LP is so dead

We are the crazy ones to still post. The medium is the message. On my blog post I have 62 views. Probably, 10 of those are mine and 10 of those are yours. But, it's interesting who are these other 40 people? The medium is the message. The medium being a blog on a dead website. What kind of message is that? It has to be a little deranged even though my posting has been fire. I am a bit deranged. I do write slow but that activity speeds up. There is room for the contemplative although it typically gets taken over by the active. I am not sure what I am looking for here.

lostaccount,

What novels are you reading?

If you go to a festival and take ecstasy let me know how it goes.

I think for how your life is going it is crucial to learn how to be inactive.Treat boredom as a blessing. It's sometimes hard not to revert back into the active but treat everyday as if it were the Sabbath. That's how I have been trying to live. Obviously, I had to do taxes, I have to pay bills, I have to apply for jobs, I have to have an income. It will be impossible to avoid the compulsion to work and perform which is sad. I can spend time taking care of the plants, playing the guitar, I'm even considering furthering my work as a Christian mystic as I had found profound spiritual experience through doing the steps in AA. Lot of downsides to Christianity though.

im not Christian, im more spiritual. im reading people of the deer by Farley Mowat but sadly I don't think I will finished it as im not a reader but I might just go look for the audiobook of it or something.

I hace accomplish all I want in life kinda, I don't think there is anything I want to accpolish except make more money n have more fun but with the resources I have my life is a 8-9/10 so I aint complaining.

reddit isn't really my thing, I like a more close knit forum like LP but its so dead, this is the forum I admire the most even though no one post. if I work a 9-5 my life would be so busy. im literally by myself half the time these days but I aint lonely though.i enjoy my own company. I still have some people I talk to daily and some close friends like 10 of them but they all work and monday-thursday I do my best to find activities to do. I went to the seawall today n got some nice pictures of peopling chilling in their boat. im 2 lazy to post pictures lol

we aren't crazy we just have a lot of free time unlike others where they have things to do lol

I can't work a normal job cause its just way too stressful for the pay, I work at a vape store bored as fuck for near minimum wage even though I did jack all and quit lol. literally anyone can do that job but it was so mind numbing that I couldn't take it lol

being single now is kinda lonely but im like half single so im only a bit lonely. 5% of the time hahaha. complicated relationships

Deranged may be a bit strong of a word. It's weird for us to stay and keep posting until (and past) the bitter end.

On April 10 2024 04:07 lostaccount wrote: im not Christian, im more spiritual. im reading people of the deer by Farley Mowat but sadly I don't think I will finished it as im not a reader but I might just go look for the audiobook of it or something.

People of the Deer sounds like a good book.

On April 10 2024 04:10 lostaccount wrote: I hace accomplish all I want in life kinda, I don't think there is anything I want to accpolish except make more money n have more fun but with the resources I have my life is a 8-9/10 so I aint complaining.

"kinda" meaning you havent accomplished all you want. Isn't that a little bit of a weird way to look at life? I always thought it was weird people judged their life off of accomplishments.

It depends on the accomplishments. I think a lot of people want a big house with a nice car which will be paid for by being an excellent performer at work. When does it end?

If I just sat around and thought about stuff for a lot of the time most people would think THAT is a waste of life.

We are also illustrating how digital communication works. We keep posting and posting and posting. You were posting so fast and actively you wrote 3 posts that you since have edited to nothing. Madness.

I have a nice house to live in 2 bedroom suite all to myself worth a coupl Milly in Canadian dollars, family house that I help pay for. Yea I still haven't completed all my task that's why I'm saving money for that day lol. I still have a few things on my bucket list I need to do but I'm still young. I still need to acquire assets, but there is no way for me to acquire quick assets like back in the day poker. I don't want to work a 20$ job lol I rather walk in the park n lay on the beaches instead haha. Literally spending 15$ a day only these days but my rent n bills are cover. I did walk 2 Shibas today, buddies Dog.

If anyone looking for private home club games PM, they are softer than online site. Ask oddeye I got him into one

For 35 years old I live so much life already some could say in this lifetime I did 3 lifetimes of average person things. Only thing I really want is a kid but I can't afford one ATM n I don't know if I can take care of one. We will see. Maybe I just get a dog instead of getting a kid but I don't want a dog yet. I got so much accomplished yet there could be more things to accomplish.

Daycare for the kid is $25k / yr no joke. My sister just told me about it at least in the USA. If you are unemployed you could take care of the kid but I think that would get old fast. That is just me though. I think people are crazy for having kids.

Of course, I'd rather walk in the park and lay on the beaches instead of $20 / hr. Things happen though. I need an income for as hellish as work can be.

Bragging about accomplishments is like bragging about how nice your tombstone is. There is something to be said about research that actually changes the world and helps people, political activism, philosophy, work on being some spiritual mystic, art. I just wrote a novel and I don't feel much different. The art of writing a novel is actually lonely, isolated, and frustrating most of the time. It feels good to get on a roll though. Would I be that much happier with blow jobs and omakase? Well, probably a little bit happier. The problem is not just that we are isolated and atomised but that a lot of people are. I am meeting a friend at a bookstore tomorrow and then we will get some tea at a cafe and talk. That's like a once in a week thing. I am not going to go through all of my social meetups but how much is enough? I don't know but I know social connection / live interaction is one of the most important things for me. Of course, I am an introverted SIGMA MALE by nature so social connection can be too much at times but we need in person social connection.