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LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Aug 23 2009 15:58. Posts 15163 | | |
Here we go...
My rebuilding excercise was going well until today.
I was running good in the morning, but then I sat down when I came back from the town...
Got stacked 1x KKvAA, 2x AKv AA and lost all flips but one. But w/e thats poker. Unfortunately I lost it and started multitabling again... and fell 4BI's while multitabling and playing really bad. I just can't bloody control myself...
I KNEW I had hit my stop loss and I KNEW that multitabling is the worst thing to do. But nope... I still couldn't do it.
By my super strict rules, I withdrew to 1k and will move down to NL25 at 900 should that happen.
Poor tilt control and multitabling urges are the only things keeping me at NL50 for so long, and nothing less drastic will work.

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rockman255   Canada. Aug 23 2009 16:27. Posts 4471 | | |
if it makes you feel better, in this case because the samplesize is relatively small it has very little implication on how good you are playing
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dahornnn   United Kingdom. Aug 23 2009 16:30. Posts 693 | | |
only enemy is yourself sir
less tilt more grind plz :D |
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LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Aug 23 2009 16:44. Posts 15163 | | |
| On August 23 2009 15:27 rockman255 wrote:
if it makes you feel better, in this case because the samplesize is relatively small it has very little implication on how good you are playing |
I am crushing, CRUSHING nl50. I never ever lost more than 5BI while playing 4 tables at micros/lowstakes and my averages are always around 5bb/100. I constantly work on my game but I am 100% certain it is way above this limit.
That is if you don't count the inseparable tilt control and spew management. I am glad that I went under my 'BR downsizing threshold' and it is one of my lessons. It would be much worse if I started to run good and the stigma from the past that multitabling is good would return.
So it doesn't really matter how small sample it is, what matters is that I broke my clearly set rules, and if I can't obey them it automatically means my game can never be considered 'good'. No amount of advanced theory, range based thinking and hand reading skills will ever matter if I won't be able to stop hypertilt multitabling and losing huge chunks of what I gained in the process. |
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CrownRoyal   United States. Aug 23 2009 16:57. Posts 11386 | | |
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dogmeat   Czech Republic. Aug 23 2009 17:01. Posts 6374 | | |
| On August 23 2009 15:57 CrownRoyal wrote:
rules are stupid |
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LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Aug 23 2009 17:06. Posts 15163 | | |
True, but they are pretty much the only thing left after I failed so many times :/ |
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4Kingell   United Kingdom. Aug 23 2009 17:41. Posts 1453 | | |
I wouldn't consider what you've managed failure - just gathering experience? I'd be quite happy to fail "as well" as you  |
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Big_Rob_48   United States. Aug 23 2009 18:40. Posts 3432 | | |
take it easier on yourself in the short term, man. Play way more hands too. Just don't be so quick to get down on yourself. Poker is hard. |
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Critterer   United Kingdom. Aug 23 2009 18:57. Posts 5337 | | |
how many tables r u playing during this multitabling tilting |
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Uptown   . Aug 23 2009 18:59. Posts 3557 | | |
fuck, I realized that I multitable when I run bad.
I was playing 8 tables of nl100 yesterday roflrolf fuck my life wtf am i doing.
6tables of nl50 today, no more, no higher, FUCK |
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LemOn[5thF]   Czech Republic. Aug 23 2009 19:05. Posts 15163 | | |
| On August 23 2009 17:57 Critterer wrote:
how many tables r u playing during this multitabling tilting |
10-18 |
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NewbSaibot   United States. Aug 24 2009 21:31. Posts 4947 | | |
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salutary   Australia. Aug 25 2009 21:40. Posts 362 | | |
come to ftp, they only allow 8 table max  |
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