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Aight after todays session I dont know what to do anymore. Started off running worse than horseshit as usual, and then I also started tilting, which was very very bad. Im in a constant little state of tilt at the moment, and dont seem to get anywhere. Nothing is working. I might move down to 002/005 to save the month, because my bankroll reached 600$, and I fucking hate it.
I'm so disappointed, it's ridicolous, I cant even win at NL25 anymore, and this limit is( or should be?) so fucking easy, it's really beyond my comprehension. I guess if this month will be a failure, and if I don't make any progress within the next 2-3 months, I'll stop with this son of a bitch game totally, and just give up.
I'll try using a loss stop from now on as well, should have implemented that waaaaaay earlier in my gaming habit already, because I always tend to have those monstersessions where I'm losing huge amounts of BI, and my winning sessions are usually smaller. I think I'll use around 2 BI loss stop from now on on NL25, and when I win I'll try to play longer sessions, maybe that will help.
Tomorrow I'll give my last try of NL25, if I lose a few BI's more, I'm down to 002/005 LOL.
March.

Feb+March. (looks horribly, cuz a NL25 pot is so much compared to NL5/NL10)

Feb+ March BB wise. (Lol, doesnt look so bad bb-wise.)

Anyway, i gotta move down, not feeling comfortable on this fucking NL25 piece of shit anymore.
FML
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Just played another session, full of motivation, perfectly clear mind, and what ended up happening ? The usual. I was first up like 3-4 buyins, then all bad beats came again, and I had to leave the session DOWN as usual.
This shit is fucking up my head, I am fucking cursed or something I swear to god. This game is only about who can cooler the other guy, I cant seem to win with the luck I have, infucking possible no matter how skilled I am/was. |
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Seems like I have to move down. SIGH |
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