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                            Eluflop   Estonia. Apr 20 2010 03:37. Posts 3835 |    |  |  
                            So the last blog i was down 5k in 400 nl.. 
 I decided to pump it up , play well and rise from ashes in 400nl. Well i didn't even come close to my plan. I fell even deeper between the ass cheeks total of -6000$ (wuuuuhuuuuuu). Then i at one point in my session i realized that I have no confident left. I felt like a newborn hairless monkey sitting on the cold street pavement of Brooklyn.  
 
I looked outside the window, took a sip of water and admitted my lack of knowledge in 400 nl stake to myself. I was in deep need for self confidence redemption. So i watched some videos, took some notes and also took a little break. Finally I moved back down to 200 nl. The transaction felt like going to your warm bed to sleep compared to sitting naked on the streets of Brooklyn in a cold January. So now i am climbing back up to the ''green'' in 200 nl. So far im up 10 bi in 3 sessions. 
 
I took the -6k as an investment, like tuition for the school. I learned valuable new things. And soon I will force myself to move back up from my cozy warm bed to the cold streets of Brooklyn... But hey, this time the monkey will have hair on his body... 
 
 
 
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                            doctorstu   Australia. Apr 20 2010 03:40. Posts 362 |    |  |  
                            You have a great attitude toward the game mate keep at it.  
 
..Are there really monkeys on the street? 
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                            SugoGosu   Korea (South). Apr 20 2010 03:50. Posts 1793 |    |  |  
                            those are some big monkey balls  |  
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                          | Say this outloud!  Why was six afraid of seven?......Because Seven Eight Nine |   |  
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                            Jedeye   United Kingdom. Apr 20 2010 07:35. Posts 188 |    |  |  
                            that was fucking poetic. gl.  |  
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                            longple      Sweden. Apr 20 2010 07:52. Posts 4472 |    |  |  
                            ur english is pretty nice =) 
 
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                            TheHuHu3   United States. Apr 20 2010 08:06. Posts 5544 |    |  |  
                            What was your BR when you took a shot?  |  
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                            Arirang   Canada. Apr 20 2010 08:30. Posts 1673 |    |  |  | 
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                            Eluflop   Estonia. Apr 20 2010 11:21. Posts 3835 |    |  |  
                            My br was over 40 buy ins. in 2/4  |  
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                            kingpowa   France. Apr 20 2010 16:13. Posts 1525 |    |  |  
                            Hope you will run as good as your posts are.  |  
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