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                            |  | k2o4   United States. Mar 04 2009 00:40. Posts 4803 |  |  |  | | Or I did.  It was my birthday on Sunday and I hadn't played poker since Thursday because I worked all weekend, so I was drunk and eager to play on Sunday night and jumped on a bunch of NL200 tables.  Ran like total shit with coolers and beats that were so ridiculous that I just laughed cause they were funny, not maddening.  Kept playing and felt like I'd recovered to even so I kept playing, got coolered more and it finally got to me and I started to spew.  I quit the session expecting a 2 buyin loss and it was actually 6.5 buyins............ FUCK. 
 Yesterday (monday) my GF and I went out to do birthday shopping and indoor skydiving so I didn't play at all, but I didn't feel like playing either.  I felt down, scared, beat up.  I'd had my biggest losing session @ NL200 and it all could have been avoided.  It shot my confidence.
 
 Today I had a full day alone to refocus on poker.  Spent the morning setting up the new 23" monitor that I got for my Bday.  Then I spent a bunch of time getting my confidence back.  I felt like shit and didn't want to play and had to take a walk and talk to myself for a while.  Eventually I felt good again and played a very good session and won nearly 3 buyins.  On the road to recovery!
 
 Anyway, here's the Feb results.  They were good despite about 2 weeks of running horrible at the beginning.  Ended the month moving up to NL200 and doing well there:
 
 
  
 
  
 March has started shitty cause of Sunday night but today was the start to a recovery.  Gonna keep grinding away and hopefully get to play NL200 all of march which could lead to a huge winning month.  We'll see.  I plan to do at least 100k hands @ NL200 before taking any NL400 shots, so it's gonna be a while =)
 
 I also am planning to buy an ergonomic computer chair cause I spend so much of my time in front of a computer and already have lots of neck/back pain from sports injuries when I was younger, and this shit makes it so much worse.  Has anyone done research on the best chairs to get?  I'm gonna have to do a research session but if anyone has recommendations that would help me a lot so that I can make this process much shorter.
 
 I had a bunch of other shit to say but I can't think of it now.  Guess I will end up doing another blog soon when I remember it!
 
 
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                            |  | Uptown   . Mar 04 2009 00:48. Posts 3557 |  |  |  | | I am down 9bi's in March over 3k hands, 7bi's under expectation, and am in a 15+bi downswing when including the last days from february lol | 
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 my march is shitty as well so far
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                            |  | vegable   United States. Mar 04 2009 23:55. Posts 2453 |  |  |  |  |  |  | 
 
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