMA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| On March 23 2010 20:45 AURELIUS wrote:
I am sick of you RACIST FAG little boys .... Look get with the times, and keep your racist comments to yourself. For the most past none of you LIQUID FAGS no anything about PUSSY....and YEAH I AM BLACK and I BET I HAVE FUCKED MORE WHITE BITCHES THEN YOU EURO TRASH DONKEY !!! I SAID MY PEACE AND YOU CAN BAN ME IF YOU LIKE. I have held my tongue for so long and it just discuss me that such a knowledgeable site and for the most part intelligent dudes can have a BUNCH OF TOTAL RACIST RETARDS COMMENTING on shat they NOTHING ABOUT. !!!!!
Go fugg yourselfs you RACIST LITTLE DICKS (TWISTED ASSHOLE) I got your Nigress she's called YO MAMA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Well I agree with the general sentiment of abhorring racism. I don't really want to get in a discussion on the rest.
Also.. awesome post lol. |
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goose58   United States. Mar 24 2010 15:58. Posts 871 | | |
i highly recommend playing just 2 tables and actually play good, ur red line is shitty wok |
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Exhilarate   United States. Mar 25 2010 05:47. Posts 5453 | | |
i love black women, they're fuckin hot
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fenner   Australia. Mar 25 2010 07:06. Posts 2188 | | |
| On March 23 2010 20:45 AURELIUS wrote:
I am sick of you RACIST FAG little boys .... Look get with the times, and keep your racist comments to yourself. For the most past none of you LIQUID FAGS no anything about PUSSY....and YEAH I AM BLACK and I BET I HAVE FUCKED MORE WHITE BITCHES THEN YOU EURO TRASH DONKEY !!! I SAID MY PEACE AND YOU CAN BAN ME IF YOU LIKE. I have held my tongue for so long and it just discuss me that such a knowledgeable site and for the most part intelligent dudes can have a BUNCH OF TOTAL RACIST RETARDS COMMENTING on shat they NOTHING ABOUT. !!!!!
Go fugg yourselfs you RACIST LITTLE DICKS (TWISTED ASSHOLE) I got your Nigress she's called YO MAMA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| On March 25 2010 04:47 Exhilarate wrote:
i love black women, they're fuckin hot
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its kind of a blurry line in some situations in thailand (like a 1 night stand by the way americans understand it vs here she might still be some random sweet college girl, but she will expect some cash in the morning OR maybe not. its awkward imo). but actually I'm not sleeping with anyone here at all with the exception of a couple of times in jan. :/ may or may not change in the future.
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Patrocle   France. Mar 26 2010 10:02. Posts 623 | | |
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mcjinzo   United States. Mar 26 2010 14:49. Posts 71 | | |
| On March 23 2010 20:45 AURELIUS wrote:
I am sick of you RACIST FAG little boys .... Look get with the times, and keep your racist comments to yourself. For the most past none of you LIQUID FAGS no anything about PUSSY....and YEAH I AM BLACK and I BET I HAVE FUCKED MORE WHITE BITCHES THEN YOU EURO TRASH DONKEY !!! I SAID MY PEACE AND YOU CAN BAN ME IF YOU LIKE. I have held my tongue for so long and it just discuss me that such a knowledgeable site and for the most part intelligent dudes can have a BUNCH OF TOTAL RACIST RETARDS COMMENTING on shat they NOTHING ABOUT. !!!!!
Go fugg yourselfs you RACIST LITTLE DICKS (TWISTED ASSHOLE) I got your Nigress she's called YO MAMA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
I dont find the majority of black girls attractive so i guess that makes me racist. its not like i hate black girls or anything i just wouldnt want to date one is that really that bad? |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Mar 26 2010 17:51. Posts 10422 | | |
loool
I guess nigress is an offensive word to black people (OH SHIT SORRY AFRICAN AMERICAN PEOPLE) in the States. God that country is fucked up.
Just fyi, I make no difference whatsoever between races, just that I find African American (lol) girls/women not pretty.
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lol it definitely comes off as racist in american terms, though I doubt if you had a female black friend you would call her a nigress hahaha. glad you don't discriminate just to discriminate though :D |
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