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”That's the story of my life
That's the difference between wrong and right
But, Billy said, Both those words are dead
That's the story of my life” - Lou Reed, 1969
Ok, so it's time for a long as blog post. Inspired by a chance meeting at lunch with a girl who when we were 15 she had such great knockers I think I would've liked her even if I knew she was Satan. I'm pretty sure never had any sexual interest what so ever in me but still was very nice to the pathetic little nerd know as “Dusty, anno 2001”. Considering how I don't think she got much out of it, except maybe the fact that he was like one of maybe 3 or 4 people in school with a comparable intellect to hers which may or may not have been good for conversations, I'll consider her a good person until proven otherwise. In fact, she's easily top 10 on my “People who are genuinely good”-list, despite the fact that she's not nearly a 10 anymore.
”Yeah, I will love you
baby - Always
and I'll be there forever and a day -
Always ” - Bon jovi, 1994
I think I even liked that damn song. Can't stand it anymore, but that was approximately what I felt the last year I went in the same school as her. Despite getting like a hug or something as most. Saw her in her undies while playing cloth poker. Half a year later I redefined ”Always” to ”Until I actually get to sleep with a girl”, and since I had the good fortune to met a girl with very low self esteem that fall ”Always” translated to ”like 4 months”. I feel that this was very good for my growth as a man, despite me fucking everything about this new girl up within like 2 months form our first kiss. It was not pretty. I still was an idiot, but a non-virgin Idiot and that took some pressure away.
“They say there's a heaven for those who will wait
Some say it's better but I say it ain't
I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints
Sinners are much more fun...
And only the good die young “ - Billy Joel, 1977
Anyway, while still in school with the first girl a common theme was hating her latest boyfriend. But me and my current roommate (who also went in our class) agreed on what obvious scum anyone she dated was. The first one was some fat idiot who sang in a band. Obviously an easy target to hate, and we did, ohh God how we hated him. Funny part is that I actually liked him before he dated this girl and now a few years later I can honestly say that some of his songs are pretty decent. Don't think that band exists anymore though. Not sure. Next in line when (I think) this dude dumped her ass (Imo a clear sign that he should've been declared legally retarded) was some tall faggot. Same personality, only good looking and completely talentless. I think he dumped her when she was going to move away for school because “he'd only be able to fuck her on weekends”. At least according to legend. Or maybe she told me, I think it was around this time she started to confine in me before getting under the next dude. This one, however, was very different. I had met him a couple of times because he was a friend of a friend and seemed like a really good guy. I finally decided that I couldn't possibly find an excuse to hate him so I would just feel jealous, but admit the fact that they were a really good couple and gave us singles hope about true love and all that crap. The he died, 19 years old, in a diving accident.
“Too much of anything, is too much for me,
Too much of everything gets too much for me. “ - The who, 1971.
So life is unfair and good deeds gets punished. I though. I got over that though.
Today I met her by chance before a meting with some other students. She studies psychology, is really short, still has big but not exceptional knockers and showed no cleavage. She's still nice, but except thanks to her past I don't think I'd notice her. I still like her and everything, but on current accomplishments she's not really that great. But that's the cool thing, why the hell would someone need to be exceptional? As long as you're a decent human being I'm pretty sure I could learn to like you. I think Heinlein said something along the lines that he, given enough time, could learn to to love any decent human being and I think that's true for many of us. However, he defines love as a state in which another persons happiness is central for your own. I like that definition. In fact, by that definition I could probably find like 25 people I love. And if I knew all the people I semi-know better I could probably go past 100.
In other news, this video owns:
http://pokertube.com/Movies.aspx?movie=9166
So far this month I've played a pathetically small volume. That sucks, I'll try to end it at like -10k or less, and then win 20k next month so that I'll be back on track.
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lucifer Sweden. Feb 20 2009 11:38. Posts 5955 | | |
story nr3.
depressing
certain trolls might troll it |
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fuck do I care, dude is dead.
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rANDY United Kingdom. Feb 20 2009 14:33. Posts 2223 | | | |
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lucifer Sweden. Feb 20 2009 15:17. Posts 5955 | | |
| | On February 20 2009 11:31 DustySwedeDude wrote:
fuck do I care, dude is dead.
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well put, i've just been hanging in the less moral side of the internet (funny cuz there is no morals on the internet  ) |
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| On February 19 2009 22:21 Confedrate wrote: i dont get it | |
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| | On February 20 2009 13:33 rANDY wrote:
i love you dsd |
<3 too.
J/K who the fuck are you anyway? Stalking my blog 
anyway, ur cool in my book. |
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