$2.05, BALLA?

1st LOL?

WTF I WAS GONNA BE FIRST ASSHOLE

Nah, doesn't count...

FIRST

This is funny, but it sounds like you are really trying to be honest with yourself and move forward. GL

1st plz

i thought 50NL was .25/.50 and i was like OMG HOW DID HE LOSE 10K IN 80 HANDS? im an idiot

WOW

I hope to repost this on Dec 31 09 with a signifigant change and green in each limit until atleast nl600

prob won't be able to change the NL5k for a long, long time

oh well, i satisfied my ego by getting to it in the past, its no longer a goal, just a game that will be there waiting for me one day

On January 16 2009 19:40 jase wrote: WOW

lol
that graph is funny

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW

what do you mean "who knows where I would've taken it"
you would've taken it exactly where you took it had you not taken it in the first place!

nah... you really wasted ur time imo.

On January 16 2009 19:56 gawdawaful wrote: what do you mean "who knows where I would've taken it" you would've taken it exactly where you took it had you not taken it in the first place!

thats actually very true, i had no idea of br management, so im pretty sure i woulda kept burning it til i finally got so fucking fed up with depositing / loaning.

That finally happened this year when I wrote up the guide on Jan 8th, Its only been 8 days since I started with the guide, but this time around theres no stress, no shortcuts, just a solid grind, im positive i can hang onto the br for now on

On January 16 2009 19:57 ErikQuirk wrote: nah... you really wasted ur time imo.

You'll eat those words at the end of this year, the past couple years have taught me how to play just about every facet of poker, and become a competent player in each area, i went degen for a year and lost a lot of money, it took me about 3-4 months to break the degen mindset that I had cultivated and realize that grinding is so +ev in the long run

the only waste of time i did was playing hu for about 4-5 months too long, but I was kinda fighting this personal battle with degenness. was seriously like a spell I had to break with no know-how, which is why it took foreever

Now I can take it to the top, true grinda style, with a set guideline that is made personally by me for me, that facilitates my want/need to be at atleast low-mid limits by allowing me to move up every 40-50 bi i win on each limit in micro

You're just a pessimistic bitch, wait, why am I even replying to you, you have 78 posts from slovakia, you probably have no clue how to play poker

you've fucked up ur poker long enough, you're a good enough player to beat midstakes and we all know it. time to move on and do the right thing man, i really feel you've earned the right to be a winning player after all that degeneracy for two years - u owe it to yourself first and foremost. GL

t.t

Bravo =)

I'm starting to believe that you will really make it this time. You're making a lot of good steps. Being honest with yourself about your results is very important. And the guide you put together was solid and if you stick to it you'll be able to beat midstakes. The big thing is to remember that it might take a while to get there. You can't control the downswings and sometimes they show up and throw a monkey wrench into you entire plan. You might run well and move up quickly, or you might find yourself sitting @ NL25 or NL50 for a lot longer than you feel you SHOULD, but that's just poker. Don't let yourself regress if that happens.

GL

On January 16 2009 20:14 k2o4 wrote: Bravo =) I'm starting to believe that you will really make it this time. You're making a lot of good steps. Being honest with yourself about your results is very important. And the guide you put together was solid and if you stick to it you'll be able to beat midstakes. The big thing is to remember that it might take a while to get there. You can't control the downswings and sometimes they show up and throw a monkey wrench into you entire plan. You might run well and move up quickly, or you might find yourself sitting @ NL25 or NL50 for a lot longer than you feel you SHOULD, but that's just poker. Don't let yourself regress if that happens. GL

word

During those first 175k hands, how many times did you think that maybe you shouldn't be playing poker?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL BALLIN!!!!!

GOGO SUPER RYAN!!! :D :D :D :D :D

YOU CAN DO IT YOU'RE MY HERO!!!!!

On January 16 2009 20:24 ShadowDrgn wrote: During those first 175k hands, how many times did you think that maybe you shouldn't be playing poker?

0 times Mr. 40 posts!

The point where you red line dropped is the point where you made most money. Then when it goes up you insta drop hard on your overall. Guess this is one good example about not caring for the red line, at least not at this price.

Those 30k hands you probably played pretty good. If you can recall how you played back then you might crush micro's faster.

On January 16 2009 20:36 gororokgororok wrote: The point where you red line dropped is the point where you made most money. Then when it goes up you insta drop hard on your overall. Guess this is one good example about not caring for the red line, at least not at this price. Those 30k hands you probably played pretty good. If you can recall how you played back then you might crush micro's faster.

True, but the redline also countered the losing blue line which brought my green to even, although i'd rather just be in the green 100%

alot of the redline has to do w/ image on a stake, ppl get used to me playing very lag then i don't bluff as often and get paid more often, and then loosening back up and tightening, etc

although i do bluff most opportune spots

-10k for 85 hands is just sick

http://www.liquidpoker.net/poker-forum/466286/Raidan_vs_NeillyAA_5k_HU.html

posting in epic blog post!

its like 450,000 hands of winning poker and 75,000 hands of losing poker

GL Neilly pls stick to this one time

will do, thx shad

what happened to the 9k you've won in SnG's?

Does Not Compute.

spent it in life

1 time Lee!

takes balls to post this.

No reason to hide it, I can learn from it instead of being ashamed that i broke even over just about 2 years

I just figured out I'm actually up around 3-4k more than this says, obviously it froze before competion, i won like 20bi off frinkx on a heater last year at 1/2HU (1/2 max on the chart, and it only shows a small sample size for that limit (like 12 hands)

so I assume I'm up a couple G's, had a good feeling that something was off w/ that chart

couple g's is still terrible, but makes me feel a tiny tiny bit better inside :-)

prob have 15-30k more hands played, maybe 100k more hands played, not gonna go through 12 hrs of uploading to find out though, this was to serve a purpose and it was served

=) wp

well, at least you're not down money

i mean 3.83 over 500k hands is sick if it was done right, good motivation to do things right