So as I've pointed out in my previous blog entries, I started out playing micro cash the last few weeks after having played SNGs for a few months. I feel I'm still definetely not a good player in any respect, I learn more and more every day either from watching others play, reading LP or just playing my own hands.
So I played NL2 even though I was well rolled for NL5 (Arguably NL10) just to start getting the feel of 6max cashgames and grinded out $30 there in 2 days or something easy (I usually only play 4 tables and only play 2hr sessions, but usually 2-3 sessions a day).
After moving up to NL5 I was feeling confident after making 3 buy-ins at NL5 in my first session (sitting with $5, not $10). After that session things changed drastically, was veryyyyy swingy, pretty much broke even for a few days, took some ridiculous beats like these;
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Anyway I definetely played bad for a few days hence the swingy graph, I was pretty down over losing so many buy-ins so quickly, but then I took 2 days off and came back completely refreshed and confident and played to the best of my abilities, and while it was still swingy, I was happy with how I played. I won some pretty nice pots like these;
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Submitted by : jase PokerStars Game #16263141248: Hold'em No Limit ($0.02/$0.05) - 2008/03/26 - 11:32:44 (ET)
Table 'Saturn III' 6-max Seat #4 is the button
Seat 1: stpaul23 ($6.12 in chips)
Seat 2: sandycarp ($5.83 in chips)
Seat 3: AlWAGNER1977 ($7.26 in chips)
Seat 4: 88MONTANA88 ($9.41 in chips)
Seat 5: nerdis86 ($3.29 in chips)
Seat 6: xghjase ($7.82 in chips)
nerdis86: posts small blind $0.02
xghjase : posts big blind $0.05
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to xghjase 
stpaul23: folds
sandycarp: folds
AlWAGNER1977: raises $0.05 to $0.10
88MONTANA88: calls $0.10
nerdis86: folds
xghjase : raises $0.15 to $0.25
AlWAGNER1977: calls $0.15
88MONTANA88: calls $0.15
Flop(Odds) (Pot : $0.77)
  xghjase : bets $0.20
AlWAGNER1977: folds
88MONTANA88: raises $0.65 to $0.85
sandycarp leaves the table
xghjase : raises $1.15 to $2
88MONTANA88: calls $1.15
Turn(Odds) (Pot : $4.77)
   xghjase : checks
88MONTANA88: checks
River (Pot : $4.77)
    xghjase : bets $2
88MONTANA88: raises $2 to $4
xghjase : raises $1.57 to $5.57 and is all-in
88MONTANA88: calls $1.57
Showdown xghjase : shows  (four of a kind, Jacks)
88MONTANA88: mucks hand
xghjase collected $15.16 from pot
88MONTANA88 said, "gg"
Summary Total pot $15.91 | Rake $0.75
Board     
Seat 1: stpaul23 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: sandycarp folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: AlWAGNER1977 folded on the Flop
Seat 4: 88MONTANA88 (button) mucked 
Seat 5: nerdis86 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 6: xghjase (big blind) showed  and won ($15.16) with four of a kind, Jacks
Submitted by : jase PokerStars Game #16336043258: Hold'em No Limit ($0.02/$0.05) - 2008/03/29 - 12:08:44 (ET)
Table 'Pollux V' 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: Roninman ($6.45 in chips)
Seat 2: bpapi2oo4 ($1.65 in chips)
Seat 4: xghjase ($5.27 in chips)
Seat 5: Erwann 69 ($7.93 in chips)
Seat 6: Kimeyra ($4.45 in chips)
bpapi2oo4: posts small blind $0.02
xghjase : posts big blind $0.05
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to xghjase 
Erwann 69: raises $0.14 to $0.19
Kimeyra: calls $0.19
Roninman: folds
bpapi2oo4: folds
xghjase : raises $0.31 to $0.50
Erwann 69: calls $0.31
Kimeyra: calls $0.31
Flop(Odds) (Pot : $1.52)
  xghjase : bets $1.25
Erwann 69: calls $1.25
Kimeyra: folds
Turn(Odds) (Pot : $4.02)
   xghjase : checks
Erwann 69: bets $0.52
xghjase : calls $0.52
River (Pot : $5.06)
    xghjase : bets $3 and is all-in
Erwann 69: calls $3
Showdown xghjase : shows  (a full house, Queens full of Sevens)
Erwann 69: shows  (two pair, Aces and Sevens)
Maku_80 joins the table at seat #3
xghjase collected $10.56 from pot
Summary Total pot $11.06 | Rake $0.50
Board     
Seat 1: Roninman (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: bpapi2oo4 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: xghjase (big blind) showed  and won ($10.56) with a full house, Queens full of Sevens
Seat 5: Erwann 69 showed  and lost with two pair, Aces and Sevens
Seat 6: Kimeyra folded on the Flop
Submitted by : jase PokerStars Game #16408040905: Hold'em No Limit ($0.02/$0.05) - 2008/04/01 - 09:50:31 (ET)
Table 'Cressida II' 6-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: Freakson82 ($5.98 in chips)
Seat 2: habk ($11.17 in chips)
Seat 3: Fabinho89 ($0.73 in chips)
Seat 4: MAO 11 ($3.15 in chips)
Seat 5: xghjase ($9.15 in chips)
Seat 6: waldwegkalle ($2.96 in chips)
Fabinho89: posts small blind $0.02
MAO 11: posts big blind $0.05
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to xghjase 
xghjase : raises $0.15 to $0.20
waldwegkalle: folds
Freakson82: folds
habk: raises $0.40 to $0.60
Fabinho89: folds
MAO 11: folds
xghjase : raises $1.40 to $2
habk: raises $9.17 to $11.17 and is all-in
xghjase : calls $7.15 and is all-in
Fabinho89 leaves the table
Flop(Odds) (Pot : $18.37)
 
Turn(Odds) (Pot : $18.37)
  
River (Pot : $18.37)
   
Showdown xghjase : shows  (a full house, Kings full of Fours)
habk: shows  (two pair, Kings and Fours)
xghjase collected $17.47 from pot
Summary Total pot $18.37 | Rake $0.90
Board     
Seat 1: Freakson82 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: habk (button) showed  and lost with two pair, Kings and Fours
Seat 3: Fabinho89 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: MAO 11 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: xghjase showed  and won ($17.47) with a full house, Kings full of Fours
Seat 6: waldwegkalle folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Anyway posting this graph is kinda tough for me, I hate looking bad It's extremely swingy and I really think I can be a very good player because I'm so hard on myself, I can really relate to kimseongchan's blog found here - http://kimseongchan.liquidpoker.net/
Anyway here is my graph, shoutouts to Ftrunkz for being a balla and driving me to the local freerolls, lachlan_fearn for keeping me sane throughout my 3am 4buyin losses, KeanuReaver for staking me for 10x 4/180s and any other micro stakes players on LP

edit: Any input on this hand would be really good, was fairly sure he was on the flushdraw but couldn't get him off it, is he just a nl25 donk that can't let go of a draw? In retrospect I would have normally raised to $2.20 on the turn I think
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