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Hey all,
First off thanks for all the different thoughts I received in my last blog. Here's what has been going on since.
I am in the middle of a 3 week course in conversational Thai for beginners, which is a nice diversion and gives me something to wake up to do in the morning. I'm learning at a pretty mediocre rate, I'm probably in the middle or bottom half thai skill-wise of the class of 8. The teacher is great fun though.
With the help of a place to be in the morning, I've decided to set myself a schedule for the duration of the course. I go to bed at a certain time, and play poker in a certain time frame, etc. I've managed to follow it about 70% of the time, which isn't bad, and I'm trying to improve on that. Its sort of an experiment to see how I feel and how my poker performance is under such conditions..
I've also taken up an 8 week meditation course, which has been pretty cool. It is an introduction to meditation for beginners and only takes 8 minutes a day.. in the course of 8 weeks you basically 'sample' 8 different meditation techniques and from there you have a better idea of what meditation is about and can continue on on your own. I'm not sure if the benefits are coming through yet but its a good experience.
Finally, I've been trying very hard to work on my game. Watching videos, and taking notes. A nagging thought I've had for a long time now is if I have the wrong basic approach, or foundation of thought in my poker game. I can't seem to make any real progress here though.. Anyway, I have done some tweaking so I'll see where it takes me. Either way.. I'm sure I'm beating nl50 6m though my results since moving down are hardly confidence boosting (and i've only played 6.5k b/e hands of nl50 6max this month).
Graph since my ban

And I'm still stuck $750 for the month lol.
Writing this blog was depressing, fail.
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hellokittery   United States. Mar 17 2010 02:13. Posts 1399 | | |
that redline is depressing 
sure you can pull it back up though
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NewbSaibot   United States. Mar 17 2010 02:18. Posts 4946 | | |
I've been wanting to ask you "what happened?" You say you think you have discovered a few fundamental flaws to your entire approach. Well lets hear em. I personally think putting stuff out in the open is a great psychological release, and learning tool. If you just talk about it, it will probably open your eyes to even deeper issues related to it. By "deep" I dont mean emotional shit and all that, it's just like working out a problem in your head. Dont sit there brooding on it, thinking you have your leaks all figured out. And if it's embarassing stuff like making ridiculous shoves or bad calls, air that out too, so you'll never want to do it again 
As for moving down, I've always wanted to test a little poker philosophy of mine when it comes to this. Nothing can be worse than dropping to a limit you finally conquered 3 months ago. What could be more depressing than being right back where you started? With your only goal in sight being to move right back up. I think these are all negative motivators to move up. When you first started NL50, you were happy to be there and looking forward to the day, if and when you move up. Now you're just dreading it. Try moving down, like waaayyy down. Move to NL10 or NL25, something truly confidence inspiring. Now when you sit at these tables it will be a joke. You wont look at yourself wondering how the mighty hath fallen, you will be playing it as a test of one's ability. A self-induced challenge. *You* chose to player lower, not the poker gods. Fuck them, you'd stay at NL100 all month if you wanted. You'd move up to NL200 if you fuckin felt like it. Moving to NL50 is throwing in the towel. Moving to NL25 is a big fuck you to variance!
Well.... at least it sounded good in my head... here's to moving down! |
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SugoGosu   Korea (South). Mar 17 2010 02:23. Posts 1793 | | |
| On March 17 2010 01:18 NewbSaibot wrote:
I've been wanting to ask you "what happened?" You say you think you have discovered a few fundamental flaws to your entire approach. Well lets hear em. I personally think putting stuff out in the open is a great psychological release, and learning tool. If you just talk about it, it will probably open your eyes to even deeper issues related to it. By "deep" I dont mean emotional shit and all that, it's just like working out a problem in your head. Dont sit there brooding on it, thinking you have your leaks all figured out. And if it's embarassing stuff like making ridiculous shoves or bad calls, air that out too, so you'll never want to do it again 
As for moving down, I've always wanted to test a little poker philosophy of mine when it comes to this. Nothing can be worse than dropping to a limit you finally conquered 3 months ago. What could be more depressing than being right back where you started? With your only goal in sight being to move right back up. I think these are all negative motivators to move up. When you first started NL50, you were happy to be there and looking forward to the day, if and when you move up. Now you're just dreading it. Try moving down, like waaayyy down. Move to NL10 or NL25, something truly confidence inspiring. Now when you sit at these tables it will be a joke. You wont look at yourself wondering how the mighty hath fallen, you will be playing it as a test of one's ability. A self-induced challenge. *You* chose to player lower, not the poker gods. Fuck them, you'd stay at NL100 all month if you wanted. You'd move up to NL200 if you fuckin felt like it. Moving to NL50 is throwing in the towel. Moving to NL25 is a big fuck you to variance!
Well.... at least it sounded good in my head... here's to moving down! |
I'm having one of the best online poker months in my life (because I'm actually trying and not fucking around anymore) and moving down to stakes where I was just a month ago is so much fun. It's almost guaranteed money.  |
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Say this outloud! Why was six afraid of seven?......Because Seven Eight Nine | |
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Etherone   Canada. Mar 17 2010 02:26. Posts 753 | | |
revelations ITT
GTFO mah micros u pros. |
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I will try to write a post or two with details on how I think in a certain situation and hopefully someone at midstakes+ will give some insight  |
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Steal City   United States. Mar 17 2010 03:31. Posts 2537 | | |
hey where in thailand are u?
if you're in BKK u can come to my place and i'll sweat u and u can watch me play and we can talk about poker et cetera
i'll PM u my number |
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Intersango.com intersango.com | |
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Thanks I'd like that, its exactly exactly what I need but I'm in CM :/ fffffffffffffffffffffffffk |
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anarki   Belgium. Mar 17 2010 06:10. Posts 288 | | |
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The sword is more important than the shield, and skill is more important than either. The final weapon is the brain. All else is supplemental. - John Steinbeck | |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Mar 17 2010 07:13. Posts 11386 | | |
nighto2o1 is a cutie pants |
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lols STILL HAVEN'T PLAYED HON WITH YOU. also I somehow grinded up my rating to 1500 on accident.. and wretched hag is so sick now.
anarki you have a sick looking style.. totally different from tag. I'm trying to brainstorm the differences in approach from the normal 2x/1x or 2x/2x tag style and I just can't figure it out quite yet lol. |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Mar 17 2010 08:33. Posts 10422 | | |
I think it's fairly easy with the hands you put in to grind $100 a day easy on NL10. The level of play there is ridiculously low and even someone with a red line like yours should win 10 buyins a day ^_^.
I'd do what newbsaibot said.
But honestly, why the fuck is your red line like that. I'd do some extensive probing in your database to see in what spots you are leaking money in non-sd pots. |
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| On March 17 2010 07:33 Twisted wrote:
I think it's fairly easy with the hands you put in to grind $100 a day easy on NL10. The level of play there is ridiculously low and even someone with a red line like yours should win 10 buyins a day ^_^.
I'd do what newbsaibot said.
But honestly, why the fuck is your red line like that. I'd do some extensive probing in your database to see in what spots you are leaking money in non-sd pots. |
well my 6max redline is still pretty bad, but most of the redline on these graphs are HU, where my redline is seriously amazingly bad.. like -2buyins per 1k hands. I lose like .66buyins per 1k hands in redline on 6max which still sucks..
I have honestly looked very carefully through my database and I just can't figure it out.. I really need another set of eyes / brain to look at it :/ Volunteers welcome.. <3
I just opened up 5 nl10 tables and before I had bought in for 3 of them I felt physically unwell and immediately closed ftp. |
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Samsung   Poland. Mar 17 2010 10:19. Posts 238 | | |
you suck at poker dude, get a coach asap |
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I will think about the valuebetting, but (not to defend the current state of my game, and excluding the hand I posted earlier today lol) I think its unlikely that I'm not valuebetting enough simply because when I ask people what they think about hands they mostly say "Why are u betting here" and I'm like "for value" and they are all like "there's no value there".
I have never pot controlled the turn in my life (possibly a longterm leak) except for when I tilt (wherein I choose terrible spots to pot control.
And the tilt really could be so bad that I have been pot controlling in bad spots and not valuebetting properly for a while now without even realizing it.. so I will definitely look at it and return a focus to this part of my game.. |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Mar 17 2010 10:45. Posts 10422 | | |
| On March 17 2010 09:27 Night2o1 wrote:
I will think about the valuebetting, but (not to defend the current state of my game, and excluding the hand I posted earlier today lol) I think its unlikely that I'm not valuebetting enough simply because when I ask people what they think about hands they mostly say "Why are u betting here" and I'm like "for value" and they are all like "there's no value there".
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Probably low stakes people like yourself who have no idea what valuebetting is. There is always value :D. |
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LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Mar 17 2010 14:31. Posts 15163 | | |
| On March 17 2010 07:36 Night2o1 wrote:
[QUOTE]On March 17 2010 07:33 Twisted wrote:
I just opened up 5 nl10 tables and before I had bought in for 3 of them I felt physically unwell and immediately closed ftp. |
Why? |
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I suppose some sort of pride, and being in the position I'm in mentally and financially after almost 2 years of playing, and how I feel like my thought processes and poker skill has actually regressed significantly in the past 3 months even though I've been working on my game. Haha.
Feh, I just need to pull it together.
Also, wtf, I woke up for my thai class at 8am and I am sitting here on the computer for no reason 12 minutes after class has started. WTF am I doing. |
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