Bullshit day imo

welcome to my life =)

that's been happening to me for ages, a few days of small profit and then BAM horrible BS kicking me all over the place.

this has been my life for a little over 3 months man.. group hug time lol

Seriously though, STFU both, if you want a smooth week go flip burgers.

lol I'm not the biggest fan of ur attitude lately. human emotions are normal and sometimes need to be expressed. plus you are acting all enlightened and experienced when you don't live off of poker. we are all experienced poker players here on this site and we understand variance fairly well already.

On December 17 2009 17:48 k2o4 wrote: welcome to my life =) that's been happening to me for ages, a few days of small profit and then BAM horrible BS kicking me all over the place.

word.

I don't think I'll ever get a steady eddie badge on PTR lol

On December 17 2009 18:51 Night2o1 wrote: lol I'm not the biggest fan of ur attitude lately. human emotions are normal and sometimes need to be expressed. plus you are acting all enlightened and experienced when you don't live off of poker.

What does the fact that I don't live off of poker have to do with anything?
And I am trying to promote a healthy culture where I can discuss how to vbet well, celebrate successes and discuss theory and not only see the endless whines about the backbone of profitability in poker.

You guys are my favourite LP posters for gods sake, how the hell can I stop caring about irrelevant short term results when half of the blogs here are whines about variance

It can wear on your very much over time, and when your livelihood and future plans depend on being successful sooner rather than later it can become a little overwhelming. It depends on the person and I have already talked about how I'm trying to relieve that stress.. but just telling people to stfu about it, atleast me, doesn't help. It is also harder to take seriously (especially when you use an aggressive way of saying it) when you say it, because you don't come from a position of authority or experience on the subject. It isn't anything personal.

And I think once people reach the low-midstakes level that brett & I are at we do have a decent grasp of how variance works, perhaps these whiney posts are coming from a different angle than you realize.. I'm not totally broken up or raging because of it every day or every time I post about it.. Most of the time I'm just expressing disappointment because there's no one in real life I can talk to about these things (I have no rl poker friends in my area).

Hopefully you can understand a bit. I don't mind a more gentle or inspirational reminder at all.

again.. I am still trying to improve and reduce my disappointment/emotional involvement in results..

it indeed sux living off profit being a smallstakes grinder

ive done that for 13 months and still havent come further then 100nl
and its not the most glamorous life no

its really hard sometimes

sick hard

but still like 1 year ago we played 10nl or 25nl night. so atleast we have taken some steps in the right direction

but next year is the big boom year for the smallstakes lp'ers

=)

gl Terren, you seem v. smart and incredibly motivated, don't give up . GLGL

thx both of you

I'm going to post a couple of videos this weekend, I just made one but I'm not sure if it is useful enough for me to ask you all to spend your time watching/commenting on it.. anyway I will make and post a vid tomorrow



I played some 1/2 and 2/4 and I am now teh winnar lol


"Bet a hunnid, bet a thousand, bet a million"

pretty sure my EV graph would rape all of you silly

On December 17 2009 20:11 KeanuReaver wrote: pretty sure my EV graph would rape all of you silly

true, not saying I have it the worst in the world

but I also got coolered a ton today ok!

<3 anyway!