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Rinny   United States. Jul 27 2018 22:02. Posts 600

Food never goes away. you can live on a monastery, abstain from sex, earning and handling money, stop talking but at the end of the day you gotta fucking eat. I use food as a drug a lot too. Plant based veganism is soft of like being food sober, but then I can get high off feeling high and mighty. At the end of the day it'll come down to your internal state.

Yeah I know about this org. I read noah levine's(founder) book and I related to it a lot because I was really into punk growing up. There's an org near me that meets on thursday but I haven't attended.


RiKD    United States. Jul 28 2018 04:24. Posts 8444

I never knew you were strong in the Buddhism Rinny or the fact that you are an ex-problem marijuana smoker (me too).

Maybe give the RR book a go and see if you like it or drop into a meeting one day or not. It's really whatever.


LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Jul 28 2018 08:34. Posts 15163

Oh great another RiKD blog

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RiKD    United States. Jul 28 2018 14:33. Posts 8444

Meh. Not really. I am just trying to maybe help someone a little bit.

It's all related anyway.

I have an idea that hiems is just doing no fap to like have more sexual energy and to be better with women. That's why most do it. I think nofap is wise regardless of the motivations.

The thread was kind of tailing off. It sounds like Rinny is doing nofap because of suffering and craving and is also trying to curtail any substance use. Rinny, I actually had a drinking dream last night. For some reason I just started drinking bourbon and couldn't stop. Oh, I was working at a gas station and I didn't like it. I just left and started drinking bourbon. I drank about the whole bottle and was like "fuck" what do I do with the bottle my parents are going to be home soon. Everyone is coming home soon and they are going to know that I am drunk. I felt remorse. It was crazy. It felt real. Relapse dreams just mean you are the real McCoy and we need to continue to follow the path. Even one Refuge Recovery meeting a week would probably be beneficial.


hiems   United States. Jul 28 2018 17:54. Posts 2979

^Kind of. I last too long in bed lately. Tbh I'd be more comfortable talking about it if there weren't ppl here just looking to troll.

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hiems   United States. Jul 28 2018 23:11. Posts 2979


  On July 28 2018 07:34 LemOn[5thF] wrote:
Oh great another RiKD blog



I actually agree with this.


  On July 28 2018 13:33 RiKD wrote:
Meh. Not really. I am just trying to maybe help someone a little bit.

The thread was kind of tailing off.



[ ] thread
[x] blog

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RiKD    United States. Jul 30 2018 14:50. Posts 8444


  On July 28 2018 16:54 hiems wrote:
^Kind of. I last too long in bed lately. Tbh I'd be more comfortable talking about it if there weren't ppl here just looking to troll.



Well, if you really want someone to talk to you can PM me. I am not a certified therapist or anything like that but I am here to be of service.

It is wise to not share too much in blogs. There is no reason to unveil. Really poor medium for that. Transparency on social media and blogs is unwise.


RiKD    United States. Jul 30 2018 14:54. Posts 8444


  On July 28 2018 22:11 hiems wrote:
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I actually agree with this.


  On July 28 2018 13:33 RiKD wrote:
Meh. Not really. I am just trying to maybe help someone a little bit.

The thread was kind of tailing off.



[ ] thread
[x] blog


Blogs and threads have a tendency to ebb and flow. Recovery and Buddhism is off topic but not THAT off topic. People with an issue with pornography and masturbation could use recovery and Buddhism. Your particular case doesn't sound like a particular issue with suffering and craving and addiction.

So, it was my fault that the thread got derailed a bit. I apologize if it bothered people.


hiems   United States. Jul 31 2018 13:09. Posts 2979

you might be one of the most annoying people ever.

the distinction between a blog and a thread is that blog is started by someone else so you kind of have to respect it a bit more and not steer the direction wherever you want it. its annoying that you keep making this insinuation that my motivation is somehow less wise than others' motivations, which is a ridiculous statement by itself but its more even annoying considering its my blog in the first place. in addition, its also annoying that after i flame you in your own blog about how you keep spamming the forum with blogs you stopped making as many blogs but then start spamming other threads with your own agenda which is pretty much the same thing.

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RiKD    United States. Jul 31 2018 14:31. Posts 8444

Whatever dude. Stay in denial and dukkha (suffering) if you want. You strike me as a very confused individual. I don't know your motivations for nofap. You never told me or anyone on here. You are acting like a little brat whose birthday party isn't going how he imagined. "It's my blog and I can cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to, you would be too if it happened to you..."

Quite frankly, Rinny was more interesting than you and we had a mini-discussion all of which would likely benefit you and anyone else dealing with suffering and craving.


hiems   United States. Jul 31 2018 16:19. Posts 2979

sure im in suffering to some extent. i have more money than most people my age yet i def feel like its nowhere enough. i also have a desire to have a better life and instagram account or whatever else. but the difference between me and you is that i am very much aware of these things and in control of my life where as you had the same desires when you were younger when you had that big bankroll and you simply couldn't control yourself and pissed it all away "trying to make 2 million/year" or whatever. not everyone is batshit crazy like you are...im willing to work towards my goals. i am also willing to accept that there will be those that have more than i do.

its really crazy how arrogant you are in assuming that because other people didnt spend hundreds or even thousands of hours studying philosophy that they are idiots. especially when really the one who is most prone to suffering is you. ill stay in dukkha, you keep bagging those groceries.

ps. agree rinny is more interesting than me. also it was indeed my birthday a few days ago.

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RiKD    United States. Jul 31 2018 17:40. Posts 8444

Whatever dude. It sounds like to me you are deeply delusional and confused. What will this "nowhere enough" amount of money get you? More ephemeral pleasures? What are you craving and grasping at? There are reasons you want to do nofap. You have built a castle of cards but the castle is not made of steel it is made of cards. You are not in control of your life. That is another delusion. What are your goals? Buy more fashionable clothing? Take dates to more expensive restaurants? Find an attractive woman you can have sex with or fall in love or have a relationship with? It's simply grasping. Are you capable of these things? Anyone can waste money on clothing. Anyone can feel like they are transcended on a night out at a sensory pleasing restaurant. Not everyone is in a position to have a sane dating life. The only thing that matters is cultivating an inner peace and freedom. Clothes and restaurants and women will never be enough.

I don't think you are an idiot. I think you are delusional and confused. It really feels like the only outcome is that you stay in dukkha until you feel enough of it. Until the dukkha is severe or intense enough nothing will change. That is a pretty predictable path for you to attack my occupation. I don't bag groceries but what's the difference? I have to work at this point to cover even the barest of necessities. I am not harming anyone and I get to eat food and have shelter (and health insurance, car, etc.). I strive to live as a hermit and/or within a monastery. That is not really reasonable at this point but I can reject the Western world to an extent. I don't know. We may not even be in the same ballpark. If you don't wish to be free of anything or experience peace and serenity with out grasping/craving/thirst this is just idle chatter but the fact that you are attempting nofap sends a different message. Get honest with yourself man.


hiems   United States. Jul 31 2018 17:56. Posts 2979

so what should i do man? just give everything up and be a bum like you?

also i just don't understand why you are assuming those things about me. honestly i am pretty offended by it all. i don't understand at what point i said what i'd do with my money.

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RiKD    United States. Jul 31 2018 20:29. Posts 8444

Nofap leads me to believe you are open to change. The rest of your posts do not.

The motivations behind nofap would dictate what I think you should do.

This idea of not having enough money is suffering and craving. Your idea of the good life might be misinformed. The fact that you put "have a better life and instagram account" in the same sentence there is a lot to be learned if you want to. What are your goals? I am sure almost all of them have something to do with achieving x so I can be happy. Most x, especially if they are dictated by Western culture/consumerism/neoliberalism, are not reliable. Cultivating inner happiness, altruism, and all together spending time wisely are what matters.

Maybe you are addicted to freaks who suck good dick? There is the initial rush, the smooth burn, the peak of climax, a bit of an afterglow and then darkness. We crave a better high or we feel bad or down so we do it again. The craving is satiated but for moments if at all. The emptiness is worse than the fleeting orgasm. It is a tough cycle to break. Abstinence is typically the only way or until sane guidelines are put into place. That can be sort of scaled into any situation. What is enough? It has to be asked. Even if you got a 10% raise what are you going to do with that money? Consume more? Why? Be honest about what makes you happy and what is enough? Is it snorting coke and banging that hooker in that motel or having some tea with a friend?

I am turning into a "bum" simply because as I get deeper into the teachings I realize the wisdom in renunciation. I got rid of almost my entire wardrobe. Most of it is very nice luxury stuff. I had no feelings of remorse or of loss. I felt phenomenal. This trend has been true in all cases so far.

The whole reason I got into Buddhism in the first place was regarding substances. Then I realized it plays into every aspect of my life. Substances is an easy one because I can just abstain and it is pretty clear. Sex, food, money, clothing are not nearly as clear cut. Some guidelines must be set up.

Sex - I am currently celibate from sex and masturbation and am happy I went this route. No more Tinder bullshit, craving, grasping. The perspective changes in a good way for me.

Food - Here is one where I have never experienced obesity or anorexia/bulemia. I still have issues with food but as long as I keep it vegetarian and eat just enough I can't really go wrong.

Money - I only work to cover basic necessities. After that I either work less or give more to worthwhile charity. I prefer to work less and give more (time) to worthwhile charity

Clothing - Matthieu Ricard has 2 robes, 2 sweaters, and 2 coats. I strive for that simplicity but have a bit more than that. If your goal is to be a young professional you will obviously want a "cool," and "appropriate" wardrobe. I am not telling anyone to quit their job but is it really necessary to go out and buy 4 trendy pairs of pants?

If you want to change you will change. If you don't want to change you won't.


hiems   United States. Jul 31 2018 23:01. Posts 2979

Maybe you are addicted to freaks who suck good dick? There is the initial rush, the smooth burn, the peak of climax, a bit of an afterglow and then darkness. We crave a better high or we feel bad or down so we do it again. The craving is satiated but for moments if at all. The emptiness is worse than the fleeting orgasm. It is a tough cycle to break. Abstinence is typically the only way or until sane guidelines are put into place. That can be sort of scaled into any situation. What is enough? It has to be asked.

wtf ru talking about

Even if you got a 10% raise what are you going to do with that money? Consume more? Why? Be honest about what makes you happy and what is enough? Is it snorting coke and banging that hooker in that motel or having some tea with a friend?

wtf ru talking about

Money - I only work to cover basic necessities. After that I either work less or give more to worthwhile charity. I prefer to work less and give more (time) to worthwhile charity

wtf ru talking about ur parents support u

If your goal is to be a young professional you will obviously want a "cool," and "appropriate" wardrobe. I am not telling anyone to quit their job but is it really necessary to go out and buy 4 trendy pairs of pants?

again, wtf ru talking about. you really have no idea about my life.

dude you are fucking crazy.

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RiKD    United States. Jul 31 2018 23:56. Posts 8444

It is apparent that you don't respect me. In fact, that should have been apparent long ago. Enough of this worthless chatter. You will be in my loving-kindness meditations tomorrow.


Rinny   United States. Aug 01 2018 04:33. Posts 600

this is working really well for me everytime i want to jerk off i think 'hey im gonna have to let the fellas on the 2004 php board know i let them down" I've also decided I will light the 500 dollars on fire if i fail. this is like giving 500 dollars to everyone in the world who owns us currency because it reduces inflation.


hiems   United States. Aug 01 2018 15:34. Posts 2979

yes seems like its an effective format. I might do more of these like some sort of learn how to make some food bet, etc.

lol. thats different. yea I kind of looked at that givewell list and felt kind of meh about it. I also hate doctors with a passion. I was thinking of giving it to some bums/poor kids when I'm in a foreign country or giving it to some people on liquidpoker that have low bankrolls.

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whammbot   Belarus. Aug 07 2018 10:46. Posts 517

good luck with the nofap. it gets easier as you get older lol


hiems   United States. Aug 07 2018 21:51. Posts 2979

haha nah no way man. jesus what a bummer, lol.

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