I have some problem with my motivation right now, over the last 60k hands of NL50 I've been running about 5.60bb/100. Idk, but I think it's pretty decent. I feel like I'm in somewhat of a standstill of my progress, even though I'm winning steadily at NL50 and I feel confident that I can beat NL100 I just feel like I could progress so much faster. Therefor I'll try to play more hands, even though it gets really boring after a couple of days to put in 1k+ hands. Get a trial subscription at DC which will hopefully raise my bb/100 on NL50 and let me beat NL100 easier.
I've felt pretty frustrated with my NL100 shots, I've taken like 4 shots the past 2 months and I've ran like shit. I've lost all my flips and over the last 1k hands my showdown winnings has been 20%, I usually have 52-53%. I know it's part of variance put the negative variance has hit me the hardest at the worst time. Therefor I'm gonna do something that I haven't done enough of lately, study some poker in a more active way. I know I won't win if I run as as bad as I have on previous shots, but at least this way I'll have to depend less on running good. - Update in 10k hands.
