I think my days of a winning player are gone unless I blink a big mtt which may or may not happen but its okay I will still gamble n keep it sustainable.
I gamble what I can afford to lose but hey I aint eating less but maybe a fewer time eating out or and drinking less if I don't lose in gambling but its okay I don't mind drinking a bit less or eating out fewer times and cooking more at home. overall im at peace with me life and its relatively good so if I complain, punch me or something -_-;
Merry Christmas and Happy holidays, woot Neilly the Champ gave me some xmas money so I can go get meself a Christmas gift. I woulda gotten him something if he provided me his mail address but he said maybe next year cuz hes a champ. Ryan and I had our ups n down but no hate all love to ya brotha wishing u and your love ones well. I hope u visit me when u make more money n don't mind spending X amount to travel here. Can't wait till we meet up again until then keep crushing brotha. Thanks again brotha much love n respect. Peace
Another good day, saw a bud even though it was raining a lot but I dont mind the rain, use to it so its whatever to me. We exchange gifts n then did some things n call it a day. Ate some food and smoked some cigarettes etc. I bump into him this year again since I haven't seen him for a few years but it was nice to interact again. Now I am waiting for a friend to come, we may drink a bit and have some food at my place but in the meantime I will play some free roll on clubwpt which is okay cause its a 750$ free roll at 2:30 pm and ggpoker's 20k freeroll right now is pretty good, but its impossible to win against 20k players lol but w/e just for fun to past time till my friend comes maybe. Anyways thats my day so far and quite enjoyable.
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was so tired from going out n poker I feel asleep and my friend didn't come so I am enjoying Christmas Eve alone in the quiet. I guess its time for poker again cause there isn't anything else I wanna do but no free rolls at this time so ill play some micro stakes for the funs and watch Neilly's stream
Christmas gifts this year was pretty awesome, got a lot of things I needed but was too broke to get it myself. for example wireless earbuds was desperately needed especially when I go out and other things. Hopefully the gifts I gave it was also nice for my friends. Went n saw my parents a little bit for Christmas, watch a tiny bit of NFL but the matchups wasn't interesting so I didn't watch much. Then went home chill/cook/play poker won a couple of dollars/talk to friends online. Slept early cause I guess I was tired and its Boxing Day today in canada so im going shopping with the money I got from Christmas. ill be one of the keeners n hope to snag some good deals. ill be at the doors when it opens cause I want them good deals since im already up mind as well go early to get some good deals. I still have a couple of hours to go so ill play some poker in the time being but I wonder how the heck do people still win in ggpoker. its freaking hard to win on that site so imma move sites soon. GL to the grinders who are putting in the hours still but I might transition to live poker but we will see cause online is too hard these days so its mostly for fun. I probably play like 20-25 hours of poker online a week. I am wishing to be a winning player again -_-; haha.
Anyways hope y'all had a good xmas and got good gifts.
today I got myself a laptop but its slowww but it is what it is for that price but I guess was a decent deal and what I could afford. I think my current Mac is faster than that but I needed to play poker on different sites cuz this Mac is old and doesn't allow to install some client so it will do for now till I blink a big tournament worth millions or win millions in cash game online jokes but I am definitely moving sites.
Anyhow my buddy came over today and we talked about stuff, hes from Latin America studying in BC for now. Good guy and wise beyond his age when it comes to life. at his age I was still pondering the meaning of life but I guess he is too but I kinda told him what is my why in life. smart guy has a bright future with a kind heart and comes from a good family. I meet him via a meet up and we been friends for a few years now. he studying for another few years but the young adults today are a bit different than when I was a young adult. I have a tiny sample size but he is differently different than most young adults today. He can tell hes a somewhat different than his peer groups.
Anyways was a fun day.
Peace
ah fk I broke my phone now im at Starbucks looking for a new one on my laptop. we will see if I wanna get a new one or just use my parents back up since I gave my old iPhone 11 to my mom n my google pixel 7 broke but it was time to get a new phone yet I dont want to spend a bit on a new phone so ill probably just use a crappy old iPhone. i like android more than iPhones but thats what ill have to deal with now. I would like to get the google pixel 10 but I rather get investments n just get a 2nd hand phone or use the old iPhone. shitty c'est la vie.
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eh a crappy old iphone is the 2nd gen iphone se which isn't bad. good enough for now.
sudden epiphany happens so don't lose what you need to do to enjoy life as much as possible. iono my why is to just make money right now and enjoy life. maybe thats a better "why" for u right now to make as much money as possible.
I tended to the plants and went for a walk. Not sure what my WHY is but at least I did those things. I was thinking about it. My WHY is not Good Puss. It's been Good Puss in the past and while that is nice and all the existential dread comes back.
There does not seem to be any enjoy life tonight and there are expectations because it's a Friday night. Finding the perfect hobby, game, movie, poker site, it's all futile. ChatGPT just told me to listen to music and post on forums so I am trying that.
I just came home from cactus club but I don't enjoy so many people, draining, introvert by nature. Food was good though and company was awesome so it is what it is. I rather enjoy being alone on a Friday night listening to music tbh and posting on forums. my kind of Friday but once in a blue moon ill go to a crowded place to realize I shouldn't have gone lol but needed the pain hahaha
downtown today was crazy but I had to go there to get something but shit too hectic for me. im more of nature person than the hustling n bustling
oh well at least what I got was a nice little gift for someone special to me
vancouver downtown has some homeless people so wasn't that nice of a scene
so for that I am grateful I have a nice home, some good meals, a bed to sleep n other things.
Things coulda been better but definitely coulda been worst but everything happens for a reason
So for that thank you God <3
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