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Wanted to take a break of a few days but I felt good today and was bored cuz its fucking sunday so I decided to play a bit. You know what happened.
I think Im going to cashout all except 200$ or some fucking retarded amount and rebuild ONCE again since I obviously can't win ever ever ever. Im so tilted right now I cant even think clearly. -19,5 Buyins in like 3K hands lol. Fuck this game fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it. Maybe I should fucking quit, I could maybe win in 2006 /2007 on middle stakes but apparently I'll never make it again.
I have to struggle so fucking hard for every $ won, and losing everything is so fucking easy when you cant win a single fucking hand. Also im putting in so much time in this game but all I get is a spit in the face. I know that in poker anything can happen and you dont deserve to win a shit and all but it still feels so unfair. Maybe I should really stay on NL5 and just grind until I have some retarded amount of money so that I can piss away 20 buyins in 3k hands again on NL25 when the time has come. Got like 30 buyins left for NL25 but feels like nothing since with my luck I can easily piss them away in another 3k hands.

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Zalfor   United States. Apr 05 2009 15:12. Posts 2236 | | |
dude hang in there!
just take a break for a bit and then come back and play. It seems like you just need to believe in urself! BELIEVE! |
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thanks a lot man. Feels good to read that.
Yeah, I do believe in myself but when I get bad stretches like that, I tend to lose my faith very quickly nowadays. |
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wolfheart   Estonia. Apr 05 2009 15:49. Posts 7592 | | |
wow thats a straight falling ... cant image that i still win between falling also. but never like bang bang bang bang down |
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PplusAD   Germany. Apr 05 2009 15:58. Posts 7182 | | |
sundays are fucking rigged |
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U see what i did there with A8 ? He 4 bets and there we go insta jam A8 : ---booooom -- . hahahaha ( Krantz) | |
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Lol, seems pretty much like I can copy and paste your blog and thereby have a blog of my own correctly corresponding to my poker....
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edzwoo   United States. Apr 05 2009 16:29. Posts 5911 | | |
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