I cant beat 1/2
SakiSaki, Nov 18 2007
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317545
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317546
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317547
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317548
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317550
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/317551
/wrists
busto
SakiSaki, Nov 08 2007
Im busto
any advice?
Welcome to partypoker midstakes
SakiSaki, Oct 30 2007

sigh...
Fuck donkaments
SakiSaki, Oct 28 2007
Played the 300k grtd on party for 7 hours, shoved AJ in lp got called by KK gg me out 15th for 2k
I
HATE
DONKAMENTS
WHAT
A
WASTE
OFF
TIME
Grinders suck at puns
SakiSaki, Oct 18 2007
my name is yourdadylovesyou on party, grinder wins medium pot against me.
Grinder: my daddy loves you too
Me: God
Me: That made no sense
Grinder: No im not jesus
Me: what??
(silence)
fuck
SakiSaki, Oct 14 2007
i was chopping onion and fucking almost chopped of my finger
gah its blood everywhere
ohhh the pain wtf i run bad even when i cook, life is so unfair.
WBCOOP BLAH
SakiSaki, Oct 09 2007
Gots to move
SakiSaki, Sep 21 2007
So I finally decided I cant play on only partypoker. Ive always liked party and by now i know all the regulars really well. But Its just so stupid sometimes. The client crashes randomly, I have bad rakeback and its a heaven for shortstacking ratholing russians. I cashed out 10k and I wanna throw that in some other pokersite. Ive been thinking about prima since they have really good rakeback but Im not sure which skin to go with. Do any primasite have resizable tables?
Can anyone recommend anything in perticular?
ty sirs
Thats gotta hurt
SakiSaki, Sep 18 2007
lomoo has hit the Progessive Bad Beat Jackpot and won $3,575.55 USD. hookturner won the hand and received $1,787.78 USD. archibald15, BlindManBluffing, pcrocker111, nissen555111 played in the hand and received $446.95 USD each. The next Bad Beat Jackpot has been reset to $2,043.14.
lol
My poker story/I hate life
SakiSaki, Sep 09 2007
I feel fucking crushed and Im not sure why but I just need to write this out, some might find it interesting i dunno.
I started grinding 10nl with the lp promotion sometime around february last year. I ran well in the beginning and moved up pretty quickly, by the end of the summer I was grinding 200nl. There, I hit my first brick wall. Everytime I triend to move up to 400nl I got fucked so bad. I just couldnt win. After struggling for quite a few months I finally decided I was doomswitched on FTP and moved my roll to partypoker. Continuing to run bad/play bad there I finally had to drop down to 100nl for a while. I was really discuraged and couldnt understand what I was doing wrong. I discussed alot of poker with some of the regulars I played with alot on FTP. Hearing their point of view was really eyeopening and I realised I had been playing way to agressive trying to win every pot I was in. I started to change my game and all off a sudden i felt I was playing really good and running even better.
I skyrockeded on party and I just couldnt loose for the longest time. I just kept moving up and I really felt my game improve drasticly. Sometime around July I peaked my roll at 90k. I was playing mainly 5/10 and some 10/20 when the games looked good.
Then finally the shit hit the fan. I lost big on one session of 10/20 and continued to spew/run bad on 5/10. Not sure about the numbers but over the course of 2-3 weeks I lost about 40k. Depressed I cashed out everything except 15k and decided to rebuild for a while and deposit money into another site. Not happy about the other sites I tried I continued to play 2/4 on party and eventually deposited 20k back into party and grinded 3/6.
I did really well on 3/6 as I have always done. I dont have all my pokertracker hands left but I think I have a winrate of somewhere around 4-5ptbb/100 lifetime on partys 3/6. But everytime I tried to move back to 5/10 I hit the same wall I hit when trying to move to 400nl on FTP. I basicly won alot of money on 3/6 and blew it all on 5/10. Because of this my br has basicly been standing still on around 40-50k for the last months. I think i might actually be in the red lifetime on 5/10. Its pretty sick, because I can feel how much worse I am playing as soon as I move up. The frustration of continuing to stand still finally got the best of me and my 3/6 game has really taken a beating. Ive been frustrated/semitilted for so long now I have no idea how to find my way back to my A-game.
September has been horrible, and I just finished a terrible terrible session. I lost a bunch of flips and tilt is always around the corner for me these days so it doesnt take all that much to push me over the edge.
My roll has now dropped to 25k and I just hate everything about poker. I have always had some problems with easily getting thrown off my A-game but it have never gotten me to this point. Im actually fearing that I will go busto and I feel like I need to make my decision right here and right now. I either shape up and stop being a fucking whiny ungreatful tilting retard or I might aswell quit poker alltogether.
Without dicipline a pokerplayer is nothing, its simply the single most important skill for succeding in this devious game.
Im now taking a break from poker. I dont know for how long but I have a feeling that I wont wanna play for a couple of weeks. Ill just focus on school and hopefully I can find my way back to playing good poker again.
good night.
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