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Just got informed that another person i knew
and who was a classmate of me at collegue for many years died.
he died of cancer 2 weeks ago.

last thing i had contact with him was a PvP on LT for fun that we played ~ 2,5 years ago at a Lan party with friends.
some of my friends made a lan party and played BW all day ( they were all total newbs)
I was invited but originally declined. ( I knew that they were all horrible and that it would not be fun playing them in BW)
However at the evening i decided that i come over and watch them a bit while having some beers.
He was kinda the best BW player of them and so the other guys asked me if i might play him while they watch.
I did so and we played 2 showmatches of PvP on Lt that i both won easily.
That feels so strange in a way that the last thing he and me had in common was a Broodwar match.

He was very special and almost the complete opposite of me at that time

He never smoked a cigarette
he never drank alcohol
he did lots of sports
he had always A grades in collegue
he was always friendly

and now he is dead.
I feel so sorry for him.

Sick life

I am only 24 years old myself
but i could mention at least 15 people i really knew that were my age and allready died

Looking at my past how i was a drug addict and had a very unhealthy crazy youth and so had many of my friends
i am kinda used to see people at my age die.
most of the guys i knew that are dead know were drug addicts and always lived on the edge.
Some of them died due to drugs some due to accidents ( car accidents etc.)
But all of them had in common that they were very extreme people in a way or another

This guy however was totally different.

He never did anything crazy

And then he fucking dies of cancer at the age of 24 ???

Again i am really sorry for him.

I also somehow feel really thankfull that i am alive and healthy after all teh shit i ve done so far in my Life

Where ever u may be now
I wish u Friedrich Heberlein the very best from my heart.

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Run like shit today

Lost 4,5 BI at NL50 HU in 600 hands. -225$
ALl setups where i could hardly do anything.

nothing too special

what would old PPlusAD have done ?

Play Nl100 till i am - 1K for today -> be sick angry + hate life

what do u do nowadays ?
Quit session for today , be happy that i am still + moneywise for the month
and play Broodwar Single player campaign !


ship

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As some of u know i decided to switch back from HU to 6max some months ago.
HU Nl100 swings were just too big too not affect my RL ( regularly had like -8BI or + 8 BI days while overall only doing small profits)

So i decided to go back to 6max and regrind from bottom to get used to 6max again after having played HU exclusivly for 4 months.
took 270 $ out of my regular roll and started at NL10 in March 2009 to build a 6max roll
went from NL10 to Nl20 pretty fast then to Nl25 and NL50 by end of March. April was basically breaking even on Nl50 for whole month
overall have build it up to ~ 1,3K BR since than and play NL50 6max mostly.

Since i dont have enough time to grind 6max due to university i put in 4 really small HU sessions of NL50 the last 4 days
-> played only around 1h - 1,5h something on average.
went pretty good. made + 320$ in 2 K hands or so on NL50 Hu

I still have a ~ 3K roll online from my original Nl100HU BR besides the 1,6K roll ive build up from the 270$. Since 1 march

The main reason i stopped plaing HU Nl100 and got back to micro 6max was that i just was tired of having these sick swings. that can kill or add 20-30% of/to your bankroll in just 3-4h.

Poker has been so relaxed and stress free the last 2 months
I think my biggest losing day was -200$ . ^^ Thats pretty cool to have a steady stressfree income of money
However yesterday i was thinking i maybe shall return to NL100 HU
I was not decided on that matter before my dream tonight.

Dream

So in my dream i was sitting at NL100 HU table and some big mega fish joins.
We play for about 2 hours and i make a ton of money from him while he does some occassional luckbox for double up.
At some point i have a 1000$ stack and he has a 1000$ stack , too ( probably makes no logic ... but hey it was a dream)

he minraises button as he had always done during the match.
I llok at my hand and see 44
I 3 bet him to 12$

he calls

flop
4s4h7h

I bet, he raises ( i fispump) and call

turn Qh

I bet , he raises, i reraise he calls ( me mega fistpump thinking he has a flush)

river 7

I bet ,he raises and now i mega mega uber fistpump, thinking he has a 7 or QQ for FH 100%)
I shove all in for a gigantic 2000$ pot on Nl100 HU
he snapcalls and i make a 360c spinning backfist warrior dance !

However somehow showdown doesnt come ...
and money goes all to him ....

And i am like wtf he didnt have 77 did he
I desperatly try to search the Hand History but i cant find the hand.
MOney is gone though and he has a 2000$ stack while i am sitting out.

I think like : fuck he must have had 77 fml and then i wake up

GG

felt so real i even insta checked my cashier

pretty sure my subconscious mind warned me through the dream that i shall continue to take on the route of relaxed pokerz in may for a nother month before i get back to NL100 HU

GL ALl

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Yeha
Pokerwise all fine

didnt play much in may so far due to university stuff
still nice results for only 5h of play


+ 283$

I like this one call that i made today

http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/683502

was the most exciting thing that happend in may so far
Did hardly do any MMA nor any Partying due to University responsibilities ...

btw i turned 24 few days ago and i recieved an overwhelming total 215€ of money (parents + uncle + my 2 granies and some rnd people) Dont really konw what to do with it ^^
Its too low to make a big difference on anything i want to buy the next months...
So I guess i will spend most of it on buying a shisha


not sure how this affects my MMA performance though ( maybe i have to train a little harder now ^^)


Doing lots of university stuff is the opposite of a sick life ...
But i am a whiney biatch ...
All day i cry how boring and unsatisfying University is to me for the last 16 months ...
I should probably just quit or shut the fuck up

since i dont have the balls to quit after 3 years of energy put into university.
I will shut up from now on.

Just wondering how Twisted enjoys his new Life after he quit poker.
I would be curious if he one day realizes that a normal life without printing money is totaly not the shizzle and pretty boring

To make this blogpost a little better quality here are some pics
Rachel and Arianne and some other from UFC girls






GL All

Enjoy the sick life !

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Tableratings has him as biggest winner today -> + 105K

watched him play vs bfl4me Nl20K HU
and some hilarious chat happend where both players showed some love :

bfl4me : nice overbet ( after bfl4me won the pot by calling a big river overbet with his set)
Fisheye : should have overbet bigger that u fold your set ( obviously being sarcastic)
bfl4me : Do u teach poker ? ( obviously being a sore loser )
Fisheye : Sry I will not teach u since i dont teach NITs

was pretty cool to see Fisheye back in action on Pokerstars.
Havent heared of his Poker results for months ... ( last thing i knew was he destroyed NL 5K at Party poker as Time2bustU)

Always cheering for the old starcraft gosus

Btw Germans best toruney player / Best FL online player/ best NL online player

FA_Morgoth / Schnibl0r/ Fisheye


pretty cool 3 Starcrafters being the german poker elite

May is good so far pokerwise for myself

900 hands NL50 HU + 176$ ( 3 hours 1 tabling)

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Well i am currently undecided.

My current system was build in July 2005 and therefore is almost 4 years old.

Athlon XP 3000+
1GB ram DDR 333
Geforce 7600GT 256mb ( did upgrade in 2007 from the original radeon9800pro)
80GB Seagate IDE + 250GB USB HDD
Asus Mainboard
Asus Tower 360w power supply

So i can run

FTPoker 12 tables + HEM on it without problems
Starcraft without problems
UT 2004 with 120fps average in 1650x1050 4x AA highest details

I dont have time for nerding single player games anyway since i have University+Poker+MMA

So my new PC shall meet the following requirements

Can play Starcraft 2
Can play some nice Multiplayer Shooter for eaz fragging when i dont feel like playing Poker or doing MMA
Can play FTP 12 tables + Hem smoothly.

This is the system i favour right now

Core 2 Duo E7400, 2x2.8Ghz,
4096 MB DDR2 800,
500GB SATA
Asus Mainboard
Thermalke Soprano Tower + 550w Be quiet power supply
Geforce 260GTX 896mb 216s
Vista 64bit ( I was told its necessary to have 64 bit windows since 32bit Versions only supply full use of ~ 3500 ram ?)

This all together would cost me 704€ ( 620€ the computer + 84€ the Windows Vista64 premium)+ no shipping fee

Havent found anything better for 620€ so far.


Pokerwise = havent played the last 10 days or so
fuck university >-<

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Since i have a shitload of university stuff ( yeha >-< T_T) FML
April is over for me pokerwise

medicore results
had a pretty bad session today where i just run sick bad and lost 3 BI in 700 hands 6 tabling
I lost 1 FH 2 flopped flushes and goit sucked out all day + couldnt win a race for my life

+ 265$ in the end for the month ... ( basically just a tiny little better than breakeven )

I expectet to make at least 3-4x that amount when i started to put some hands in on April 1st
I was really positive April will be a > 1K proifts month.

But i run too bad for the most part ...
Actually i only had like 3 days where i run very good and the rest was pure bullshit.

last 3 months were not too good >-< but at least i didnt lose either.

December 08 + 1900 $
January - 1600 $
February -170 $ ( was + 650$ 3 days before end of the month >_<)
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After 3 month of being a NL100 HU Player i decided the swings are too much for my current life situation to feel happy.
So i decided to go back to being a 6max player

started to play mainly NL25 6max to regain 6max skillz with only occasional NL100 HU sessions since the swings being a Nl100 player killed my soul

March + 496 $
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April + 265 $
mainly NL50 6max some very rare occasional SNGs and Nl100 HU




I hope for a better month in may and probably will play Nl100 6max when i feel confident enough with my NL50 6max game

GL ALl

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Long awaited
now it finally arrived


Last 3K hands + 8BI



LOL

unfortunately i didnt have time to play much since university started again on Monday
i am pretty tired all time and so i only play short 1-1,5h sessions 9 tabling 6max

pretty happy with how i managed to become a half way disciplined 6max grinder in the last months from starting as spewy NL100 HU degen.

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Yeha not running too good with girls lately

random porn pic


I noticed i have one major problem with most girls i am physically attracted to.
They are boring ....
This situation happend a lot lately

U see this girl who looks attractive to u
U talk to her and everything goes smooth
u make out a bit have some fun and all is fine

And then at one point u realize that if u get in a relationship with this girl she wants your whole attentions since she doesnt have any hobbies etc herself ...

And that scares me a shitload due to bad experience whith those kinda girls in the past
-> I insta lose interest in the girl


This is how it spinns in my head after getting to know them a little

AD : hey u attractive , and we seem to come along very well
Girl : Ya , i enjoy the time with u maybe we can go to ... tomorrow
Ad : Yes of course. All cool
Ad : So do u actually have any interests in XY
Girl : No not so much
AD : So what do u do most of your time
Girl : Well basically i just enjoy hanging out with friends and party ?
Girl : Yeha , thats kinda what i like to do most in life. Like go Party on weekends and hang out with friends

AD: >_< Life tilt wrong fucking answer T_T fml , fu curse u all acsoino2ied23d9 TILT

Dont know if anyone else has same experience but getting serious with those girls never works for someone like me
who has 284 hobbies and enjoys a lot of things that require dedication.

The Problem is that after 2-3 Weeks of Happy Life with the girl she starts to make u her new center of Life.
Since she doesnt have anything in Life that requires her attention besides u.
This makes me feel so uncomfortable.

I hate that.

This "being the center of someones Life" makes me feel responsible to fullfilling a role that i never inteended to be in in the first place.

Dont know if it becomes clear what i mean ( since obv my english skillz suckz many)

She having no life besides the relationship kinda slowly affects my Life in a way that i reduce everything i enjoy (such as hobbies) etc aswell in a creepy but irresistible way .

So i talked to some attractive girls in the last months ...
And it was always the same and i think i start to become paranoid about that ^^

AD : Hey whats your hobbies
Girl : Well going out and Party ... just hannging out with friends
AD : Anything else besides that ?
Girl : Not really ? I just love my friends and doing party ?
AD : NEXT ->


T_T

I am a sad panda right now !



Pokerwise i sucessuflly shipped +120$ today in a 70 minutes short session
YAY

GL ALL

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playing long sessions when u feel good and are motivated is very important !

Thinking like

Oh i am up 100$ after 30 minutes, i feel good and relaxed lets quit and call it a day = -EV
or fuck i am down 150$ after 30 minutes despite playing good -> quit session

is very -EV in the long run.


I play okayish , and just got unlucky -> fuck results -> continue grinding = very very +EV

One thing every new player must realize to become succesfull with pokerz

todays graph
9 tabling Nl50 6max at FTP



run very bad whole session except for the last 30 minutes

+128$ for the day
i am happy

allthough i play lower than i played in the past i think i improved a shitload as a poker player
( my cardgame skill probably didnt change .. but everything that has to do with taking poker serious improved by 20miles !)



off to bed now
cause 6h i have to get up again

tomorrow University >-<

GL ALL

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