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This honestly seems like a level but I'll respond anyways.

1. Stop making lame excuses and get yourself a job. Pretty much all jobs suck anyway what makes it decent is the people you connect with through your work.
2. If you want to get a job you enjoy then seek out the education that will allow you to do that job.
3. Seek some professional help, because you really sound like you need it.
4. You don't need to worry about girls right now. You need to work on you. You aren't even functioning right now much less capable of being in or contributing to a relationship. From your description of what you're looking for it sounds more like you want a mommy than a girlfriend.
5. You keep saying your intelligent yet your living a lifestyle equivalent to being a human cockroach. Maybe you're not that intelligent.

On August 22 2008 20:09 Bejamin1 wrote: 3. Seek some professional help, because you really sound like you need it.

Agreed. It's not shameful to go see a shrink. In fact, it can make your life so much better ... do it. If you don't like the first person you go see, try someone else.

though it may not seem like it to you, your family probably knows you more then you can imagine. don't think your so unique and complex that your so hard to understand. it sounds like the problem is you don't really know yourself. the only way to really figure yourself out is by interacting with other people, humans are labelled social animals for a reason. solution is pretty simple imo just do action action action, thats the only real security in this world.

snap out of your delusions

by the sounds of things you're in a really really fragile state at the moment and ur confidence isnt too great

i seriously recommend u join a gym and make going to gym ur next hobby, its a great way to feel better

On August 23 2008 00:30 lachlan wrote: by the sounds of things you're in a really really fragile state at the moment and ur confidence isnt too great i seriously recommend u join a gym and make going to gym ur next hobby, its a great way to feel better

this+go back to school. were in same situation as you were in some time ago but life's pretty good now

oh and go clothes shopping with ur sister, new clothes are great

Was in similar position as you.

Now I'm going back to school, and my life is starting to get momentum again.

You need to change something, you understand that...
Go back to school if you can, you will get better education which will make it easier to get a better job, you will meet new people and experience new enviroments. You can only grow if you experience new things.

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