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PplusAD Germany. Mar 15 2008 17:53. Posts 7182 | | |
Lots of u have allready seen the hand i am talking about.
I played a session 3 tabling and i did really well.
Playing very good doing the right things in the right spots and running okay untill the following hand appeared :
I was up 35€ ( 54$) at around hand 600 being very satisfied with how things went.
I offchecked the auto-blind post feature to play my last few hands before i get out with friends and drink some.
Then something happend in my mind which allready occured in the past but i thought i had successfully fixed that severe leak of mine.
here is an old blog entry about exactly the same situation.
-> http://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=336746
new hand
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/405123
i couldnt have played it worse T_T
Still ended the session up + 41 euro ( 64$)
overall i am up ~ 260€ now for march
I think deep down in my heart i am a serious degen ...
And i need a lot of concentration to supress this.
I sometimes have an inner voice that tells me to do stupid things ...
I dont only have this in poker but in life in general.
I dont think i am ill
I think it just occured from years of boredom of a normal life in before i got 16 years old.
I like to do exciting shit just for the thrill of it even though i know its dangerous or wrong >-<
And to be honest though i am aware of that i dont even dislike it  My life has become a lot cooler and more fun since i started to be like that.
f.e
Id never started with MMA ( which i now love more than anything else) if i wasnt like this in the first place.
I mean beating each other up with small gloves and almost no rules ^^ This sounded totally stupid to me in the beginning
At that time i was like : yeha this is brutal and stupid and i will probably get hurt and stuff -> lets check this out
(ofc now i know its totally different from that and so much skill and technique involved)
Its just that this thing is exactly the worst characteristic u can have in poker.
So i must supress it while pokering
GL all
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Kapol Poland. Mar 15 2008 18:06. Posts 4696 | | |
| | PplusAD wrote:that i played it that bad >-<
good thing i made all money back and even added some in the next hands >_< while i write this |
Why do you use the same smiley to express happiness and sadness? |
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SKoT United States. Mar 15 2008 18:10. Posts 1768 | | |
why is tihs hard to follow |
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PplusAD Germany. Mar 15 2008 18:12. Posts 7182 | | |
cause overall i was more sad than happy about the situation.
therefore i made that smiley
though i made all money back i was still sad that i played the hand so bad in the first place.
like - > good thing i made the money back though i know i deserve to get slapped in the face for the hand i lost it in the first place |
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PplusAD Germany. Mar 15 2008 18:18. Posts 7182 | | |
| | On March 15 2008 17:10 SKoT wrote:
why is tihs hard to follow |
Sry
I had no structure in my Text
tried to fix that a bit after i read your comment |
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